my baby!!!

Circle??
Yellow circle??

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wow...so beautiful~~

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a carpet full with boxes and circle??...

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YES!!! is a carpet!!!
isn't it beautiful?? =P
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relationship or friendship? the story ends like this...

okie...see, different ppl answered differently...
is not a test or wat lar....chill =P

so yea, the story ends like this...

at the end, Guy A and the girl got together as a happy couple...
it took time for Guy B to understand Guy A, as bcuz they grew up together, being best,close friends and are like real brothers....
but at some time, Guy B actually likes another girl more than the girl that is with Guy A.

so as wat Grace said in her blog...feelings go and come...
but for wat i think is tat, whether the feelings will go it depends on our choice whether we want or not... for come, ermmm... i think is natural =p


so now...*thinking*
i know you all got a lot of opinions =p

relationship or friendship??

okie, i know i didn't blog for a period of time d =P
just finished watching a show last 2 weeks. half of the show is love story... so ill roughly write it out...

Guy A and Guy B are "heng dai", which means like real brothers.

1 day Guy B told Guy A that he just met a girl and he liked her so much. so by common sense Guy B went to "kau" that girl lar....but he kept failing everytime single time he tried... and this girl kept trying to expain to Guy B that both of them will only b friends, not more than that...
but somehow this Guy B quite dumb lar....or maybe he got no brains, he just chouldn't understand what the girl is saying....
so as the dumb Guy B was still trying to "kau" that girl... and this girl can't stand it anymore.
the girl went to look for Guy A cause she knows both of them are reali close friends, like brothers. so she was thinking he could explain it to Guy B for her...
but after Guy A explained it to Guy B.... Guy B still thinks that the girl will like him.

to cut the long story short, Guy B still haven't give up...
but after a period of time, Guy A and the girl found out that actually both of them liked each other... then some incident happen that make them confess to each other lar...
so both of them got together sercret, still thinking of a way to explain to Guy B.

but before Guy A and the girl had a chance to explain to Guy B, Guy B ownself found out they were going out together secretly...
so don't have to say, Guy B felt so betray by his best, close friend that treated him like a brother and he was darn angry lar... who won't get angry in this type of situation...
Guy A still took the courage to explain to Guy B...

i won't be writing out the ending of this story.
so here are the questions:

1.) What will you do if you're Guy B and Guy A explain to you?

2.) What will you do if you're Guy A and realized you like/love the same girl as your "heng dai"?

3.) What will you do if you're the girl and realized you actually like/love Guy A instead of Guy B?

4.) If I were to ask you to choose either relationship or friendship, which one will you choose?

thinking?? =P

"love?" believe it or not...

this is what a chinese drama series said...
is your choice to believe it or not lar...
but i do believe *bluk* =P

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"when you truly love a person,...
you'll wait...
it doesnt matter how long you have to wait for that person.

when you truly love a person,...
you don't have to look at the person everyday."


when you truly love a person,...
having them in your heart is enough.
that's why you don't have to look at the person everyday...
and also...
that's why it doesn't matter how long you have to wait for that person...
because you already had that person in your heart =)

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great responsibility....

spiderman version:

great power comes with great responsibility...

paul's version:

great talent comes with great responsibility =P

the day that was looking forward to....

*sob sob* parents day....
its over...
but yet happy =)

well, to say.... overall im truely happy wif it tho there are some things happen that weren't good..
once i step into the church...i told myself... "THIS IS THE DAY!!!!" hahaha!
it didnt rain! Thank God! ...but it was hot! and my whole body was black... so common sense lar if i stand under the sun wif the whole body black in color....
ok...the service started!!! but i was still standing outside greeting ppl... haha!!
after that i went up to the PA balcony, and when i look down to the stage....MAN!!! it was beautiful wif different striking colors shirts that the musicians and singers wore! the feeling is just like in...."heaven" hahaha!!! cuz i think another word for it is called "rainbow" color =)
so after the worhsip, was followed by the new 365 promo video that was produced by Paul Leong which is me =P
after that was the Children Church song presentation....it was nice!!! but sad thing was.... y the guitar string was snap at the time?!?!?! even tho im not the person playing, but i just dun feel good!
nyway, it was followed by the mime pesented by the Youth Adult... i think they were reali great...very meaningful...
AND!!!!....
lastly....as the main presentation of the parents' day....
the drama by 365...
"You Raise Me Up, Buckets Of Love"
wow!! it was totallly touching... and loving...
i bet more than half the ppl in that hall enjoyed that drama....tat second...
n i can garenty at least half of the ppl in that hall was touched by the drama...
Meng Hong, Serene, Su Ann and Kyle did a reali great job in the drama...sacrificing their time and effort for the practice. They are reali good actors and actroses! Me and Abel totally din choose the wrong ppl to act in tat drama...
for Abel as the main script producer and me as the assistent...we were reali satisfy wif it... r u Abel?
eh eh!!! and not to forget!!! how "cool guy"...RHYS LEE!! man! he gav me a total shock when he came for the 1st practice...i think he is...a reali good actor... cuz he is just soooo cool man!
"yo yo yo! look whos here....small boi, wash dirty buckets....so sad..."

have to say...i think this drama is 1 of my biggest project i've over done so successfully.... not to say the parents day...just the drama itself...the feeling of being satisfy was just great!

so the drama was continued by a song presentation by the 365...
the whole 365 youths standing on stage... singing the song "You Raise Me Up" proudly...
=)

then...bang! all the presentations are over!!!
tat reali moment!!!! i just feel totally free!!! free man!!!
hahaha!!! but reali enjoy....n so happy everything went just smoothly...

GOOD JOB to all youths in 365!!!!
we all made tis event a SUCCESFUL one!

Parents' Day, Buckets Of Love

PARENTS' DAY!!!!

"Buckets Of Love"

Abel: What is Parents' Day all about??

well, it's quet simple...

is a group of people that come together and invite their parents to church and to show their love & appreciation to them. =)

Natelie: We will have a short time of worship,...

presentations by the Children's Church, the Young Adults,

and...

lastly the 365 Student Ministry(youths).

Abel: All parents are invited

to have free breakfast in front of the church

before the service starts.

Natelie: Lots of cute kids from

the Children's Church will be

presenting a song item called "We Will Serve the Lord".

Abel: Afther that...

the Youth Adults will be presenting a mime.

Natelie: and...

the main presentation of this event is the drama

that is presented by the 365. =)

Abel: This is a

touching and loving drama that is wrote by Paul and myself.

Our purpose of writing this script

is to touch people's heart on the day itself and make people emo.

Natelie: As i said it just now

that this is the main presentation of the Parents' Day.

So that's why the drama is called "Buckets Of Love"

Abel: Allow me and Natelie

to roughly tell you all who are involve in this drama. =)

Natelie: Wong Meng Hong...

as the father with a soft and kind hearted.

Abel: Serene Gan...

as the mother that loves her children a lot

and...

with a patient heart.

Natlie: Chien Su-Ann...

as the daughter of Meng Hong and Serene....

Abel: and...

the main character of this drama...

Kyle Ong!

as the son with a hot temper

and always been impatient...

Natelie: Hey! and not to forget...

the "cool" dude who makes the drama a succesful one...

Rhys Lee!!!

as a "cool" dude who always dare people to do things =P

Natelie: okay...

that all for the drama.

The Young Adults will be presenting a mime that will also be touchin...

It will be really great! =)

Abel: and lastly!!...

the whole youths from the 365

will be going on stage to present a song that is called

"You Raise Me Up"

to...

their parents...

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erhrm...

"YOU RAISE ME UP!!!!! so i can stand on MOUNTAINS!!!!....

YOU RAISE ME UP!!! to walk on stormy seas...

I am STRONG....when i am on your SHOulder...

you raise me up... to more than i can be....

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you raise me up....

to more than...

i can...be..."

Natalie: Wasn't that demo great

that was sang by Abel?

for your information...

Abel will be bringing his partner, Joshua...

along to lead this song with the youths on stage =)

and it will be fantastic!

Abel: yep!

and of course...

there will be short devotions given by

Grace Eu...

Kenneth Wong...

and lastly, our youth pastor...

Richard Evan!

Natalie & Abel: Doesnt it sounds interesting???

Abel:So do join us! This coming Sunday morning...

from 10 to 12

and we'll have a great time together!

Natalie: COME! and be Inspired! =)

PARENTS' DAY!!!!
"Buckets Of Love"

30th July 2006

which is...2 days from now!!!

parents day...

grrr....sick at tis moment is just not the right time...but getting well d =)

jaclyn came on9 just now and came to me n shouted... "grrr!!! im so stress..."

hahaha.....yep, she's stress cuz she sort of fully incharge of the PA for Parents Day. So i told her is a good chance to gain experience and learn new things...

2day i told 2 person how to not let stress take over us...
so i told both of them to enjoy stress, which means enjoy what are they stress in.....
which means enjoy what are they doing that make them stress.... =)

actually thats wat i learn during tis period of time while preparing for the Parents Day event.
1 of the person is Jaclyn...yep... and the other 1 is Sara...HAHAHA!!! but probably both of them just cant handle stress... =P

YES!!! PARENTS DAY!!!! is just 5 days away from now...is less than a week...i just cant wait for it to get over....HAHA!!! can get to show all the parents the fake family that i form for the video;drama.. =) which is MengHong(father), Serene(mother), Kyle(naughty boy), SuAnn(good gal)....hahaha!!! i think abel is excited oso cuz he is the main script producer for this drama =P

i dunno what to update...

YES!!! Parents Day is just 2 weeks from now...come on!! little bit more!!! HAHAHA!!! [yes i can't wait for parents day to get over]
many things happen lar...

on Sunday had the Parents Day's drama and the song audition.
- drama went prety good, ps.Hock Huat was quet satisfy with it
- 2 person cried during the drama audition...means me n abel's plan of making ppl emo work!!!! YEH!!!! im expecting more than 2 person will be touch by the drama... =) thx to Abel the script producer.
- ps.Hock Huat scrapped the song tat was connected to the drama... im in total shock when i heard that ='( cuz Clara spend so much effort and time in it by listening to that song for like mayb more than 20 times(definitely more than that) just to get her harmony key right... and we arranged the practice on Sat morning to practice just for that song(that time we are all so tired, especially Abel)
- was reali totally sad and disappointed that my drama song was scrapped...but sumore i've to respect ps.Hock Huat b'cuz he manage to join the MIME presentation and the drama together....and i think it was a prety good idea. =)


- actually decided not to go badminton 'cuz got 365 promo video to edit...dateline was like 2day...
i went home at 4.. i went to nap a while...then when i woke up, i just had this feeling that i have to go for badminton. so yes! at the end i still went for badminton... After badminton i came back and straight away start to edit the 365 video...


- i edit the video non-stop from 10 pm until 5am... then im like better go and sleep for a while 'cuz later mummy wake up in the morning and c me on the computer she'll scream at me...so planned to wake up at 9am to continue witht the video(which is oni 4 hrs sleep) but i dunno somhow either my alarm didnt ring or i ter-press it....and ended up i woke up at 11+ by grace calling me how was the 365 video goin....im like*still blur*....."everything is fine,....grace, wat time izit now?"... Grace: " 11+?"...Me: "o, okie....bubye..." After a few sencond, i just stood up and like...OMG!!! its 11+!!!! then i faster got my ass in front of the computer and finished up the video...phiew!

Tuesday,
talk with my mui(sasa) on the phone for a while...too seriously say that was the 1st conversation i had with her thru house phone...HAHA!!! and she voice actually sounds so sweet thru the phone... =) so nice talking with her on the phone =P but too bad, after a while she has to sleep d...*sobsob*


PARENTS DAY!!!! countdown... ... ...
12 days... ... ...

family & friendships

YEH!!! the one in the middle is Garrett!!! 1 of my best buddy!!! and we oso share the same interest as Abel... drums!!!! but still the same thing i can say...3 of us are different type of drummer =) nyway, i knew Garrett when i start serving in YF as a drummer...cuz Garrett is so called my sernior...hehe =) hey rett! reali appreciate ur help for building me up! thx! i reali miss garrett!!!! I MISS U!!! i still got a lot of druming skills to learn from u!!! hehehe....dun get me wrong ah...i miss u not bcuz i wan to learn drum skills from u... =P Garrett is a reali cool guy...i reali admire him somhow! somhow lar!!!! hahaha!...among he abel and joshua...he is the less "gila" hahaha...btw, ill talk about joshua the nx round i do tis family and friendship...=) continue... so garrett! hope u're doin well in ur form6...dun look at chicks ah! study! haha!!!



okay!!! here comes the pranker, Abel!
yeap, i know Abel for not long actually...reali start to know him b4 last yr's youth camp... we get toegthe well is partly both of us are drummers....but both of us are definitely different type of drummer. hahaha! if its confusing...then forget it =P
so somhow! he bcame my cell leader....somhow ok!!!
hahahaha!!! but is actually fun to hav a cell leader around my age...actually he is older than me 2 yrs...but its ok lar...we still mix along well...
eh! im not saying troy vry old lar...but actually he is lar... hahaha!!! n troy is goin to b my bro-in-law....CAN U BELIEVE THAT!!! if u dun, u oso hav to.... HAHA!!!
Abel is not oni my cell leader...but we're working together to build and organize the Sports Outreach...
somhow!!! both of us always hav mis-understanding or mis-communication....somhow lar!!! dnuo y...is just like tat...and dun ask me why...hahahaha!!!



oh! ryan!!!
actually i realli miss u ryan!!! can't get to catch up wif u much cuz u're too bz wif ur SPM preparation...understand that...but its ok...after ur SPM we make sure we get back in touch ok?
okie...Ryan Teoh! he is not my mui or my ka che...cuz he's not a "gal"...hahaa! but i think he's my "heng dai"... thre is 1 thing....just 1 thing to get both of us so close in juz a short period of time...tat 1 thing is just so powerful man...but is secret...HEHE =) u know to know wat is tat 1 thing??? slowly guest lar...is oni secret btween me n ryan...to say the truth, i remember last yr end...we used to talk on the phone like almost everynite like none-stop until his mom has to ask him to stop...HAHA!!! and Troy was teasing me saying he is my girlfriend...hahaha!!! both of us went thru many difficulties together... is like wat we've nvr seen b4(means we've went thru many difficulties until u kenot imagine)... yea! thats our spiritual...i'll nvr forget my best, good, close and spiritually supportive friend, Ryan Teoh! =) appreciate it a lot, Ryan!



Yep! this is Jamie Koo....is not a surprise tat u cant recognize her..cuz she had make up in the photo... =) Jamie is not my ka che or my mui...or wat so ever...she is a good friend of mine...
im glad i get to know her cuz she's been a great encourager and a good testimony to others...
btw, she's oso a good listener...so yea! im promoting like "a counseler"...so u nid any counseling... u can go to her..HAHA!!! she won't mind, if she had time =P i oni get to know her when we were working together on promo video for the Youth Rally 2005 drama(it was my 1st time doin promo video)...jamie was 1 of the main character...so get to talk to her a bit white doin arrangements wif her...
so yea! thanks Jamie for being such a good friend to me! =)



quet a number of ppl know that this is my "mui mui".
yalar! its Melissa...fake mui...but the most "sek" one is this one...
why ah? i duno...cuz she's my mui?
to come to say...compare her wif Kit Yi..she is way shorter... but its ok...she looks cute tis way... =) but she's always blur, so any1 buli her.... will know wat happen lar
(chill chill =P)
i knew her, i think 1 yr...
but oni get to talk to her half a yr ago, means begining of 2006...
we got close at around April i think...not reali sure...
but 1 thing i know is that i reali love her as a "mui" and i reali take as my real younger sister.
duno y...cuz last time i use to ask my mom to hav another baby gal...so yalar! since my mom say me n my sister is enough...so i wont a small sister....
but i din take Melissa as my mui cuz of that.
cuz is just the feeling...ayar! for some ppl will understand...
some ppl dun understand then too bad lar =D
we weren't this close at first when we decided to be brother and sister...so i took up the challenge to get to understand her more...n take the 1st step to talk to her...cuz she is juz like, u open ur mouth 1st oni she'll talk to u...or not she won't... hahaha!
so slowly we just became tis close...and i just treated her Baskin Robin ice-cream on Sunday...
suppose to be Hangendaze, sry mui...



this is my "ka che", Kit Yi. fake one lar of course...but i treat her reali like my real sis...so dun buli her! yea...she's shorter than me...but to say..she's quet tall for a gal...average lar... actually i notice her voice sounds cuter thru the phone...hahaha!!! =D dun ask me y...lolx!!! i know "ka che" for i think a year. yep! but we just get reali close in a short time...mayb we hav the same personality... hehe =) *high 5* usually when im sad i'll then just nice she's on9 then wil blast everything to her...then she goes like..."dun sad lar...guai guai...ka che sek sek..." hehehe =)
that works on me ok...so dun look down on words that a person speaks...




isnt this picture look cool?? hehe =P

nyway....
this is my sister, Janice.
YES! she's short! hahaa =D
we've grown up together since im born(duh!)
last time we used to quarrel more than we comunicate...
somehow is like tat lar...i duno why...so dun ask me...
but time pass...things change...personality oso change...
and now,... we get to talk more than we quarrel =)
actually we din quarrel for like at least 2 months. hehe...

she goin to get married nx year...
i always say go lar go lar...but actually i will realli miss her,
if she moves to melaka after she's married...
*sob sob* ='(




that's all for now lar... the nx round i post more about "family & friendship"
btw, family & friendship are very important...appreciate them now... =)

true love...

Story 1

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. 
They loved each other a lot..... 

 Girl:"slow down a little.. I'm scared.." 
 Boy: "No, it's so fun.." 
 Girl: "please..it's so scary.." 
 Boy: "Then say that you love me.." 
 Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?" 
 Boy: "Give me a big hug.." 

The girl gave him a big hug. 

 Girl: "Now can you slow down?" 
 Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable 
  and it's bothering me while i ride." 
The next day, there was a story in thenewspaper. A motorcycle had crashed 
into a building because its brake were broken. There were two people on the 
motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived...The guy knew that 
the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew 
that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead, he was told the last time that 
she loved him,got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, 
and die himself... Once in a while, Right in the middle of an ordinary life, 
Love gives us a fairy tale... 

Message "Life consists not in holding good
cards but in playing those you hold well"

Story 2

Nurse: "It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly 
gentleman, in his 80's, presented to have sutures(stitches) removed from 
his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment 
at 9:00 am. I(nurse) took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing 
it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. 
I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another 
patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, 
so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove 
his sutures and redress his wound. 
While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. 
Asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning somewhere else, 
as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go 
to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to 
her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a
victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I 
asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no 
longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. 
I was surprised, and asked him. "And you are still going every morning, even 
though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and 
said. "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is." 
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and 
thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life." 

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been,will be, and will not be.
Good friends are like stars...You don't always see them, but you always know
they're there

wheeeee....!!!!

i cant wait to blog bout 2day...hahaha!!!
it has been a tiring day but yet an exciting day...

so ill juz tell wat so exciting happened 2day...

is a conversation btween me, Terence Luudz...and lastly of course PILLOW!!!!....in the car.... ... ...

HAHAHA!!!! i haven type out oso laughing d...

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okay, in Elaine's car... ... ...
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bla bla bla...
Paul: terence, you know in my blog i wrote somthing tat goes like this... "karkien, don't always
ask your lou poh to cover you lar...she is juz full of feathers of chickens, ducks,....
black chicken,...ungly duckling feathers....

me and terence laughing...HAHAHA!!!!

Pearly: why duck got feather one meh??

me n terence continue laughing non-stop.... ... ...

Terence: wat sch u from ady ah? HAHA!!
Pearly: swt...
Paul: sweat wat sweat...the aircorn to big...now the car so cold...whre can sweat...

all of us laugh together...

Pearly:eh eh...seriously ducks got feathers meh??? ducks got wings ah??

me n terence luudz laugh until kenot stop...hahaha!!!
tat time Elaine's dad is driving...

Elaine's dad: yea of course...ducks got feathers...
Terence: if ducks got no wings...how they fly lar...yosh!

pearly laughing at herself...

Pearly: then chicken oso got wings?
Me and Terence: of course lar! Pearly...wat sch are u from again?? hahaha!!!
Pearly: how bout goose ler? goose oso got feathers and wings??
Me and Terence: ayor pearly....

me and terence laughing....

Elaine's dad: yea, goose got feathers.
Pearly: then goose always on water then wont get wet one meh?
Elaine's dad: their feather got a layer of skin tat make it waterproof...
Pearly: OOOO.....

Pearly laughin at herself....

Paul: you think wat...if their feathers can get wet..mean the goose 24hrs in the water....24 hrs
their feathers wont dry lar...

HAHAHA!!!

ok..the car almost reach myself....

Paul: pillow pillow....nx time i buy goose feather for u...so u can b waterproof....HAHAHA!!!

hope you enjoy the so-called lame conversation...haha!!!

geram...

o man!!! my drum class was so torturing man!!!!
i play the all same song for 1 hour!!!
im like...half dead after i finish my class...

my teacher goes like tat....

play play play...."bing bang bong.......splang!!!"

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no good...play again...count Paul leong...look at the notes...

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*bing bang bing bong bing....splang!!!!!!!!*

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still got mistake....go again...

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grrrr!!!! *bing bing bing....bang bang bang....bong bong bong....SPLANG!!!!*

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good! do 1 more last time...

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ok fine...1 last time...
"bing bang bong....bing bang bong....splang!!!"

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wat's wrong wif you, Paul Leong...
play again...

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so tat goes like tat for 1 hour....
man! i tell u...
fine...i dun wan to say anymore....
cuz im not good as my teacher, so i cant say anything...
HAHAHA!!!!

haihz...y so many ppl tag me?!

ok lar... since i reali got ntg better to do...i shall do tis...

PauLeonG was tagged by PILLOW!!! and.... Sara

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do this survey.


1.Garrett
2.Pearly
3.Ryan
4.Abel
5.Jamie
6.Su Ann
7.Kit Yi
8.Nat
9.Elaine
10.Melissa
11.Joey
12.Karkien
13.Sara
14.Choy Leng
15.Una
16.Terence Luudz
17.Jia Chui
18.Eugene
19.Min Ser
20.Joshua




How did you meet 14?
- Choy Leng? thru my mui, sasa


What would you do if you never met 1?
- Garrett?!?! won't have such a good, nice, exiciting fred....n drums wont hav any challenge for me...haha!


What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
- Elaine n Joshua?!?!?!? they got married on the TungLing guaduation, but tats juz a drama lar...i can definitely tell tat both of them wont date each other as a couple...haha!


Did you ever like 19?
- minser? yeah! he encourages me a lot! =)


Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
- Su and Jia Chui? NO!!! of course not!!!


Describe 3.
- ryan? hrmm....ayor! i know him too well until i duno how to describe him... HRmm...short, not tall? caring... loves to play football... bz studying for SPM now...hahah =P


Do you think 8 is attractive?
- Nat? as a gal...i would say yes...she's attractive =)


Tell me something about 7.
- she is my KA CHE!!!! hehehehe =D



Do you know any of 12's family?
- Kien?...nop, but i visited their family once...


What's 18's favourite?
- Eugene ah? hrmm, i dun reali know him vry well lar...hrmm...bass guitar i guess? haha....


What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
- Joey?! if im a gal..ill definitely say yes!!! but im not a gal...so too bad lar =P


Who is 9 going out with?
- Elaine? my sister...she adopted me...nyway, she's single lar...


How old is 16 now?
- gosh!!! how old is terence?!?!? 18 tis yr i guess?? hahaha... =P


When was the last time you talked to 13?
- Sara? i din even speak to her once?! but chated wif her on9 once...


Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
- Pillow?? from wat i know...she like chicken feathers songs!!! hehehe =P


Would you date 4?
- abel?! giv me a break...if im a gal mayb i will lar =P


Would you date 7?
- kit? she's my ka che lar!!


Is 15 single?
- Una? from wat i know...yea, she's stil single


What's 10's last name?
- my mui? Wong...


Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
- Joey again? nyawy..NO....fredship definitely yes


Which school does 3 go to?
- ryan? SU rite??


Where does 6 live?
- milk? i duno wat tat area call...but i near churhc, FGT


Whats your favourite thing about 5?
- hrmm...hrmm....o yea! she so nice to zhat!!! hahaha!!!

dang secret! shhh.....

haha...!!!
as usual i had my BM tuition...YEA!!! i go for tuition, how "wonderful" it is...
normally i go tuition, ill juz yawn yawn yawn for 1 and a half hour then go home....
then 2day we had tis so called "EXAM!!!!!" PMR PAPER!!!!
btw, im 16 which is form4 but i go for form3 bm tuition....*DON'T ASK ME WHY LAR...*
so DUH!!!! rite.... cuz im homeschooling, i totally din study bm for more then 1 yr then when my mom ask me to continue im like half dead....


continue...


so yeah...teacher gav us tis PMR exam paper to test us our standard lor...so i do do do...
smiling thre....hahahaha =D
then ok!!!! FINISH!!!! was so happy u know...finish d mah!
after tat she say, "ok, now everybody keep everything and only holding a red pen..."
so everybody do wat she asked lar....by common sense we marked our own paper as the teacher was explaining n giving the answers out...

for ur information...everybody in tat class is form3....EXCEPT ME!!!!! kind of malu...but i dun care lar...at least a earn a lil bit of respect in tat class cuz im older than all of them....hahahaha!!!!


continue..... .... .....


b4 the teacher started explaining and giving answers....i was still smiling smiling thre ok...
slowly...

slowly... ... ...

slowly... ... ... ...

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slowly.....................
im like..."o my gosh.....o my gosh....o my gosh....."
u know those "X" i giv to all the questions when teacher giving the answers....slowly appearing....
hahaha...yalar....i panic ok!
then ok lar....i told myself..."paul! its ok....if u get all wrong, its ok..."
hahahaha!!!! =D


the when we finish marking the paper... teacher go around n ask how many we got n she write the score on the paper.... ppl are like 20+/30.....

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and u know wat i got?!?!!?!?!...............................

7/30!!!!!!!!

hahahhahahahahah!!!!! "AMAZING" rite???!!!!
HEY!!! at least i din get 0/30 lar!! tat PMR paper is hard ok! my vocab for BM is juz not good...
but my BM communication is ok one u know! u can ask JOEL!!! got once me n him speak bm on msn thru out the whole conversation...

BLIEVE ME!!!!
come on...i know u're not blieving me....

COME ON!!! BLEAVE ME!!!! its thru mah....

hahaha!!!!

so yea...tat's my dang secret tat im not good in my BM vocab...but i did well in my UPSR b4 i get in the dang homeschooling thing or programme.....hahaha!!!!
wait wait wait....im oso not saying homeshooling is not good oso lar....
so please respect me n natelie ok!! especially u karkien! dun insult homeschoolers!!!! we got brains like you do...OK! eh kar kien, dun always use ur lou po lar....her brain full of black chicken, white chicken, black duck, white duck......feathersssssss..........

hahaha....sry for all the craps...
sry my good fred, pearly(pillow) for insulting you here.....
m i forgiven?? ='(

i better stop...or not ill get in trouble....
later not oni pillow get mad at me...hahaha!!!

one week

Sunday, 4 July - Cell Leader Retreat!!!
after service, me n my sis followed Raymond for lunch then went straight down to PD cuz Ryamond has to at the hotel earli to incharge of the registeration check-in...so by all means me n my sis are the 1st to arive n get to choose our rooms but we cant get the rooms tat face the beach cuz tat time those rooms are not ready yet...so my sis is quet dissapointed, im a guy...so i dun care! hahaha!! after tat slowly everybody came...
my roomates are MinSer n MengYeo, they came quet earli then straight go into our rooms...so good! dun hav to wait..lolx...i've to kesian su ann and her family lar...they waited like i think 1 hr for her room....cuz a lot of rooms are not ready yet...but not oni her family lar...quet a lot of families waiting thre oso...
so after tat me, MinSer n MengYeo went to like kind of fix up the hall...but actually ther is ntg much to fix...is juz taping up the wires on the floor...after tat me TMY went to the beach to hav a walk...then we back to the room to hav a slight nap...
not long joshua came d!!! yeh!!! but his room is not ready yet...sad...he is like wans to jog at the beach...so since i got ntg better to do..i say JOM!!! lets go...then we went n jog at the beach half naked...having sun bathing at the same time...but after tat i still nvr get a sun burn, we jog for like 45mins?? yea, around thre...oh yea! when we're half way jogging, thre is tis malay gal said hi to us...josh is like "HI!!!!" hahaha....then 1 thing me n josh notice at the beach is tat....thre is oni 1 gal n tat's the oni gal wearing bikini....HAHAHAHA!!!! shhhhh.....

6:30pm - grace called me, "lalapau, tell josh that his room is ready d." n actually 6:30 is our dinner....so we faster rush back n bathe...juz nice troy was taking bath so josh cant bathe lor...im like waitin for him in his room for so long....cuz i duno y troy takes so long!!!! HAHAHA!!!! yea! my future bro-in-law....so after joshy finish bathing, we faster rush down to eat our dinner....i think tat was the fastest dinner i ever had! lolx...
i think the service was fantastic, as Rev. Wynn Louis preaching....his sermon can juz keep ppl awake..cuz me n joshy was tired but we still can tahan....hahaha!
so after service is like i think almost 10pm...then me, grace kakak, joshy, TMY, and Samuel went for a beach walk...then half way we actually saw Richard sitting on the chair at the beach...haha....so we dun disturb him lor, cuz he nids a reali quiet time wif God...hehehe! half way walking, grace kakak is like..."im hungry..can we go n eat?" so those ppl who knows me cant stop eating will juz reply..."ok come..lets eat!" HAHAH!!! so we went to a place like thre are all types of food stores...got Japanese, Western, Chinese, Malay, and Indian....but at the end all of us ordered Western...i shared wif Grace kakak cuz she says she eats vry little oni...so she ordered Chicken Breast! HAHAHA!!! so funny, after we order...im like..."breast.....breast....." man, i duno wat happened to me lar!!! Grace is like..."PAUL! stop it!!" then i say..."breast....wats wrong lar...chicken breast wurt!..." HAHAHA!!!
so the food came, we ate...then is like i din Grace kakak's little bit is like so crap little...is like im stil eating the whole thing...hahahha!!! btw, the food thre are nice! but the prize is like "so nice" oso.haha!!! finish makan...all masing-masing went back to sleep lor....wah! i dun even bother to brush teeth....once went in the room, straight away take off shirt n sleep...

Monday, 5 July - 2nd day of Cell Leader Retreat!!!
manage to wake up at 7..and devotion is at 7:30...after tat got breakfast...the breakfast was nice...then continued wif sermon...again!!!! hahahaha....yea! spoke by Rev. Wynn again... actually it was straight 2 sermons joined together....so is like vry long....HAHAH!!! ends at around 2+...then after tat is free time!!!! YEH!!! everybody went to beach....SO DUH rite!! b4 i went to the beach i play table tennis wif the young adults...gosh! my skills are super rusty...got win n lose...hahhaa...after tat rush to the beach n played VOLLEYBALL!!!! YEH!!!....so sad lar...my bro, ryan kenot come...volleyball is fun!!! actually its my 1st time play volleyball...HAHAHA!!! shhhh...but still manage to hit the ball....hahaha.....reali had a lot of fun wif volleyball....then we continued by playing football ...man! was tiring man playing on the sand....so hard to run....not long i gave up...i dun wan play d! HAAHA!!! after tat me n meng yeo decided to get into the water....then called Ee Huei to join along...oh man!!! the water is freaking salty...my eyes hurt man!! but after tat is ok....but after staying in the water quet long...i can feel like my eyes are like starting to get swollen...half way joshy came n joined us!!! yeh!!....so when is time d...we all went back to our rooms n bathe lor....then go for dinner...
then continued wif sermon again...HAHAHAH!!! so eat around same time as the previous nite....but tis time all of us went out of the hotel n eat...means all of us drove out...AHAH!
went to a malay store...im like eating a lot...ate a plate of rice still not enough so went to order satay...HAHAHA!!! then everybody went back n straight to bed again...lol!!!

Tuesday, 6 July - last day of Cell Leader Retreat!!!
ok! i admit i cant wake up in the morning...my alarm rang but i din know n minser saw me sleep until like wat so he pressed the snooze botton so i can sleep for aother 5 mins...but duno y my alarm din ring again...so meng yeo woke me up....haha...n i went down for devotion late...n actually suann din wake up until breakfast is almost over...HAHAHA!!!! so after tat still continued wif sermon....n is the last 1....yeh!!!! but is wat the last n the best!!! then after lunch everybody starting to pack up n ciao...
so came back n was totally died...but din sleep cuz scared laster at nite can sleep....but after i finished my dinner....i straight away slept...HAHHA!!!until the nx morning....

Wednesday, 7 July - a new day!!
wow!!!! new day!!!! yeh!!! no plans....no ntg...juz stayed at home n sleep sleep sleep...hehehe =)

Thursday, 8 July
after went out to watch movie wif my ka che..hehe...watch x-men3!!! yeh! actually is quet nice...but somhow i find is not tat exciting...dun ask me y lar...cuz i oso duno y!
HAHAHHA!!!! after the show me n kache went wondering around pyramid n look at shoes, begs,....n ppl as gals....at the ice-skating thre...haha...n we are like judging ppl...which one cute or prety...HAHAHA!!! we are like so bad lar...lolx!!!

Friday, 9 July
in the afternoon went 2 a food store near abel's hse thre to hav a meeting bout sport outreach wif abel, louisa, and samuel....we had times of like kind of soft quarreling....hahaha! was kind of scary tho....but everything turn out well...after tat i follow louisa n samuel back to the church office to get some things done...such a small thing n took me so long to finish it....n angry of myself..HAHHA!!! then at nite is EE! again!!! thank God is the last 1...n actually my team is sort out of 3 OJTs!!!! man!!!....n tat nite my team got no prospect...i seriously try calling my freds out...but still cant...so i send off my trainees to other groups...so tat they can get 1 ojts filled up...me n troy stayed back....and saw nat's team haven go out of ojt...n at the end we decided to combine n went to questionair...troy took all of us out...so joanna can take a break...haha...but actually half way on the road, my fred returned my call by asking y did i call him juz now...so is like " can come out yam cha or not now..." then my fred reply like..." yea yea..can...." so yes! we got a prospect...so the whole ojt went ok...but not reali good...cuz i duno wat happen to sue jin n benjamin...haih!!! but lets not talk bout tat anymore...HAHA! went back home n sat in front of the tv at 12 am for the 1st match of WORLD CUP!!!! GERMANY!!!! i wanted germany to lose lar!!! then is like 5 mins score d...wat the hack lar!!! but Rica was not bad tho...they inproved a lot....hahah! stayed up until for the 3 am match...but the match was freaking boring...so watched like for 15 mins then i went to sleep d..haha

Saturday, 10 July - LONG DAY!!!!
ok!!!! woke up for morning prayer...seems like i skip morning prayer for like 2 weeks d...haha! then i made my mui to come for morning prayer cuz actually we had the parent's day drama practice after tat...then cuz she is in the committee...so she has to come...but actually the practice on tat day is canceled on Fri nite cuz of like most of the ppl kenot come....but i din tell my mui....cuz if i tell her...she wont come morning prayer...hahah!!! so went she came tat morning...i told her..."actually the practice is cancel..." then she is like..." u ah....ayar~ nvr lar...since i come d..." HAHAHA!!!! c this gor is so gooooood.....HAHAHHA!!! after morning prayer, stayed back in church to help to like sort of fix up the hall for YF tat the Footstool team coming to act....so i left at 9:45 n went for drum class....man! my drum class is tiring...i sat in front of the drums for 1 hr, playing the 2 same songs...play until sian d....but is worth it...cuz i manage to get those 2 songs right...YEH!!!! so finish class at 11...then my fred's mom fetch me back to church...to continue helping then went to TMY hse to like sleep thre....went back church at 2...got guitar class at nursery room...gosh!!! i dun understand wat the teacher is saying....can any1 explain 2 me...HAHAH!!!! cuz i missed the 1st class....so i cant catch wat the teacher was saying...HAHAHA!!!....then hav to leave tha class earli cuz im on duty on drums....n WOW!!! tat's the fastest n best practice i ever had...cuz is like..2 song...n we went thru once oni...HAHAHA!!! then rest lor....went to change my shirt...
the footstool play was fantastic...n reali can expose the feeling to ppl...i think every1 thre will love the play...after tat went down stairs try to get to know some new ppl....n yea! i did...1 oni...haha! can get to talk to some ppl tat im not close wif...is good lar... went back up to help arrange the chair back to usual arrangements....then went down stairs n help jamie to mop floor...i tell u! im like...jamie!!! u know how to sweep floor or not one...she sweep floor like sweep 1 patch here...n sweep 1 patch thre...means got a lot of patches she didnt sweep lar....hahaha!!!
didnt manage to help her finish mopping the floor...cuz hav to leave to my mui's hse to dinner tat was ask by my parents...cuz my parents having cell dinner in my mui's hse invited by my mui's parents...so went wif sweaty body...ahhaha! i think i sticks tat time...lol!!!! enjoy eating "bah ku teh"....hehehe =) was great!....then after tat we watch WORLD CUP!!!! got England, so much watch!!! HAHHAA!! tho is like 4 mins then england score...but after tat the match was so boring...haih! england so slow d lar....then went back home wif super tiring body...slept the car...haha! went back home bathe sleep....hahahhaaha....

Sunday, 11 July - last day...
went 2 service as usual...after tat went out lunch on OJT...haha...i shared the whole thing...wow! is a proffesion....was so proud of my self...lol...chill chill!!! hahhahaa!!! actually is like quet some time tat i din share to the gospel d...so it was a good practice by letting myself know how much hav i improve....after tat went to joshy hse cuz after tat hav to help AJ on the kids basketball... so wat happen at the kids basketball is tat got 1 coach came n brought 4 state players wif him tat are oni form2....n is like so feraking pro! man! me n ryan was choosen to played wif them for a while to demonstrate...both of us like dun hav to do much...haha...once the basketball finished...me n ryan went to badminton...hehhehehe!!! then as usual finished badminton then go makan...but tis time makan was diff...me n ryan "da pou" McD to AsiaCafe n eat...HAHAHA!!!! somhow i feel like eating McD's nagguts...HAAHA!!! then went back home n tiring body again....

haih...im tired now oso...goin to nap d... =)

tired tired tired.....phiew!

wah! finally can blog...
was being so bz from last Fri until now oni i can get to do this...

so talking from last Fri was the Tung Ling guaduation that my sister was guaduating from there...and it was oso my birthday...and you know wat! my sister forgot bout it until som1 reminded her...gosh! wat a sister....even my mom purposely wake up during midnite n came n greet me "happy birthday"...my dad even chun, earli in the morning send bday sms to me...HAHAHA!!! so Fri morning TungLing still got their last finaly class then everybody will guaduate at nite...when the ppl from TungLing having lunch, i went to join them as well to have some fellowship...then half way when all of us cleaning up the table, Garrett's voice came out with..."happy birthday to you....happy birth............." so Joshua joined him as well and everybody around oso joined in...but there is no birthday cake!!!! hahaha....
Here comes Fri nite, the TungLing guaduation started...their drama was fantastic and i oso got help to coordinate ok...hehehe ^^ after the guaduation end, everybody bz taking photos including myself...hehe~ here is the day tat gav me n Garrett a fredship rememberence...we still remember last yr's TungLing guaduation, both of us took a nice pic outside the church near the fountain at the spot light....so that nite both of us went to the same place n took a pic with the same angle...but tis time is diff....cuz is that me n Garrett's fredship is not as simple as last yr's =) was reali happy to have such a fred like Garrett as a brother to me...n not to miss out Joshua too...hehe ^^ i knew Joshua n Garrett n.....also Abel almost at the same time...n yea...all 3 of them are juz so great, m so glad to have them as my brothers/friend.... luv u all!!! muakx!!
so here the funny joke again...Garrett from out of no way....sang "Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you............" and i tried to run away but Joshua was pulling me...so i juz stood thre doin ntg....even ppl tat dun even know whose birthday izit n wats my name sang the birthday song along with Garrett....receive quet a few of gifts from ppl....n the nite ended like that.... =) went back home n im like telling my mom...."darling, im dead d...dun talk to me..." btw, i call my mom "darling" so pls dun mistaken it...HAHAHA!!! the nx day is BIBLE BLAST 2!!!!! and got MORNING PRAYER!!!! o yeh!!! again!!! hahaha.....so tho im dead but still have to pack cloths for the bible blast over nite...

so nx morning which is Sat morning, me n my dad went morning prayer....n after tat stayed in church to help kenneth set up the PA, LCD projector n stuffs....but get to sleep for at least 20mins at chair...
n YEH!!! BIBLE BLAST started!!! i was excited for it...cuz tis time i join bible blast wif diff feeling....cuz when i join the Bible Blast 1 which was last 2 yrs....that time i juz joined FGT not long...not much freds...but tis yr is diff!!! totally diff!!!!
actually during morning prayer...pillow asked me have i prepare the dicussion time or not...im like...no....hahaha....but pillow....everything went well rite??? haha....i think thru out the whole Bible Blast was great...the sermons was fantastic that explain everything that i wanted to know...n thru tis BB, i actually got closer to my mui...yea, was happy for tat =)
i think the BB would b better if it dont fall in btween Sat n Sun...cuz earli in the morning we've to wake up so earli to prepare for Sunday serive...man!!! i actually did slept during service like 5 mins?? hahah...shhhhhhhhhh!!!!]
so Sunday service normal lor...then after tat rushing back up for worhsip practice...was so dizzy cuz was having flu n act medicine...the medicine was making me dizzy/sleepy....but at least manage to tahan until the BB's sermon end...haha...
HAHAHAHAH!!! after tat we all semangat!!!! me, ryan, sasa, jamie, eugene, deon n garry still go for badminton....hahaha~ tho we're like half dead but so desperate to play badminton....after badminton took KTM back home as usual after dinner...i dozed off in the train n almost missed my station...haha!!!

ok..Monday...wat happen on Mon...oh yea! went to church to do callings and thx ryan! thx for temaning me n like wasting ur time there....haha!!! o yea....talking bout ryan!!! he gav me a vry special bday gift whre is posted in his blog...was touch by it....n reali greatful for having such a great fred...yea! thx RYAN!!!! thx for everything!! and i also wan to tell you that i also dun take tis fredship for granted...im always concern bout u by always asking how r u n wat happen?? if u noticed tat...HAHA!!! n my day for Monday is juz like tat...

Tues, did a lot of callings at home to confirm the teams for the futsal tournament tat is happening on Wed...so malu man always calling the same person n pushing tat person to confirm wif me... then at nite went to Ryan's hse to sleep over...cuz the nx day having outing...

ytd....which is Wed!!! me n ryan cant wake up!!!!! we're suppose to get ready by 7:30am and is like 7:40...oni we realize is tat late....i was actually awake...but somhow i wanted to juz close back my eyes for a while more....n i went back to slep juz like tat....ryan! ur room is so nice to sleep lar!!! i like ur aircorn n blanket....n ur bed of course!!!! hahaha!!!! so we faster rush up from the bed n get ready....YEH!!! we went cycling...who went d ah?
oh yea! Jamie, my mui(sasa), su ann, nat, ryan , me and of course Uncle Allen and Marriene who took up and being our transporter...hehe! thru out the cycling was oso bz on my hp....grrrrr!!!
have to do arrangements for the futsal tournament...bla bla bla....so cant reali enjoy fully... so half way btween cycling....we stop by somwhre to celebrate me n my mui(sasa)'s bday....me n sasa got our face dirty cuz them pushed out head to the cake while we have to take the candle out of the cake...haha!! but reali enjoy it...can celebrate bday together wif my mui! hehehe ^^
after that me, ryan, kit yi, jamie, n pillow....semangat went to jam-ing...sad tat SuAnn cant follow...its ok SuAnn...nx time we go together... =)
so here comes Wed nite!!!! man!!! was headache man....at the futsal court was so messy....n im shouting my voice out like a crazy guy...but overall, it went quet smoothly tho the starting was quet messy....nvm! ABEL! lets do it better nx time!!!

k lar...i think that all for now...wow! long 1...hehehe =)

experience...

Wed nite...Abel came on9 n juz ask me 1 question..."do u wan to play drums tis Sun?"
so yea...it was a last minit call n "force" replacement but yet gain quet an amount of experience...experience by working wif "pro" ppl like Loanna...she is fantastic...but i juz couldnt understand wat she was saying when she explain the drum beats to me...the whole worship section went quet well..i think(cuz i cant hear myself)... after the service ended...when ppl saw me..they r like.."good job...; nice playing.."......so the i've been saying "thank you" so many times.... juz felt so encouraged tho i made couple of mistake tat i knew(duh!)...i was actually scared since after i waws informed by Abel...yea!!!! i scolded Abel by telling me earli..."bel!! u shuld tell me like on Fri nite la...so tat i dun hav 2 panic so fast mah..."...

it has been another tiring weekend...like usual...
but tis weekend got lots incident that happened...like piao n ju's wedding...n joel's car pecah in church...garrett's car kenot start at jia chui hse when we're all leaving...hahaha!!!

tired....goin to sleep =)

college....life.....homeschool....

man...som1 juz told my mom tat colleges r blocking homeschollers cuz the government ask to...im like....what the hack is the goverment's problem lar! so pissed off n worried after hearing tat...
so worried i cant get into the uni tat i wanted to...my mom was asking me whether i wan to take the "O level" exam paper...i like....siao ah!!! then wat for i study the homeschool books for wat...y dun i straight away buy the goverment books to study n juz sit for tat 2pid o level paper...sry if i release my anger here....but still lar....wat for block homeschoolers....as if homeschoolers did somthing wrong to him...freaking worried now...if i finish n guaduate then later kenot enter any college how!!!!??? grrr...

f.a.m.i.l.y.

juz finished watching "i'm not stupid 2"
i know a guy shuldnt cry...but nvm lar! i cried!!!...haha... and i learned this from the show...

F - father
A - and
M - mother
I - I
L - love
Y - you