true love...

Story 1

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night.
They loved each other a lot.....

Girl:"slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please..it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.."

The girl gave him a big hug.

Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable
and it's bothering me while i ride."
The next day, there was a story in thenewspaper. A motorcycle had crashed
into a building because its brake were broken. There were two people on the
motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived...The guy knew that
the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew
that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead, he was told the last time that
she loved him,got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live,
and die himself... Once in a while, Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale...

Message "Life consists not in holding good
cards but in playing those you hold well"


Story 2

Nurse: "It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly
gentleman, in his 80's, presented to have sutures(stitches) removed from
his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment
at 9:00 am. I(nurse) took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing
it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him.
I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another
patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed,
so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove
his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation.
Asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning somewhere else,
as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go
to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to
her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a
victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I
asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no
longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.
I was surprised, and asked him. "And you are still going every morning, even
though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and
said. "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is."
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and
thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life."


True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been,will be, and will not be.
Good friends are like stars...You don't always see them, but you always know
they're there

wheeeee....!!!!

i cant wait to blog bout 2day...hahaha!!!
it has been a tiring day but yet an exciting day...

so ill juz tell wat so exciting happened 2day...

is a conversation btween me, Terence Luudz...and lastly of course PILLOW!!!!....in the car.... ... ...

HAHAHA!!!! i haven type out oso laughing d...

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okay, in Elaine's car... ... ...
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bla bla bla...
Paul: terence, you know in my blog i wrote somthing tat goes like this... "karkien, don't always
ask your lou poh to cover you lar...she is juz full of feathers of chickens, ducks,....
black chicken,...ungly duckling feathers....

me and terence laughing...HAHAHA!!!!

Pearly: why duck got feather one meh??

me n terence continue laughing non-stop.... ... ...

Terence: wat sch u from ady ah? HAHA!!
Pearly: swt...
Paul: sweat wat sweat...the aircorn to big...now the car so cold...whre can sweat...

all of us laugh together...

Pearly:eh eh...seriously ducks got feathers meh??? ducks got wings ah??

me n terence luudz laugh until kenot stop...hahaha!!!
tat time Elaine's dad is driving...

Elaine's dad: yea of course...ducks got feathers...
Terence: if ducks got no wings...how they fly lar...yosh!

pearly laughing at herself...

Pearly: then chicken oso got wings?
Me and Terence: of course lar! Pearly...wat sch are u from again?? hahaha!!!
Pearly: how bout goose ler? goose oso got feathers and wings??
Me and Terence: ayor pearly....

me and terence laughing....

Elaine's dad: yea, goose got feathers.
Pearly: then goose always on water then wont get wet one meh?
Elaine's dad: their feather got a layer of skin tat make it waterproof...
Pearly: OOOO.....

Pearly laughin at herself....

Paul: you think wat...if their feathers can get wet..mean the goose 24hrs in the water....24 hrs
their feathers wont dry lar...

HAHAHA!!!

ok..the car almost reach myself....

Paul: pillow pillow....nx time i buy goose feather for u...so u can b waterproof....HAHAHA!!!

hope you enjoy the so-called lame conversation...haha!!!

geram...

o man!!! my drum class was so torturing man!!!!
i play the all same song for 1 hour!!!
im like...half dead after i finish my class...

my teacher goes like tat....

play play play...."bing bang bong.......splang!!!"

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no good...play again...count Paul leong...look at the notes...

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*bing bang bing bong bing....splang!!!!!!!!*

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still got mistake....go again...

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grrrr!!!! *bing bing bing....bang bang bang....bong bong bong....SPLANG!!!!*

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good! do 1 more last time...

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ok fine...1 last time...
"bing bang bong....bing bang bong....splang!!!"

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wat's wrong wif you, Paul Leong...
play again...

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so tat goes like tat for 1 hour....
man! i tell u...
fine...i dun wan to say anymore....
cuz im not good as my teacher, so i cant say anything...
HAHAHA!!!!

haihz...y so many ppl tag me?!

ok lar... since i reali got ntg better to do...i shall do tis...

PauLeonG was tagged by PILLOW!!! and.... Sara

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do this survey.


1.Garrett
2.Pearly
3.Ryan
4.Abel
5.Jamie
6.Su Ann
7.Kit Yi
8.Nat
9.Elaine
10.Melissa
11.Joey
12.Karkien
13.Sara
14.Choy Leng
15.Una
16.Terence Luudz
17.Jia Chui
18.Eugene
19.Min Ser
20.Joshua




How did you meet 14?
- Choy Leng? thru my mui, sasa


What would you do if you never met 1?
- Garrett?!?! won't have such a good, nice, exiciting fred....n drums wont hav any challenge for me...haha!


What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
- Elaine n Joshua?!?!?!? they got married on the TungLing guaduation, but tats juz a drama lar...i can definitely tell tat both of them wont date each other as a couple...haha!


Did you ever like 19?
- minser? yeah! he encourages me a lot! =)


Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
- Su and Jia Chui? NO!!! of course not!!!


Describe 3.
- ryan? hrmm....ayor! i know him too well until i duno how to describe him... HRmm...short, not tall? caring... loves to play football... bz studying for SPM now...hahah =P


Do you think 8 is attractive?
- Nat? as a gal...i would say yes...she's attractive =)


Tell me something about 7.
- she is my KA CHE!!!! hehehehe =D



Do you know any of 12's family?
- Kien?...nop, but i visited their family once...


What's 18's favourite?
- Eugene ah? hrmm, i dun reali know him vry well lar...hrmm...bass guitar i guess? haha....


What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
- Joey?! if im a gal..ill definitely say yes!!! but im not a gal...so too bad lar =P


Who is 9 going out with?
- Elaine? my sister...she adopted me...nyway, she's single lar...


How old is 16 now?
- gosh!!! how old is terence?!?!? 18 tis yr i guess?? hahaha... =P


When was the last time you talked to 13?
- Sara? i din even speak to her once?! but chated wif her on9 once...


Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
- Pillow?? from wat i know...she like chicken feathers songs!!! hehehe =P


Would you date 4?
- abel?! giv me a break...if im a gal mayb i will lar =P


Would you date 7?
- kit? she's my ka che lar!!


Is 15 single?
- Una? from wat i know...yea, she's stil single


What's 10's last name?
- my mui? Wong...


Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
- Joey again? nyawy..NO....fredship definitely yes


Which school does 3 go to?
- ryan? SU rite??


Where does 6 live?
- milk? i duno wat tat area call...but i near churhc, FGT


Whats your favourite thing about 5?
- hrmm...hrmm....o yea! she so nice to zhat!!! hahaha!!!

dang secret! shhh.....

haha...!!!
as usual i had my BM tuition...YEA!!! i go for tuition, how "wonderful" it is...
normally i go tuition, ill juz yawn yawn yawn for 1 and a half hour then go home....
then 2day we had tis so called "EXAM!!!!!" PMR PAPER!!!!
btw, im 16 which is form4 but i go for form3 bm tuition....*DON'T ASK ME WHY LAR...*
so DUH!!!! rite.... cuz im homeschooling, i totally din study bm for more then 1 yr then when my mom ask me to continue im like half dead....


continue...


so yeah...teacher gav us tis PMR exam paper to test us our standard lor...so i do do do...
smiling thre....hahahaha =D
then ok!!!! FINISH!!!! was so happy u know...finish d mah!
after tat she say, "ok, now everybody keep everything and only holding a red pen..."
so everybody do wat she asked lar....by common sense we marked our own paper as the teacher was explaining n giving the answers out...

for ur information...everybody in tat class is form3....EXCEPT ME!!!!! kind of malu...but i dun care lar...at least a earn a lil bit of respect in tat class cuz im older than all of them....hahahaha!!!!


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b4 the teacher started explaining and giving answers....i was still smiling smiling thre ok...
slowly...

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slowly.....................
im like..."o my gosh.....o my gosh....o my gosh....."
u know those "X" i giv to all the questions when teacher giving the answers....slowly appearing....
hahaha...yalar....i panic ok!
then ok lar....i told myself..."paul! its ok....if u get all wrong, its ok..."
hahahaha!!!! =D


the when we finish marking the paper... teacher go around n ask how many we got n she write the score on the paper.... ppl are like 20+/30.....

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and u know wat i got?!?!!?!?!...............................

7/30!!!!!!!!

hahahhahahahahah!!!!! "AMAZING" rite???!!!!
HEY!!! at least i din get 0/30 lar!! tat PMR paper is hard ok! my vocab for BM is juz not good...
but my BM communication is ok one u know! u can ask JOEL!!! got once me n him speak bm on msn thru out the whole conversation...

BLIEVE ME!!!!
come on...i know u're not blieving me....

COME ON!!! BLEAVE ME!!!! its thru mah....

hahaha!!!!

so yea...tat's my dang secret tat im not good in my BM vocab...but i did well in my UPSR b4 i get in the dang homeschooling thing or programme.....hahaha!!!!
wait wait wait....im oso not saying homeshooling is not good oso lar....
so please respect me n natelie ok!! especially u karkien! dun insult homeschoolers!!!! we got brains like you do...OK! eh kar kien, dun always use ur lou po lar....her brain full of black chicken, white chicken, black duck, white duck......feathersssssss..........

hahaha....sry for all the craps...
sry my good fred, pearly(pillow) for insulting you here.....
m i forgiven?? ='(

i better stop...or not ill get in trouble....
later not oni pillow get mad at me...hahaha!!!

one week

Sunday, 4 July - Cell Leader Retreat!!!
after service, me n my sis followed Raymond for lunch then went straight down to PD cuz Ryamond has to at the hotel earli to incharge of the registeration check-in...so by all means me n my sis are the 1st to arive n get to choose our rooms but we cant get the rooms tat face the beach cuz tat time those rooms are not ready yet...so my sis is quet dissapointed, im a guy...so i dun care! hahaha!! after tat slowly everybody came...
my roomates are MinSer n MengYeo, they came quet earli then straight go into our rooms...so good! dun hav to wait..lolx...i've to kesian su ann and her family lar...they waited like i think 1 hr for her room....cuz a lot of rooms are not ready yet...but not oni her family lar...quet a lot of families waiting thre oso...
so after tat me, MinSer n MengYeo went to like kind of fix up the hall...but actually ther is ntg much to fix...is juz taping up the wires on the floor...after tat me TMY went to the beach to hav a walk...then we back to the room to hav a slight nap...
not long joshua came d!!! yeh!!! but his room is not ready yet...sad...he is like wans to jog at the beach...so since i got ntg better to do..i say JOM!!! lets go...then we went n jog at the beach half naked...having sun bathing at the same time...but after tat i still nvr get a sun burn, we jog for like 45mins?? yea, around thre...oh yea! when we're half way jogging, thre is tis malay gal said hi to us...josh is like "HI!!!!" hahaha....then 1 thing me n josh notice at the beach is tat....thre is oni 1 gal n tat's the oni gal wearing bikini....HAHAHAHA!!!! shhhhh.....

6:30pm - grace called me, "lalapau, tell josh that his room is ready d." n actually 6:30 is our dinner....so we faster rush back n bathe...juz nice troy was taking bath so josh cant bathe lor...im like waitin for him in his room for so long....cuz i duno y troy takes so long!!!! HAHAHA!!!! yea! my future bro-in-law....so after joshy finish bathing, we faster rush down to eat our dinner....i think tat was the fastest dinner i ever had! lolx...
i think the service was fantastic, as Rev. Wynn Louis preaching....his sermon can juz keep ppl awake..cuz me n joshy was tired but we still can tahan....hahaha!
so after service is like i think almost 10pm...then me, grace kakak, joshy, TMY, and Samuel went for a beach walk...then half way we actually saw Richard sitting on the chair at the beach...haha....so we dun disturb him lor, cuz he nids a reali quiet time wif God...hehehe! half way walking, grace kakak is like..."im hungry..can we go n eat?" so those ppl who knows me cant stop eating will juz reply..."ok come..lets eat!" HAHAH!!! so we went to a place like thre are all types of food stores...got Japanese, Western, Chinese, Malay, and Indian....but at the end all of us ordered Western...i shared wif Grace kakak cuz she says she eats vry little oni...so she ordered Chicken Breast! HAHAHA!!! so funny, after we order...im like..."breast.....breast....." man, i duno wat happened to me lar!!! Grace is like..."PAUL! stop it!!" then i say..."breast....wats wrong lar...chicken breast wurt!..." HAHAHA!!!
so the food came, we ate...then is like i din Grace kakak's little bit is like so crap little...is like im stil eating the whole thing...hahahha!!! btw, the food thre are nice! but the prize is like "so nice" oso.haha!!! finish makan...all masing-masing went back to sleep lor....wah! i dun even bother to brush teeth....once went in the room, straight away take off shirt n sleep...

Monday, 5 July - 2nd day of Cell Leader Retreat!!!
manage to wake up at 7..and devotion is at 7:30...after tat got breakfast...the breakfast was nice...then continued wif sermon...again!!!! hahahaha....yea! spoke by Rev. Wynn again... actually it was straight 2 sermons joined together....so is like vry long....HAHAH!!! ends at around 2+...then after tat is free time!!!! YEH!!! everybody went to beach....SO DUH rite!! b4 i went to the beach i play table tennis wif the young adults...gosh! my skills are super rusty...got win n lose...hahhaa...after tat rush to the beach n played VOLLEYBALL!!!! YEH!!!....so sad lar...my bro, ryan kenot come...volleyball is fun!!! actually its my 1st time play volleyball...HAHAHA!!! shhhh...but still manage to hit the ball....hahaha.....reali had a lot of fun wif volleyball....then we continued by playing football ...man! was tiring man playing on the sand....so hard to run....not long i gave up...i dun wan play d! HAAHA!!! after tat me n meng yeo decided to get into the water....then called Ee Huei to join along...oh man!!! the water is freaking salty...my eyes hurt man!! but after tat is ok....but after staying in the water quet long...i can feel like my eyes are like starting to get swollen...half way joshy came n joined us!!! yeh!!....so when is time d...we all went back to our rooms n bathe lor....then go for dinner...
then continued wif sermon again...HAHAHAH!!! so eat around same time as the previous nite....but tis time all of us went out of the hotel n eat...means all of us drove out...AHAH!
went to a malay store...im like eating a lot...ate a plate of rice still not enough so went to order satay...HAHAHA!!! then everybody went back n straight to bed again...lol!!!

Tuesday, 6 July - last day of Cell Leader Retreat!!!
ok! i admit i cant wake up in the morning...my alarm rang but i din know n minser saw me sleep until like wat so he pressed the snooze botton so i can sleep for aother 5 mins...but duno y my alarm din ring again...so meng yeo woke me up....haha...n i went down for devotion late...n actually suann din wake up until breakfast is almost over...HAHAHA!!!! so after tat still continued wif sermon....n is the last 1....yeh!!!! but is wat the last n the best!!! then after lunch everybody starting to pack up n ciao...
so came back n was totally died...but din sleep cuz scared laster at nite can sleep....but after i finished my dinner....i straight away slept...HAHHA!!!until the nx morning....

Wednesday, 7 July - a new day!!
wow!!!! new day!!!! yeh!!! no plans....no ntg...juz stayed at home n sleep sleep sleep...hehehe =)

Thursday, 8 July
after went out to watch movie wif my ka che..hehe...watch x-men3!!! yeh! actually is quet nice...but somhow i find is not tat exciting...dun ask me y lar...cuz i oso duno y!
HAHAHHA!!!! after the show me n kache went wondering around pyramid n look at shoes, begs,....n ppl as gals....at the ice-skating thre...haha...n we are like judging ppl...which one cute or prety...HAHAHA!!! we are like so bad lar...lolx!!!

Friday, 9 July
in the afternoon went 2 a food store near abel's hse thre to hav a meeting bout sport outreach wif abel, louisa, and samuel....we had times of like kind of soft quarreling....hahaha! was kind of scary tho....but everything turn out well...after tat i follow louisa n samuel back to the church office to get some things done...such a small thing n took me so long to finish it....n angry of myself..HAHHA!!! then at nite is EE! again!!! thank God is the last 1...n actually my team is sort out of 3 OJTs!!!! man!!!....n tat nite my team got no prospect...i seriously try calling my freds out...but still cant...so i send off my trainees to other groups...so tat they can get 1 ojts filled up...me n troy stayed back....and saw nat's team haven go out of ojt...n at the end we decided to combine n went to questionair...troy took all of us out...so joanna can take a break...haha...but actually half way on the road, my fred returned my call by asking y did i call him juz now...so is like " can come out yam cha or not now..." then my fred reply like..." yea yea..can...." so yes! we got a prospect...so the whole ojt went ok...but not reali good...cuz i duno wat happen to sue jin n benjamin...haih!!! but lets not talk bout tat anymore...HAHA! went back home n sat in front of the tv at 12 am for the 1st match of WORLD CUP!!!! GERMANY!!!! i wanted germany to lose lar!!! then is like 5 mins score d...wat the hack lar!!! but Rica was not bad tho...they inproved a lot....hahah! stayed up until for the 3 am match...but the match was freaking boring...so watched like for 15 mins then i went to sleep d..haha

Saturday, 10 July - LONG DAY!!!!
ok!!!! woke up for morning prayer...seems like i skip morning prayer for like 2 weeks d...haha! then i made my mui to come for morning prayer cuz actually we had the parent's day drama practice after tat...then cuz she is in the committee...so she has to come...but actually the practice on tat day is canceled on Fri nite cuz of like most of the ppl kenot come....but i din tell my mui....cuz if i tell her...she wont come morning prayer...hahah!!! so went she came tat morning...i told her..."actually the practice is cancel..." then she is like..." u ah....ayar~ nvr lar...since i come d..." HAHAHA!!!! c this gor is so gooooood.....HAHAHHA!!! after morning prayer, stayed back in church to help to like sort of fix up the hall for YF tat the Footstool team coming to act....so i left at 9:45 n went for drum class....man! my drum class is tiring...i sat in front of the drums for 1 hr, playing the 2 same songs...play until sian d....but is worth it...cuz i manage to get those 2 songs right...YEH!!!! so finish class at 11...then my fred's mom fetch me back to church...to continue helping then went to TMY hse to like sleep thre....went back church at 2...got guitar class at nursery room...gosh!!! i dun understand wat the teacher is saying....can any1 explain 2 me...HAHAH!!!! cuz i missed the 1st class....so i cant catch wat the teacher was saying...HAHAHA!!!....then hav to leave tha class earli cuz im on duty on drums....n WOW!!! tat's the fastest n best practice i ever had...cuz is like..2 song...n we went thru once oni...HAHAHA!!! then rest lor....went to change my shirt...
the footstool play was fantastic...n reali can expose the feeling to ppl...i think every1 thre will love the play...after tat went down stairs try to get to know some new ppl....n yea! i did...1 oni...haha! can get to talk to some ppl tat im not close wif...is good lar... went back up to help arrange the chair back to usual arrangements....then went down stairs n help jamie to mop floor...i tell u! im like...jamie!!! u know how to sweep floor or not one...she sweep floor like sweep 1 patch here...n sweep 1 patch thre...means got a lot of patches she didnt sweep lar....hahaha!!!
didnt manage to help her finish mopping the floor...cuz hav to leave to my mui's hse to dinner tat was ask by my parents...cuz my parents having cell dinner in my mui's hse invited by my mui's parents...so went wif sweaty body...ahhaha! i think i sticks tat time...lol!!!! enjoy eating "bah ku teh"....hehehe =) was great!....then after tat we watch WORLD CUP!!!! got England, so much watch!!! HAHHAA!! tho is like 4 mins then england score...but after tat the match was so boring...haih! england so slow d lar....then went back home wif super tiring body...slept the car...haha! went back home bathe sleep....hahahhaaha....

Sunday, 11 July - last day...
went 2 service as usual...after tat went out lunch on OJT...haha...i shared the whole thing...wow! is a proffesion....was so proud of my self...lol...chill chill!!! hahhahaa!!! actually is like quet some time tat i din share to the gospel d...so it was a good practice by letting myself know how much hav i improve....after tat went to joshy hse cuz after tat hav to help AJ on the kids basketball... so wat happen at the kids basketball is tat got 1 coach came n brought 4 state players wif him tat are oni form2....n is like so feraking pro! man! me n ryan was choosen to played wif them for a while to demonstrate...both of us like dun hav to do much...haha...once the basketball finished...me n ryan went to badminton...hehhehehe!!! then as usual finished badminton then go makan...but tis time makan was diff...me n ryan "da pou" McD to AsiaCafe n eat...HAHAHA!!!! somhow i feel like eating McD's nagguts...HAAHA!!! then went back home n tiring body again....

haih...im tired now oso...goin to nap d... =)

tired tired tired.....phiew!

wah! finally can blog...
was being so bz from last Fri until now oni i can get to do this...

so talking from last Fri was the Tung Ling guaduation that my sister was guaduating from there...and it was oso my birthday...and you know wat! my sister forgot bout it until som1 reminded her...gosh! wat a sister....even my mom purposely wake up during midnite n came n greet me "happy birthday"...my dad even chun, earli in the morning send bday sms to me...HAHAHA!!! so Fri morning TungLing still got their last finaly class then everybody will guaduate at nite...when the ppl from TungLing having lunch, i went to join them as well to have some fellowship...then half way when all of us cleaning up the table, Garrett's voice came out with..."happy birthday to you....happy birth............." so Joshua joined him as well and everybody around oso joined in...but there is no birthday cake!!!! hahaha....
Here comes Fri nite, the TungLing guaduation started...their drama was fantastic and i oso got help to coordinate ok...hehehe ^^ after the guaduation end, everybody bz taking photos including myself...hehe~ here is the day tat gav me n Garrett a fredship rememberence...we still remember last yr's TungLing guaduation, both of us took a nice pic outside the church near the fountain at the spot light....so that nite both of us went to the same place n took a pic with the same angle...but tis time is diff....cuz is that me n Garrett's fredship is not as simple as last yr's =) was reali happy to have such a fred like Garrett as a brother to me...n not to miss out Joshua too...hehe ^^ i knew Joshua n Garrett n.....also Abel almost at the same time...n yea...all 3 of them are juz so great, m so glad to have them as my brothers/friend.... luv u all!!! muakx!!
so here the funny joke again...Garrett from out of no way....sang "Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you............" and i tried to run away but Joshua was pulling me...so i juz stood thre doin ntg....even ppl tat dun even know whose birthday izit n wats my name sang the birthday song along with Garrett....receive quet a few of gifts from ppl....n the nite ended like that.... =) went back home n im like telling my mom...."darling, im dead d...dun talk to me..." btw, i call my mom "darling" so pls dun mistaken it...HAHAHA!!! the nx day is BIBLE BLAST 2!!!!! and got MORNING PRAYER!!!! o yeh!!! again!!! hahaha.....so tho im dead but still have to pack cloths for the bible blast over nite...

so nx morning which is Sat morning, me n my dad went morning prayer....n after tat stayed in church to help kenneth set up the PA, LCD projector n stuffs....but get to sleep for at least 20mins at chair...
n YEH!!! BIBLE BLAST started!!! i was excited for it...cuz tis time i join bible blast wif diff feeling....cuz when i join the Bible Blast 1 which was last 2 yrs....that time i juz joined FGT not long...not much freds...but tis yr is diff!!! totally diff!!!!
actually during morning prayer...pillow asked me have i prepare the dicussion time or not...im like...no....hahaha....but pillow....everything went well rite??? haha....i think thru out the whole Bible Blast was great...the sermons was fantastic that explain everything that i wanted to know...n thru tis BB, i actually got closer to my mui...yea, was happy for tat =)
i think the BB would b better if it dont fall in btween Sat n Sun...cuz earli in the morning we've to wake up so earli to prepare for Sunday serive...man!!! i actually did slept during service like 5 mins?? hahah...shhhhhhhhhh!!!!]
so Sunday service normal lor...then after tat rushing back up for worhsip practice...was so dizzy cuz was having flu n act medicine...the medicine was making me dizzy/sleepy....but at least manage to tahan until the BB's sermon end...haha...
HAHAHAHAH!!! after tat we all semangat!!!! me, ryan, sasa, jamie, eugene, deon n garry still go for badminton....hahaha~ tho we're like half dead but so desperate to play badminton....after badminton took KTM back home as usual after dinner...i dozed off in the train n almost missed my station...haha!!!

ok..Monday...wat happen on Mon...oh yea! went to church to do callings and thx ryan! thx for temaning me n like wasting ur time there....haha!!! o yea....talking bout ryan!!! he gav me a vry special bday gift whre is posted in his blog...was touch by it....n reali greatful for having such a great fred...yea! thx RYAN!!!! thx for everything!! and i also wan to tell you that i also dun take tis fredship for granted...im always concern bout u by always asking how r u n wat happen?? if u noticed tat...HAHA!!! n my day for Monday is juz like tat...

Tues, did a lot of callings at home to confirm the teams for the futsal tournament tat is happening on Wed...so malu man always calling the same person n pushing tat person to confirm wif me... then at nite went to Ryan's hse to sleep over...cuz the nx day having outing...

ytd....which is Wed!!! me n ryan cant wake up!!!!! we're suppose to get ready by 7:30am and is like 7:40...oni we realize is tat late....i was actually awake...but somhow i wanted to juz close back my eyes for a while more....n i went back to slep juz like tat....ryan! ur room is so nice to sleep lar!!! i like ur aircorn n blanket....n ur bed of course!!!! hahaha!!!! so we faster rush up from the bed n get ready....YEH!!! we went cycling...who went d ah?
oh yea! Jamie, my mui(sasa), su ann, nat, ryan , me and of course Uncle Allen and Marriene who took up and being our transporter...hehe! thru out the cycling was oso bz on my hp....grrrrr!!!
have to do arrangements for the futsal tournament...bla bla bla....so cant reali enjoy fully... so half way btween cycling....we stop by somwhre to celebrate me n my mui(sasa)'s bday....me n sasa got our face dirty cuz them pushed out head to the cake while we have to take the candle out of the cake...haha!! but reali enjoy it...can celebrate bday together wif my mui! hehehe ^^
after that me, ryan, kit yi, jamie, n pillow....semangat went to jam-ing...sad tat SuAnn cant follow...its ok SuAnn...nx time we go together... =)
so here comes Wed nite!!!! man!!! was headache man....at the futsal court was so messy....n im shouting my voice out like a crazy guy...but overall, it went quet smoothly tho the starting was quet messy....nvm! ABEL! lets do it better nx time!!!

k lar...i think that all for now...wow! long 1...hehehe =)

experience...

Wed nite...Abel came on9 n juz ask me 1 question..."do u wan to play drums tis Sun?"
so yea...it was a last minit call n "force" replacement but yet gain quet an amount of experience...experience by working wif "pro" ppl like Loanna...she is fantastic...but i juz couldnt understand wat she was saying when she explain the drum beats to me...the whole worship section went quet well..i think(cuz i cant hear myself)... after the service ended...when ppl saw me..they r like.."good job...; nice playing.."......so the i've been saying "thank you" so many times.... juz felt so encouraged tho i made couple of mistake tat i knew(duh!)...i was actually scared since after i waws informed by Abel...yea!!!! i scolded Abel by telling me earli..."bel!! u shuld tell me like on Fri nite la...so tat i dun hav 2 panic so fast mah..."...

it has been another tiring weekend...like usual...
but tis weekend got lots incident that happened...like piao n ju's wedding...n joel's car pecah in church...garrett's car kenot start at jia chui hse when we're all leaving...hahaha!!!

tired....goin to sleep =)

college....life.....homeschool....

man...som1 juz told my mom tat colleges r blocking homeschollers cuz the government ask to...im like....what the hack is the goverment's problem lar! so pissed off n worried after hearing tat...
so worried i cant get into the uni tat i wanted to...my mom was asking me whether i wan to take the "O level" exam paper...i like....siao ah!!! then wat for i study the homeschool books for wat...y dun i straight away buy the goverment books to study n juz sit for tat 2pid o level paper...sry if i release my anger here....but still lar....wat for block homeschoolers....as if homeschoolers did somthing wrong to him...freaking worried now...if i finish n guaduate then later kenot enter any college how!!!!??? grrr...

f.a.m.i.l.y.

juz finished watching "i'm not stupid 2"
i know a guy shuldnt cry...but nvm lar! i cried!!!...haha... and i learned this from the show...

F - father
A - and
M - mother
I - I
L - love
Y - you

kenot sleep... ... ...

aih...i couldnt sleep...so i juz find somthing to entertain myself...

refering back to wat joel said in his blog...yea, i think we shuld retire from basketball so that we wont memalukan ourselves...hahaha!!!
ok! ill juz b vry honest here...i had tis deal wif a gal by playing 1 on 1 wif her on basketball tat happened on last Sat(means last 2 days)....so i gav her 3 handicap points(we play 5 points)...btw, she represents her sch team...so i managed to catch up until the score is 3:3...she was tired so she said last ball...so ok lor...kesian her...she always cant get near the ring cuz "i dun allow her" hahaha!!! so the oni way she can score is to shoot from far...not quet far lar...btw, when she always shoots i didnt exactly block the place whre she's aiming for(yea, im actually "giving out water"...in canto is "fong sui")....so the last ball..she actually got the ball in! soooo....since we've made a deal...yea! I LOST!!! i learned my lesson from underestimating gals from playin basketball...but i wasnt reali underestimating tat gal...i was quet scared the nite b4 Sat...im sorry guys if i memalukan the guys' face!...but too bad...i admit myself tat i lost to a gal!...

ytd after Sunday service i had Parents' Day committee meeting...so my mui(sasa) was in oso...we sat together...we did chatted a lil bit in btween the meeting...after the meeting i dun feel good....duno y tat im like calling her mui but then i din reali communicate wif her more or care bout her more... is diff from me n kit...btw, kit is my ka che! hehe....we were quet close tho somtimes we dun hav the chance to speak in church...but we understand how each other are feeling...yea! so i hope i could achieve tat wif my mui...hehe =)

prayer do works!!! its true!!!
was praying for tis fred for i think almost a month...then my prayer was answered...i was so happy =D

somhow tis Sunday i feel kind of bored at nite..i think bcuz i didnt go for badminton...i didnt go badminton was partly bcuz is Mother's Day(promised to eat dinner at home) and my arm was pain after playing basketball the other day(mayb nvr play for vry long long time)...i felt bad after hearing oni my mui n ryan were the oni youth playin badminton...so i promised my mui to teman her nx week...hehe =)

okay...im sleepy now...yeh! can go sleep liao...hehehe.......

sunday...sunday...

sunday...sunday...
2day got a good and a bad news...
good is tat...2day is mother's day!! yeh!!! n a great thing happened to 1 of my good n close fred...was so happy tat happen...
bad is tat...somhow my cousin had tis bgr problem...so sad to hear tat she was strugling n stuff... so i tried to giv her advice n help her as much as i could....cuz im not an experience 1...

another good news!!!
TROY KHOO...came my house n cooked for my family n eat! hahaha!!!!
his cookin is good man!!!

y do u hav to tag me???

ryan!!! y do u hav u 2 tag me?!?!?! tag bel enough d lar...
basicly...i duno wat to write...HAHAHA!!!

1st... a gal tat muz know how to put God at the reali 1st place...
2nd... tho we're commited to each other, but we won't effect each other from growing spiritually or doin ministry work...
3rdly... of course lar! i muz like the gal n the gal likes me lar!
4thly... have to b vry super understading at certain situations....i know its selfish...but tat's how it is...
5thly... will b stay wif each other n support each other no matter wat happen badly...

i think that all lar....its kind of forcefully to write those....cuz im scretching my head while writing these down...HAHAHA!!!!

HEY!!! thres no 1 left for me to tag...its so the UNFAIR!!!!

wheee....

2day i cant wake up when my alarm clock rang...i get up press the alarm clock n slept back...haha!!! when i woke up...my whole body pain man, bcuz played badminton ytd... in the afternoon my sis asked me whether wan to go check eye...so ok..n at the end...end up my whole family went to check eye oso...but we all went home wifout buying any specs...haha! n i think we spend like more than half an hr in tat spec's shop... ntg much happen 2day....k...time to sleep...haihz....

turning off.....

haihz...another tiring day...

wow!!! wat another tiring day...im sry~ cuz im like tat almost every Sat...i get so stess up wif stuffs...n wif activities....then weekdays will go back to normal boring days..haha...
so yea!! 2day we had "Sports Outreach"...expected amount of ppl showed up....quet a lot of new comers also...Richard n Bel was happy with it...so basicly when we reach the futsal court....some ppl like TERENCE LOURDES...comin to me say both of his fred FFK him...so i've to arrange the team again...then some ppl come later...haihz....so was playing around wif my brain....then they are quet a number of new comers...so i dun know how good r they or how big size r they...HAHA!!! then so kesian...thre is tis team vs another team....1 team is filled wif small kids...n 1 team filled wif "big size" n pro players...is like...the not even 20secs, the "big size" group scored the 1st goal...im like...OMG!!!! i better change it...haha...so the others went well...so basicly the whole futsal game i've been screeming quet a lot..mayb some ppl thinking wat is tat mad feller trying to do..mayb calling for help!...haha...after futsal, followed Ryan bak to his hse...so went in call aunty n uncle...then went to his room...n is like altho i didnt play...but i feel so darn tired... then Ryan is like asking..."letz prank my mui"... so im like...okay!... im reali sorry SuAnn...i admit tat i did wrong! =) so when SuAn arrive church...then basicly Ryan asked SuAnn(her mui) to follow her...then juz nice Terence Tan nid the cratches...so Su Ann followed Ryan as he ask her to...then Ryan walk up to Terence n say..."hey, u say u nid to cratches right?" after tat Ryan pass the cratches to Terence n walk like normal...btw, when Ryan walked to Terence...Ryan was acting like he serious kenot use his leg....HAHA!!! i was practicing n laughing thre....HAHAHA!!! then saw jamie almost kenot tahan b4 even Ryan pranked her....haha...so sorry SuSu...so when YF started...half way thru the praise...i've tis weird feeling is tat i cant coordinate my hands n legs properly..im like....LORD!!!! not tis time...but at least i didnt like stop half way...but did couplessssss of mistake....so the malu! haha....then my sis doin OPH keeping looking at me when i playin wrong....im like "yosh! can u pls stop looking at me...i know i played wrong!!! u dun hav to look at me like tat..." so after service end...i was vry tired...but somhow "high" mayb cuz of PILLOW LOW Low low.....hahaha....!!!! went around talk to everybody i know....bla bla bla bla!!!! bla until got ntg to bla....then yeh!!! its time to go home....went home....EAT CHICKENCHOP!!!! yeh!!!! eat till so full until feel like goin to sleep straight away...but my dang computer cuz infected by some virus spyware...so faster reformat my comp....n write tis blog since i still got time...hehe....okay lar! tat's all....
blukkkk....

crap...

ah! crap man!! having headache for the pass 1 month n now a days is juz like getting worst...
Grace kakak asked me to tell my mom or not she'll....so okay, i went to tell my mom...then she ask me to wear specs everyday now...c whether izit bcuz the cause of it....so now hav to wear specs everyday lor...so the mafan man~ then last nite Troy was in my hse n like ask..."wai, y suddenly wear specs one...wana look smart ah.." im like...come on, if dun hav to wear y m i wearing it!!!
hahaha....

how to grow spiritually?...

tis is somthing i learned when i went to KCC prayer meeting on Thursday...
shared by Ps. Richard Evans =)

How to bring our spiritual life to a higher level?
by...
Step in, step up, and step out...

How do we step in? - Hebrew 10:19-21
-have a sincere heart in full assurance of faith.
-clean hands & pure heart.

Step up? - Philippians 3:12-14

Step out?
-be bold & be strong...

tiring....

wah~ wat a tiring day... like no life man! Friday was in Subang since morning 7:30 until 10:30 at nite....then finally came back home around 11pm+...BUT~~~ i've to do the "sports outreach" brochure...n i was like informed so the last minit...(hey abel! nx time tell me earlier lar...HAHA!!!)
I slept at 2am+ cuz i oni finish the brochure by that time...wah! i straight go to sleep, i was almost lazy to even climb up to my bed....feel like straight away put my head on the table n sleep...HAHA!!! then nx morning!!! its SATURDAY!!!!! hav to wake up at 5AM to prepare to go to morning prayer...when i woke up...i was so freak cuz b4 i sleep i 4got to pack my things(cloths, pants, tower...etc etc)...okay, went to morning prayer wif my dad...after morning prayer then go breakfast...THEN...go back to church again for "worship workshop"...the workshop was GREAT!!... tho i was like almost half dead...haha!!!...but i still got few things i dun understand from the workshop...HOW TO COUNT?!?!?! what 1,2,3,4,.....8 then c,d,e,f,g,a,b,c.....then wat flate..wat minor...then wat half or one(PILLOW!!! u und boh??) HAHAHA!!! after the workshop Joey asked me, "Paul, where r u goin later??"... i replied "ill b sleepin in church later...haha, wana join me??" then joey asked,"true ah??"
haha...but i cant manage to even rest 10minits...straight went up to the church office to photostate the brochure...then hav to cut pula...so i patiently cut SLOWLY...cuz the cutter kenot cuz so many in 1 go...max oni 4 papers 1 go...tat's wat Louisa say, so MUST...listen lor...haihz,...
so finished cutting fast fast go "da pou" chicken rice back n eat...was so hungry...then when "da pou-ing" tat time...suddenly my whole body vry weak lar...haha!!! was so scared cuz playing drums later in YF(bcuz of ABEL!!!! i've to replace him)...then after "da pou" bring back church n eat lor...eating half way oni...worship leader, TROY KHOO called..."eh, Paul...whre r u ah? whre is the key...." so i faster rush down from the church office...didnt even finish my chicken rice!!!
I TELL U!!!! i duno y tis Troy Khoo choose all the OLD SONGS!!!! tat i haven even hear b4...but last minit he cut off 1 old praise song...cuz all musicians cant make it then sort of time....im like "PRAISE the LORD!!!" hahahah!!!! the whole YF p&w was quet ok....but got few times my drum stick almost fly off....HAHA!!! the sermon spoke by Colin Hurt was fantastic, "GET LOST SATAN!!!!!" soooooooooooooo................afteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer...such a long day...finally can get to go home....OH YES!!!! home sweet home....btw, im like tat everyweek..hahaha!!! ok lar...tat's all for now....i think its another long day 2molow....HAHA!!! ciaoz =P

encouragement....

tis morning i was woke up by a sms from a fred back in Sarawak...so my 1st reaction is like....DANG!!! its oni 9:13 that time...n i plan to wake up oni at 10...
so yea, i woke up n look at the sms lar... inside the sms there is tis verse written...

Psalms 46 : 1 & 2
"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. (2) Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea."

i think tis verse speak to me straight into me... God is trying to tell me no matter wat happens we juz hav to learn how to reali trust in the Lord,...not bcuz things happen make u feel down n we lose faith towards God...things juz wont work out like tat...as we face troubles, we juz hav to blieve God will help us tat He has everything under control...then we will not fear...

2:30pm... my cousins from KK came down n stay wif us....but duno for how long... BLUKK!!!..... cuz my sis has to sleep in my room...juz hope we wont quarrel....HAHA!! =P

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