many things in life always don't end up as what we expected...
normally we plan plan plan...
but many times it fails...
many things in life we don't want it to happen...
but it still happen at the end...
life?
life...
erm....ya...
LIFE!!!!
life...is...
difficult?...
complicated?...
tough?...
challenging?...
fun?...
erm....ya...
LIFE!!!!
life...is...
difficult?...
complicated?...
tough?...
challenging?...
fun?...
love?... like?...
whats the difference
between
loving a person?
and
liking a person?
whats the difference
with a person saying...
"i love you"?
and
"i like you"?
between
loving a person?
and
liking a person?
whats the difference
with a person saying...
"i love you"?
and
"i like you"?
tung ling =)
guess wat..!!!
i decided to blog back =)
ok~ for those who knows... i'm attending the Tung Ling Seminary Bible School...
2day was my 1st exam...
well, i did quite well n scored quite high...
but...
is that the whole purpose of joining tungling? scoring high marks to get distinction or double distinction??
2day i learned something...
after i knew i scored quite high for my paper.... i was very happy... seriously...
after for moment...
i just started to think of what is the purpose for me to join tungling...
...
scoring high marks may prove to me or other ppl that i've studied hard... understand everything... spend a lot of effort into it...
but the point is here...
those things that i've learn... can i~ actually apply it into myself or not...
i think thats what is tungling all about...
2day's exam is basicly all about Christian Character Development...
i decided to blog back =)
ok~ for those who knows... i'm attending the Tung Ling Seminary Bible School...
2day was my 1st exam...
well, i did quite well n scored quite high...
but...
is that the whole purpose of joining tungling? scoring high marks to get distinction or double distinction??
2day i learned something...
after i knew i scored quite high for my paper.... i was very happy... seriously...
after for moment...
i just started to think of what is the purpose for me to join tungling...
...
scoring high marks may prove to me or other ppl that i've studied hard... understand everything... spend a lot of effort into it...
but the point is here...
those things that i've learn... can i~ actually apply it into myself or not...
i think thats what is tungling all about...
2day's exam is basicly all about Christian Character Development...
Graduation Night =)
"Graduation Night"
every1 will sure go thru this... actually i din expect myself to graduate at such an age...cos i din even wan to plan to graduate from high sch at such an age... but well, darling mummy wans me to finish up~ hav to listen lor.... but im actually quite proud of myself being 1 of the youngest to graduate in sch(homeschool center)... and im the oni homeschooler that know/say rainbow has 8 colours....HAHA!!! its crap lar~
so, to say bout that night.... everything was like, "harlo?? wat the hack is goin on?!?!?!!!!!"
partly cos i wasnt organizing or not it wont b like tat.... hahaha~ seriously lar! im not joking... cos it was all their 1st time organizing such an event n expect somthing great to happen...
1st~
sound system not good...
2nd~
everything is so messy, every1 dun even know wat to do
3rd~
things weren't organized/planned properly
4th~
the video presentations weren't done well... cos tat person has no expereince, i oni teach him for 2 hrs...wat do u expect man~
but 1 thing i can say is tat they had tried their best to get things done... mayb my standard is too high~ too bad lar! im a high "C"...which im a perfectionist~
eh wait wait~ at least the dance...drama were quite ok~ great job gals and guys =P
ok~ i know im complaining too much! im sorry....im sorry~~~~
lets talk bout happy things on that night!
ya~ was so happy tat my friends could make it tat day, tho is not all of them... but is fully understandable for those who can come....
tat night i was actually reali tired cos was playing drums in the morning
but my friends and family made me happy =D
but ...
at the same time for some of them tat cant come...
....
its ok its ok =)
my family =')
Conversation, me and che: (before leaving for the graduation)
che: boi~ i wear like tat ok or not...
me: can wurt....can lar can lar... dun hav to dress until so nice 1 lar
che: bcos its ur graduation, i wear skirt ah... even my graduation i oso nvr wear ah~
wah~~~ i was so touched man!!! hahahaha...!!!
THANKS FOR COMING!!!! *sob sob*
oh ya~ joshy! reali thank you for coming tho u cant c me walk up cos u've to leave half way....
but its ok... im already happy enough tat u came =)
sara!!! i oso forgotten tat i told u bout my graduation...
but u remembered...when garrett reminded u~ haha! anyway, thanks!
ka che~ i felt like hugging u on tat night saying to u "ive graduated"
tho is not official yet... hehe =P
know u reali wanted to come...but its ok again~ its ok
and lastly, JAMIE! =P
thanks for card =) its totally understandable that u cant come on that night
well~ IT's OK~!!! hahaha!!!
wanted to thank you to all my friends again!!! muakss =D
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Conversation: me and a friend(on Monday morning, day after the graduation)
myfriend: damn it! it so crap... last night graduate, 2day have to wake up n study.
me: YA WEI!!! but is like since after the graduation...im like so wanting to finish my books faster...hahaha!!!!
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every1 will sure go thru this... actually i din expect myself to graduate at such an age...cos i din even wan to plan to graduate from high sch at such an age... but well, darling mummy wans me to finish up~ hav to listen lor.... but im actually quite proud of myself being 1 of the youngest to graduate in sch(homeschool center)... and im the oni homeschooler that know/say rainbow has 8 colours....HAHA!!! its crap lar~
so, to say bout that night.... everything was like, "harlo?? wat the hack is goin on?!?!?!!!!!"
partly cos i wasnt organizing or not it wont b like tat.... hahaha~ seriously lar! im not joking... cos it was all their 1st time organizing such an event n expect somthing great to happen...
1st~
sound system not good...
2nd~
everything is so messy, every1 dun even know wat to do
3rd~
things weren't organized/planned properly
4th~
the video presentations weren't done well... cos tat person has no expereince, i oni teach him for 2 hrs...wat do u expect man~
but 1 thing i can say is tat they had tried their best to get things done... mayb my standard is too high~ too bad lar! im a high "C"...which im a perfectionist~
eh wait wait~ at least the dance...drama were quite ok~ great job gals and guys =P
ok~ i know im complaining too much! im sorry....im sorry~~~~
lets talk bout happy things on that night!
ya~ was so happy tat my friends could make it tat day, tho is not all of them... but is fully understandable for those who can come....
tat night i was actually reali tired cos was playing drums in the morning
but my friends and family made me happy =D
but ...
at the same time for some of them tat cant come...
....
its ok its ok =)
my family =')Conversation, me and che: (before leaving for the graduation)
che: boi~ i wear like tat ok or not...
me: can wurt....can lar can lar... dun hav to dress until so nice 1 lar
che: bcos its ur graduation, i wear skirt ah... even my graduation i oso nvr wear ah~
wah~~~ i was so touched man!!! hahahaha...!!!
THANKS FOR COMING!!!! *sob sob*oh ya~ joshy! reali thank you for coming tho u cant c me walk up cos u've to leave half way....
but its ok... im already happy enough tat u came =)
sara!!! i oso forgotten tat i told u bout my graduation...
but u remembered...when garrett reminded u~ haha! anyway, thanks!
ka che~ i felt like hugging u on tat night saying to u "ive graduated"
tho is not official yet... hehe =P
know u reali wanted to come...but its ok again~ its ok
and lastly, JAMIE! =P
thanks for card =) its totally understandable that u cant come on that night
well~ IT's OK~!!! hahaha!!!
wanted to thank you to all my friends again!!! muakss =D
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Conversation: me and a friend(on Monday morning, day after the graduation)
myfriend: damn it! it so crap... last night graduate, 2day have to wake up n study.
me: YA WEI!!! but is like since after the graduation...im like so wanting to finish my books faster...hahaha!!!!
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Walt Disney? just for kids??
okay, just finish watching the High School Musical.
And i actually watched it twice... and i almost cried twice...
YES LAR!!!! it was an almost!!!! eh~ i din know Walt Disney will come out such a drama touching story lar...seriously~ as a person like me that like to make videos...i think this video is reali great... the quality of the video, audio....actings...singings...dancings...AND STORY LINE!!!
i mean~ it sure take quite a super long period of time to get this video done.... and i think the story line was FAN.....TA.....ssss...TIC~
and i've to admit the gal,...
Gabriella(which is Vanessa Anne Hudgens)...she's "hot"~~~
is she hot??? come on! the guyssssss~~~~ answer wei! dun lie ok....HAHA!
i mean....she's the type of gal tat when a guy sees her...and she smiles at him...then the guy will faint~ ah yea, that type! haha! =D
but ya~ maybe u all are wondering why would i watch this movie...
well, cos i heard from a few freds tat kept saying its nice...its so nice~~~
and Su told me tat in her sch, this movie is soooo famous....n all the guys oso think tat Gabriella is hot....nah~ see! come on....
so now i understand y ppl are crazy over this movie...
cos its reali reali nice... =)
And i actually watched it twice... and i almost cried twice...
YES LAR!!!! it was an almost!!!! eh~ i din know Walt Disney will come out such a drama touching story lar...seriously~ as a person like me that like to make videos...i think this video is reali great... the quality of the video, audio....actings...singings...dancings...AND STORY LINE!!!
i mean~ it sure take quite a super long period of time to get this video done.... and i think the story line was FAN.....TA.....ssss...TIC~
and i've to admit the gal,...
Gabriella(which is Vanessa Anne Hudgens)...she's "hot"~~~
is she hot??? come on! the guyssssss~~~~ answer wei! dun lie ok....HAHA!
i mean....she's the type of gal tat when a guy sees her...and she smiles at him...then the guy will faint~ ah yea, that type! haha! =D
but ya~ maybe u all are wondering why would i watch this movie...
well, cos i heard from a few freds tat kept saying its nice...its so nice~~~
and Su told me tat in her sch, this movie is soooo famous....n all the guys oso think tat Gabriella is hot....nah~ see! come on....
so now i understand y ppl are crazy over this movie...
cos its reali reali nice... =)
is there a "why" or "reason" to like a person?
just finished watch Initial D(anime).
got caught up by a conversation between a guy and a girl.
conversation:
Guy: You're a girl lots of guys will want to date you if you speak out. Why me?
Girl: Why you? Hrm... i also don't know... i think it must be because i like you!
the guy got shock~
actually recently a good/close friend of mine did ask me this kind of similar question.
is there a "why" or "reason" to like a person?
sorry, but the answer wont be posting here =P
think for yourself lar =)
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SPM SPM SPm spm spm spm......
yep! spm is starting!!! very near...very near...
all the best to all spm-er =)
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got caught up by a conversation between a guy and a girl.
conversation:
Guy: You're a girl lots of guys will want to date you if you speak out. Why me?
Girl: Why you? Hrm... i also don't know... i think it must be because i like you!
the guy got shock~
actually recently a good/close friend of mine did ask me this kind of similar question.
is there a "why" or "reason" to like a person?
sorry, but the answer wont be posting here =P
think for yourself lar =)
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SPM SPM SPm spm spm spm......
yep! spm is starting!!! very near...very near...
all the best to all spm-er =)
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tag...
i guess i've to do this...or not later sara scold me =P
3 Hobbies:
a) computer(surf net, play game, etc etc)
b) sleeping...
c) practising drums (ya! its a hobby!)
3 Things On My "To-Do" List:
a) finish level 11 by March 2007
b) study hard ( have to! and trying to!)
c) and goin to sleep later =P
3 Unique Traits: hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
a) good drum teacher? (mayb)
b) i love to edit videos
c) ...
3 Favourite Drinks:
a) Mocha
b) Honeydew Milk
c) -
3 Passions:
a) for God
b) for my drums.. (ok i know~ in my brain oni got drums =P)
c) and for my friends =)
3 Awesome Movies:
a) Gladiator
b) Lord of the Ring I, II, III
c) Superman =P
3 Good Bands:
a) Delirious
b) New Song (its a new christian band)
c) Linkin Park
3 Things I Am Anal About:
a) college entry
b) ...
c) ...
3 Random Men:
a) min ser
b) ps. hong seng
c) ryan (is he qualified as a man =P)
3 Bad Habits:
a) eat in front of the tv?
b) nvr get myself away from the computer
c) put my leg up while eating on the dining table
3 Painful Experiences:
well...its kind of private =P
3 Treasured Memories:
a) sweet memories that are over
b) time spend wif my freds =)
c) ...
3 Goals Before 30:
a) to be MARRIED (totally agree wif sara)
b) achieve a high standard of drum skills
c) to be successful in what i plan to do. (yep! actually i copied sara's 1 =P)
3 Biggest Fears:
a) hurt someone?
b) get scolded
c) dark? somtimes...like alone at home that time...
3 Favourite Desserts:
a) valina ice-cream
b) cheese cake (secrete recipe =) )
c) Ice Mocha
3 Persons I Tag:
not taggin any1 =)
3 Hobbies:
a) computer(surf net, play game, etc etc)
b) sleeping...
c) practising drums (ya! its a hobby!)
3 Things On My "To-Do" List:
a) finish level 11 by March 2007
b) study hard ( have to! and trying to!)
c) and goin to sleep later =P
3 Unique Traits: hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
a) good drum teacher? (mayb)
b) i love to edit videos
c) ...
3 Favourite Drinks:
a) Mocha
b) Honeydew Milk
c) -
3 Passions:
a) for God
b) for my drums.. (ok i know~ in my brain oni got drums =P)
c) and for my friends =)
3 Awesome Movies:
a) Gladiator
b) Lord of the Ring I, II, III
c) Superman =P
3 Good Bands:
a) Delirious
b) New Song (its a new christian band)
c) Linkin Park
3 Things I Am Anal About:
a) college entry
b) ...
c) ...
3 Random Men:
a) min ser
b) ps. hong seng
c) ryan (is he qualified as a man =P)
3 Bad Habits:
a) eat in front of the tv?
b) nvr get myself away from the computer
c) put my leg up while eating on the dining table
3 Painful Experiences:
well...its kind of private =P
3 Treasured Memories:
a) sweet memories that are over
b) time spend wif my freds =)
c) ...
3 Goals Before 30:
a) to be MARRIED (totally agree wif sara)
b) achieve a high standard of drum skills
c) to be successful in what i plan to do. (yep! actually i copied sara's 1 =P)
3 Biggest Fears:
a) hurt someone?
b) get scolded
c) dark? somtimes...like alone at home that time...
3 Favourite Desserts:
a) valina ice-cream
b) cheese cake (secrete recipe =) )
c) Ice Mocha
3 Persons I Tag:
not taggin any1 =)
paul wif garrett =)
paul got a miss call from garrett...
paul called him back..
(on the phone):
paul: yes?? apa hal?
garrett: ntg d...was thinking whether need to bring the driver's installation...
paul: o...no nid lar...
garrett: yalar...
paul: where r u now??
garrett: on the way...on the way...
basicly garrett is goin over to paul's hse to ask paul to format his computer.
*ding dong*
paul: eh! HI GARRETT!!!!
garrett: elllloooo...
paul: eh wait, where u park ur car ah??
garrett: errrr.....the 1 nx to the pondok?
paul: kenot kenot...tat 1 got owner 1... the guard din ask for ur driving liscence and give u a visitor pass??
garrett: hmmm...errr.....no~~
paul: eh! kenot lar...hav to get from the guard lar..or not they'll lock up ur tire 1 ah, den u've to pay 50buks to unlock it
garrett: reali ah?? *imagine garrett's face saying tat*
paul: yalar! come... we drive to the guard hse together...
in front of the guard hse...
paul: giv me ur driving liscence...
garrett: ayak~ wheres my driving liscence....
*find find find *
garrett: ah, here....
*paul shouts at the guard*
paul: bang bang!!! saya nak visitor pass...
bang: kenapa?
paul: saya nak park dalam visitor parking lar...
bang: kamu owner tak boleh lar...
*so duh lar!!! of course i know lar!!!! si bodoh*
paul: bukan...itu kerata kawan saya...dia nak datang rumah saya...tadi dia masuk awak tidak tanya untuk driving liscence-nya...
bang: awak tidak boleh cakap saya tidak tanya dia....dia mesti tanya awak untuk visitor pass...
*man!!! im so darn pissed off wif tat darn 2pid dong bodoh guard... like as if im the guard!*
paul: yalar....sekarang saya nak ambil daripada awak lar...
bang: muka kamu dua macam sama lar... mana tahu kamu adik-beradik...
paul: bukan lar! awak pun boleh tengok kereta itu tak ada sticker...
bang: nanti....
*slowly go n take the visitor pass....*
garrett: ayor...so 2pid 1
paul: yalar~ elaine quarrel wif them a lot of times d...
garrett: the way they talk kenot lar....
paul: YALAR!!! haihz....
*paul and garrett came back into the house...*
paul's mom: why so long 1??
paul: ayor! tell u ah! tat guaredd terrible lar....
Garrett: yalar....
*as garrett continue to explain to paul's mom wat happened*
HAHAHHA!!!!
* in paul's room*
paul: ok come...faster fix ur computer.... so wat are the things that you want....before i format ur comp
garrett: this.....this....this....this....
paul: wah!!! so big!!!! 20 GB!!!!
garrett: wah...i din know it was tis big...
paul: nvm lar.... ill just copy over to harddisk lar...
*garrett saw it takes how long to copy over*
garrettt: wah!!! 180mins!!
paul: wow~ ayar....hav to wait lar...or not how? u dun wan to ur things ah?
garrett: yalor yalor...wait lar
paul: lemme check wat u got inside....
*click click click*
paul: eh~ u got "Lost"
garrett: ya...i haven watch 1...
paul: watch now lar...
garrett: ah okok.... since got ntg to do
* so paul and garrett watched Lost season 3 as they are waiting for the copying to finish*
*watch watch watch*
*finished the Episode 00, 01,02*
garrett: wah~ still haven finish...
paul: haihz.... wah! 2am+ d! u no nid go home d lar...
garrett: yalor..mayb ill just sleep over lar...
*continue to watch Episode 03*
garrett: i think by the time we finish watching this episode the copying haven finish..
paul: hahaha~ mayb... how ask ur files so big...
*episode 03 finished...no more d....tats the latest episode*
paul: ayar...still got little bit more...
....
....
....
....
garrett: ok! finish!
paul: ok! come...lets screw ur harddisk now!
* paul teaching garrett as he is doin the formating*
paul: c....simple and easy rite??? nx time u can do it by urself d...
garrett: yalar! so easy!...
paul: hahaha!!!
*4am+*
paul: ok...new windows installed...now hav to copy back all ur things..
garrett: ya...
paul: come..let go to sleep lar... just let the copying run... 7am wake up help u finish up everything...
*5:20am*
*7am*
paul: wah! haven finish copying...
garrett: yalar..gila 1...
*9am*
garrett: ok lar! finished!!!! go home d...
paul: ya...i wan to sleep...
HAHA!!!
so garrett happily carrying his CPU back home...
as paul went to sleep and woke up at 3 pm to eat his lunch...
and...
go back to sleep ....
woke up at 5 =P
paul called him back..
(on the phone):
paul: yes?? apa hal?
garrett: ntg d...was thinking whether need to bring the driver's installation...
paul: o...no nid lar...
garrett: yalar...
paul: where r u now??
garrett: on the way...on the way...
basicly garrett is goin over to paul's hse to ask paul to format his computer.
*ding dong*
paul: eh! HI GARRETT!!!!
garrett: elllloooo...
paul: eh wait, where u park ur car ah??
garrett: errrr.....the 1 nx to the pondok?
paul: kenot kenot...tat 1 got owner 1... the guard din ask for ur driving liscence and give u a visitor pass??
garrett: hmmm...errr.....no~~
paul: eh! kenot lar...hav to get from the guard lar..or not they'll lock up ur tire 1 ah, den u've to pay 50buks to unlock it
garrett: reali ah?? *imagine garrett's face saying tat*
paul: yalar! come... we drive to the guard hse together...
in front of the guard hse...
paul: giv me ur driving liscence...
garrett: ayak~ wheres my driving liscence....
*find find find *
garrett: ah, here....
*paul shouts at the guard*
paul: bang bang!!! saya nak visitor pass...
bang: kenapa?
paul: saya nak park dalam visitor parking lar...
bang: kamu owner tak boleh lar...
*so duh lar!!! of course i know lar!!!! si bodoh*
paul: bukan...itu kerata kawan saya...dia nak datang rumah saya...tadi dia masuk awak tidak tanya untuk driving liscence-nya...
bang: awak tidak boleh cakap saya tidak tanya dia....dia mesti tanya awak untuk visitor pass...
*man!!! im so darn pissed off wif tat darn 2pid dong bodoh guard... like as if im the guard!*
paul: yalar....sekarang saya nak ambil daripada awak lar...
bang: muka kamu dua macam sama lar... mana tahu kamu adik-beradik...
paul: bukan lar! awak pun boleh tengok kereta itu tak ada sticker...
bang: nanti....
*slowly go n take the visitor pass....*
garrett: ayor...so 2pid 1
paul: yalar~ elaine quarrel wif them a lot of times d...
garrett: the way they talk kenot lar....
paul: YALAR!!! haihz....
*paul and garrett came back into the house...*
paul's mom: why so long 1??
paul: ayor! tell u ah! tat guaredd terrible lar....
Garrett: yalar....
*as garrett continue to explain to paul's mom wat happened*
HAHAHHA!!!!
* in paul's room*
paul: ok come...faster fix ur computer.... so wat are the things that you want....before i format ur comp
garrett: this.....this....this....this....
paul: wah!!! so big!!!! 20 GB!!!!
garrett: wah...i din know it was tis big...
paul: nvm lar.... ill just copy over to harddisk lar...
*garrett saw it takes how long to copy over*
garrettt: wah!!! 180mins!!
paul: wow~ ayar....hav to wait lar...or not how? u dun wan to ur things ah?
garrett: yalor yalor...wait lar
paul: lemme check wat u got inside....
*click click click*
paul: eh~ u got "Lost"
garrett: ya...i haven watch 1...
paul: watch now lar...
garrett: ah okok.... since got ntg to do
* so paul and garrett watched Lost season 3 as they are waiting for the copying to finish*
*watch watch watch*
*finished the Episode 00, 01,02*
garrett: wah~ still haven finish...
paul: haihz.... wah! 2am+ d! u no nid go home d lar...
garrett: yalor..mayb ill just sleep over lar...
*continue to watch Episode 03*
garrett: i think by the time we finish watching this episode the copying haven finish..
paul: hahaha~ mayb... how ask ur files so big...
*episode 03 finished...no more d....tats the latest episode*
paul: ayar...still got little bit more...
....
....
....
....
garrett: ok! finish!
paul: ok! come...lets screw ur harddisk now!
* paul teaching garrett as he is doin the formating*
paul: c....simple and easy rite??? nx time u can do it by urself d...
garrett: yalar! so easy!...
paul: hahaha!!!
*4am+*
paul: ok...new windows installed...now hav to copy back all ur things..
garrett: ya...
paul: come..let go to sleep lar... just let the copying run... 7am wake up help u finish up everything...
*5:20am*
*7am*
paul: wah! haven finish copying...
garrett: yalar..gila 1...
*9am*
garrett: ok lar! finished!!!! go home d...
paul: ya...i wan to sleep...
HAHA!!!
so garrett happily carrying his CPU back home...
as paul went to sleep and woke up at 3 pm to eat his lunch...
and...
go back to sleep ....
woke up at 5 =P
rainbow got 8 colours?
my "BIG" day is coming soon...
which is my graduation from my "homeschool" programme....
grrr....yea! im so desperate to get out from that programme!!!
why is the title of tis post "rainbow got 8 colours?"
for those who know...ryan started this statement that in paul's mind, rainbow has 8 colours... and its bcos im a homeschooler... thats y i think rainbow has 8 colours...
actually in my homeschool books...they had nvr tought rainbow got how many colours...
but some1 from SU better than me!!! RAINBOW HAS 10 COLOURS!!!! haha...
so yalar!!! all this while that statement has been sticking to me... i think it'll stick to me "forever"
but thats not the reason why i want to get out of this homeschool programme so desperate lar...
somhow i find this homeschool programme kind of stupid in the sense... but is oso good in ways that i dun hav to go tuition...
and BTW~ study HSP(homeschool programme) oso got stress 1 okie!
Graduation Day on 26 Nov, Sunday 4pm-6pm.
which is my graduation from my "homeschool" programme....
grrr....yea! im so desperate to get out from that programme!!!
why is the title of tis post "rainbow got 8 colours?"
for those who know...ryan started this statement that in paul's mind, rainbow has 8 colours... and its bcos im a homeschooler... thats y i think rainbow has 8 colours...
actually in my homeschool books...they had nvr tought rainbow got how many colours...
but some1 from SU better than me!!! RAINBOW HAS 10 COLOURS!!!! haha...
so yalar!!! all this while that statement has been sticking to me... i think it'll stick to me "forever"
but thats not the reason why i want to get out of this homeschool programme so desperate lar...
somhow i find this homeschool programme kind of stupid in the sense... but is oso good in ways that i dun hav to go tuition...
and BTW~ study HSP(homeschool programme) oso got stress 1 okie!
Graduation Day on 26 Nov, Sunday 4pm-6pm.
ambition?? chapter 2?
Abel: glad to know you take drumming THAT seriously.
to tell the truth... last time i've never take drumming serious...
last time just like learn for fun, play for fun, hit for fun...
but maybe time make a difference or maybe when a person is growing,....mind thinking changes....
im not too sure when i had this thought of having this kind of ambition...
but im willing to spend my time and effort to get it done =)
everyday at home, i practice just oni my drum bass oso take around 2 hrs? ya... so far no 1 complain =P 'cos i put lots of pillows inside... its no easy to spend 2 hrs just kicking the bass drum or few hrs on the drumset practicing the same thing... but i dun think anything will come wifout hard work...
thanks for every1's support =)
big thanks to u all!
well...lets just wish i will succeed =P
to tell the truth... last time i've never take drumming serious...
last time just like learn for fun, play for fun, hit for fun...
but maybe time make a difference or maybe when a person is growing,....mind thinking changes....
im not too sure when i had this thought of having this kind of ambition...
but im willing to spend my time and effort to get it done =)
everyday at home, i practice just oni my drum bass oso take around 2 hrs? ya... so far no 1 complain =P 'cos i put lots of pillows inside... its no easy to spend 2 hrs just kicking the bass drum or few hrs on the drumset practicing the same thing... but i dun think anything will come wifout hard work...
thanks for every1's support =)
big thanks to u all!
well...lets just wish i will succeed =P
ambition??
Conversation: (paul and Kheng Yee)
Chewie: ya, u can do what adobe thing and stuff
Chewie: what is adobe for actually?
Chewie: u say u do the video wif it
Chewie: oh the video was cool
paul - pure : adobe for few types of programmes...exampls, photoshop and Premier Pro(which im using to edit videos)
paul - pure : adobe is more on graphic and multimedia
paul - pure : ya...tat probably explains everything =)
Chewie: i c. so, ur ambition is to be a "multi"media teacher? LOL u talented!
paul - pure : nop
paul - pure : my ambition is actually no being a multimedia teacher or video editor
paul - pure : is somthing tat my parents dun know also
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so what my ambition...my ambition is quite hard to success n have to spend lots of time, effort, money, money,...money....money... etc etc...
haha~!
ya, it seems like my ambition is to be a Video Editor...it was once my ambition... but for now its not anymore...
so whats my ambition? even my parents dunno.... 'cos if i tell my parents i dun think they will agree with me lor...
so my ambition is to be a professional drummer and a successful drum teacher...
don't ask me why... 'cos i oso duno..i just like it =)
few things i dun think my parents will agree wif me:
1.) drum accessaries/parts are darn expensive and they are afraid that ill stop playing/learning drums half way...
2.) is not easy to be a professional drummer... is not like u learn for 2-3 yrs, finish all Grade 8, finish diploma and you'll b pro... but the fact is not....it will take around 10 yrs? or mayb more? and my parents think i'll give up half way... 'cos reali hav to spend lots of time n effort....
3.) is hard to earn for living.... actually i agree on this, 'cos if i teach in music schools...i oni get like 50% and hav to dpends on how many students i got... unless i hav my own music school den i can keep 100% lar =P that is a "if"
4.) for now, i can't effort to get somthing tat i need now... ='( it will cost BIG money man!!!
dun hav to say all tis 4 reasons.... just the 1st reason is enough... HAHaha!!!
well, im still goin to study multimedia lar... or not how to earn for living nx time?! but multimedia is not cheap oso ok!!!!!
i shall think what to do wif my ambition ='(
Chewie: ya, u can do what adobe thing and stuff
Chewie: what is adobe for actually?
Chewie: u say u do the video wif it
Chewie: oh the video was cool
paul - pure : adobe for few types of programmes...exampls, photoshop and Premier Pro(which im using to edit videos)
paul - pure : adobe is more on graphic and multimedia
paul - pure : ya...tat probably explains everything =)
Chewie: i c. so, ur ambition is to be a "multi"media teacher? LOL u talented!
paul - pure : nop
paul - pure : my ambition is actually no being a multimedia teacher or video editor
paul - pure : is somthing tat my parents dun know also
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so what my ambition...my ambition is quite hard to success n have to spend lots of time, effort, money, money,...money....money... etc etc...
haha~!
ya, it seems like my ambition is to be a Video Editor...it was once my ambition... but for now its not anymore...
so whats my ambition? even my parents dunno.... 'cos if i tell my parents i dun think they will agree with me lor...
so my ambition is to be a professional drummer and a successful drum teacher...
don't ask me why... 'cos i oso duno..i just like it =)
few things i dun think my parents will agree wif me:
1.) drum accessaries/parts are darn expensive and they are afraid that ill stop playing/learning drums half way...
2.) is not easy to be a professional drummer... is not like u learn for 2-3 yrs, finish all Grade 8, finish diploma and you'll b pro... but the fact is not....it will take around 10 yrs? or mayb more? and my parents think i'll give up half way... 'cos reali hav to spend lots of time n effort....
3.) is hard to earn for living.... actually i agree on this, 'cos if i teach in music schools...i oni get like 50% and hav to dpends on how many students i got... unless i hav my own music school den i can keep 100% lar =P that is a "if"
4.) for now, i can't effort to get somthing tat i need now... ='( it will cost BIG money man!!!
dun hav to say all tis 4 reasons.... just the 1st reason is enough... HAHaha!!!
well, im still goin to study multimedia lar... or not how to earn for living nx time?! but multimedia is not cheap oso ok!!!!!
i shall think what to do wif my ambition ='(
sunday...
as 2day Ps.HongSeng shared the word on "Friendship".
i just felt really bless with the friends around me =)
and i really appreciate it a lot...
Ryan - tho he always buli me as a homeschoolar... but we're like brothers, mayb.... 'cos i treat him as one =) well... he knows my everything...a person that i can trust and always keep me in prayer...
Kit - my ka che =) whenever im frustrated or sad or just not in the mood...she always cheer me up...talk sense into me(tis doesn't mean my brain doesn't make sense).
Sasa - my mui~ well.... tis gal ah??? she can just make me laugh non-stop wif cute n happening stories...haha! and another person that ill share my personal feelings n toughts wif... but she'll oni listen...
Bel - my cell leader of mine =P ya, he knows most of my stuffs too...but not all... 'cos somtimes there are somthing u can't reveal to cell leader...HAHA! always giv me good advices on handling stuffs...
Joel - my honey!!! well, is nice mixing wif him =) can really go crazy wif him...
Clara - a person that i can share happiness wif...but somtimes sadness too...
Pillow - AH!!! low low low....my good friend of mine =) i've nvr got sad b4 being wif her...serious! mayb will lar... and somtimes she also do help me when i'm having dificulties... "somtimes..."
Jamie - jam jam... =P a perasan gal that u can make u laugh ur head off...
Nat - sai mui~ always teman-ing me when im bored at work or anytime =)
Joshua - Joshy!!! tho not reali close to him...but being wif him, just felt comfortable and nice to talk to...
Garrett - AH!!! i miss tis dude!
Sara - ah tis gal! she always comes on9 on the right time that i can blast all my frustration n sadness to her... den she try to cheer me up... well, not i always choose to her to blast to...'cos no 1 was around that time mah... =P
Grace - Grace che che... helped me up a few times on spiritual problem... always ask her questions and she'll try her best to answer...
Joey - =) all i can say he is definitely a nice fred to b wif...
i reali reali appreciate all my freds that i had...dun care whether close fred, normal freds....or watever...i'm happy to hav u all as my fred...
btw, if ur name is not stated up there....doesn't mean i dun take u as my fred....
i just felt really bless with the friends around me =)
and i really appreciate it a lot...
Ryan - tho he always buli me as a homeschoolar... but we're like brothers, mayb.... 'cos i treat him as one =) well... he knows my everything...a person that i can trust and always keep me in prayer...
Kit - my ka che =) whenever im frustrated or sad or just not in the mood...she always cheer me up...talk sense into me(tis doesn't mean my brain doesn't make sense).
Sasa - my mui~ well.... tis gal ah??? she can just make me laugh non-stop wif cute n happening stories...haha! and another person that ill share my personal feelings n toughts wif... but she'll oni listen...
Bel - my cell leader of mine =P ya, he knows most of my stuffs too...but not all... 'cos somtimes there are somthing u can't reveal to cell leader...HAHA! always giv me good advices on handling stuffs...
Joel - my honey!!! well, is nice mixing wif him =) can really go crazy wif him...
Clara - a person that i can share happiness wif...but somtimes sadness too...
Pillow - AH!!! low low low....my good friend of mine =) i've nvr got sad b4 being wif her...serious! mayb will lar... and somtimes she also do help me when i'm having dificulties... "somtimes..."
Jamie - jam jam... =P a perasan gal that u can make u laugh ur head off...
Nat - sai mui~ always teman-ing me when im bored at work or anytime =)
Joshua - Joshy!!! tho not reali close to him...but being wif him, just felt comfortable and nice to talk to...
Garrett - AH!!! i miss tis dude!
Sara - ah tis gal! she always comes on9 on the right time that i can blast all my frustration n sadness to her... den she try to cheer me up... well, not i always choose to her to blast to...'cos no 1 was around that time mah... =P
Grace - Grace che che... helped me up a few times on spiritual problem... always ask her questions and she'll try her best to answer...
Joey - =) all i can say he is definitely a nice fred to b wif...
i reali reali appreciate all my freds that i had...dun care whether close fred, normal freds....or watever...i'm happy to hav u all as my fred...
btw, if ur name is not stated up there....doesn't mean i dun take u as my fred....
what happened to summit gsc?!??!!
okay, 2day me n ryan went to summit... and we planned to watch "Miami". btw, Miami is a 18SG movie...
so guess wat...when i buy ticket...the convo goes like this:
me: Miami, 3:10jam...dua ticket...
guy: Miami ya?
me: ya...
guy: awak middle age keh? above 18?
me: ya ya...
haha...so the guy gave me the tickets lar...
but when me n ryan was on the way in...when i pass the tickets to the guy...he asked for IC!!!
so im not 2pid to show mine rite! 16 and 18 is like 2 yrs gap...so i asked ryan to take out his lar...cuz 17 and 18 is close mah... so he took out n show... the guy say kenot...
KENOT!!!! so we requested to change movie lor...
guess wat movie we changed to....
HAHAHA!!!!
its a show that is totally full of hot gals....
i told ryan...that show shuldnt rate as "U" lar...is definitely bad for small kids...i know im still small! HAHAHA!!!
okay...the show is DOA - Death or Alive...
is quite nice ok....nice in the sense NOT how the gals dress lar....
i mean those fighting scenes n all....
but i've to admit all the gals inside that movie are attractive =P
ya...abel has been tricky on me on9 just now when i told him about it.... HAHAHA!!!
so yea...Summit is no longer a place where u can watch a movie tat is 18SG when u're not 18 and above yet...
tats all bout it...ciao!!!
so guess wat...when i buy ticket...the convo goes like this:
me: Miami, 3:10jam...dua ticket...
guy: Miami ya?
me: ya...
guy: awak middle age keh? above 18?
me: ya ya...
haha...so the guy gave me the tickets lar...
but when me n ryan was on the way in...when i pass the tickets to the guy...he asked for IC!!!
so im not 2pid to show mine rite! 16 and 18 is like 2 yrs gap...so i asked ryan to take out his lar...cuz 17 and 18 is close mah... so he took out n show... the guy say kenot...
KENOT!!!! so we requested to change movie lor...
guess wat movie we changed to....
HAHAHA!!!!
its a show that is totally full of hot gals....
i told ryan...that show shuldnt rate as "U" lar...is definitely bad for small kids...i know im still small! HAHAHA!!!
okay...the show is DOA - Death or Alive...
is quite nice ok....nice in the sense NOT how the gals dress lar....
i mean those fighting scenes n all....
but i've to admit all the gals inside that movie are attractive =P
ya...abel has been tricky on me on9 just now when i told him about it.... HAHAHA!!!
so yea...Summit is no longer a place where u can watch a movie tat is 18SG when u're not 18 and above yet...
tats all bout it...ciao!!!
man! its like can't live wifout drugs...
ya! seems like im taking drugs d....
the drums is just in front of me...
i can touch...
i can hug...
i can smell...
i can rub...
i can sit...
i can wipe...
i can carry...
i can kiss...
...............................it (drum)...............
BUT!!!!!
I.............I!!!!!..............i...............
can't play...
can't feel...
can't hit...
can't whack...
can't step...
can't roll...
can't .......
can't............can't......can't.....
can't PRACTICE it!!!!!
*sob sob*
just1 day.... JUST 1 DAY wifout hitting or playing....or practicing with it...
im like dying!!! DYING!!!! U KNOW!!!!
HAIHzzz!!!!
my mom: "why do u want to choose such a noisy instrument..."
me: "eh! is like as if i wan to choose this noisy instrument..."
so say the truth...all along i never fall in love with drums....tho i play for services and all...
but since after i got my drumset...im like so over...so desperate....so.....soo.....soooooooooo
soooooooo.....so what ah?? hrmm...i can't think of that word.... ermmmm.....
ah YES!!!
so IN LOVE with it!!!! especially my snare (eh bel! don't think wrongly yea, u oso like my snare...so it's the same point...those who don't understand...u don't have to understand or ask =P)
i oso love the other parts lar =)
AH!!!! OOOO MY DARLING!!!!!!sssssss...............
the drums is just in front of me...
i can touch...
i can hug...
i can smell...
i can rub...
i can sit...
i can wipe...
i can carry...
i can kiss...
...............................it (drum)...............
BUT!!!!!
I.............I!!!!!..............i...............
can't play...
can't feel...
can't hit...
can't whack...
can't step...
can't roll...
can't .......
can't............can't......can't.....
can't PRACTICE it!!!!!
*sob sob*
just1 day.... JUST 1 DAY wifout hitting or playing....or practicing with it...
im like dying!!! DYING!!!! U KNOW!!!!
HAIHzzz!!!!
my mom: "why do u want to choose such a noisy instrument..."
me: "eh! is like as if i wan to choose this noisy instrument..."
so say the truth...all along i never fall in love with drums....tho i play for services and all...
but since after i got my drumset...im like so over...so desperate....so.....soo.....soooooooooo
soooooooo.....so what ah?? hrmm...i can't think of that word.... ermmmm.....
ah YES!!!
so IN LOVE with it!!!! especially my snare (eh bel! don't think wrongly yea, u oso like my snare...so it's the same point...those who don't understand...u don't have to understand or ask =P)
i oso love the other parts lar =)
AH!!!! OOOO MY DARLING!!!!!!sssssss...............
grrr....."ROARRR!!!!!!!!!!"
GUESS WAT!!!!!
the management called me and he say "kamu main drum kah?? sangat bisisng lar...ada orang complain lar..."
so wat can i say....i said "ooo okay, saya cuba tak main lar..."
den the management replied, "ya, jangan main...nanti ada orang complain lagi."
*sobsob*
"saya dah tidak ada mood main drums anymore" ='(
the management called me and he say "kamu main drum kah?? sangat bisisng lar...ada orang complain lar..."
so wat can i say....i said "ooo okay, saya cuba tak main lar..."
den the management replied, "ya, jangan main...nanti ada orang complain lagi."
*sobsob*
"saya dah tidak ada mood main drums anymore" ='(
take your time to read...
[Pinky Day] =)
One Day, Paul and Ryan were walking together after 365 meeting....
they were actually looking for their mui-s... but searching for quite some time, they still can't find thier mui-s... and they were tired, so they sat down as they continue to look around...
5 mins.... 10 mins... 30mins... Ryan can't stand it... he went to Paul n cried... (tho the picture was showing them smiling but they were actually crying =P ) so Paul faster sayang Ryan.... .... ....
Ryan cried for a long long long time..... and he suddenly stopped cyring.... cuz his mui (Su Ann) came to look for him.... at that time, Paul's good friend which is Pearly was Su Ann... so everybody were happy except for Paul, cuz he still cannot find his mui...
so Paul never give up, as he continue to look for his mui tho he is very very tired.... and FINALLY!!!! Paul's mui(Melissa) showed up in front of him....he was so happy until he almost cried... (Paul was very tired, thats y his eyes can hardly open in the picture =P)
and Paul is happy that he has Melissa as his mui... =)
-the end-
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[Muakzzz!!!]
this is a Snare....a snare drum.... for those who dunno what izit =P
well, somehow some ppl dun like my snare sound... say like...too loud? too sharp that pierce until the ear or hurt the ear?...
but i dun care lar!!! cuz i still love my snare!!!! =)
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[ROAR!!!!!]
for also those who dunno what is this..... this is a drum bass pedal... a pedal...
repeat after me..... pedal....
pedal....
a drum bass pedal is not easy to learn... yea i know....can step, got sound then ok d mah rite??
but NO!!! just a single pedal got different ways of technique of using it, different ways of steping it, different ways of pressing it.... etc etc etc.... i oso dun understand why like that...
so well, a pedal can actually make me impatience n angry...
YES!!! cuz im trying to learn a technique/way to stepping it to make the "double bass" sound more solid and power.... if u dunno wat is double bass, den its ok or maybe you can ask Abel =P
why it make me impatience and angry?? common sense lar....cuz i cant do it...
yesterday i spend 2 and a half hrs.... just to practice tat technique on the pedal... but i still cant get it right. then at the end i threw my drum stick on the floor....
sooooo......
2day i continue.... practice tat same technique to get it right lar....spend like over 2 hrs....
MAN!!!! i still cant get it!!!! but i found out another way/technique.... it sounds almost the same.... but im still no happy.... ='(
HAIHzzz!!!!
2molow i shall continue again.... ..... ....
One Day, Paul and Ryan were walking together after 365 meeting....
they were actually looking for their mui-s... but searching for quite some time, they still can't find thier mui-s... and they were tired, so they sat down as they continue to look around...5 mins.... 10 mins... 30mins... Ryan can't stand it... he went to Paul n cried... (tho the picture was showing them smiling but they were actually crying =P ) so Paul faster sayang Ryan.... .... ....
Ryan cried for a long long long time..... and he suddenly stopped cyring.... cuz his mui (Su Ann) came to look for him.... at that time, Paul's good friend which is Pearly was Su Ann... so everybody were happy except for Paul, cuz he still cannot find his mui...
so Paul never give up, as he continue to look for his mui tho he is very very tired.... and FINALLY!!!! Paul's mui(Melissa) showed up in front of him....he was so happy until he almost cried... (Paul was very tired, thats y his eyes can hardly open in the picture =P)
and Paul is happy that he has Melissa as his mui... =)
-the end-
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[Muakzzz!!!]
this is a Snare....a snare drum.... for those who dunno what izit =P
well, somehow some ppl dun like my snare sound... say like...too loud? too sharp that pierce until the ear or hurt the ear?...
but i dun care lar!!! cuz i still love my snare!!!! =)
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[ROAR!!!!!]
for also those who dunno what is this..... this is a drum bass pedal... a pedal...
repeat after me..... pedal....
pedal....
a drum bass pedal is not easy to learn... yea i know....can step, got sound then ok d mah rite??
but NO!!! just a single pedal got different ways of technique of using it, different ways of steping it, different ways of pressing it.... etc etc etc.... i oso dun understand why like that...
so well, a pedal can actually make me impatience n angry...
YES!!! cuz im trying to learn a technique/way to stepping it to make the "double bass" sound more solid and power.... if u dunno wat is double bass, den its ok or maybe you can ask Abel =P
why it make me impatience and angry?? common sense lar....cuz i cant do it...
yesterday i spend 2 and a half hrs.... just to practice tat technique on the pedal... but i still cant get it right. then at the end i threw my drum stick on the floor....
sooooo......
2day i continue.... practice tat same technique to get it right lar....spend like over 2 hrs....
MAN!!!! i still cant get it!!!! but i found out another way/technique.... it sounds almost the same.... but im still no happy.... ='(
HAIHzzz!!!!
2molow i shall continue again.... ..... ....
pet bro and sis falling in love wif each other???
well...since my blog's name is "LiFe"....
so my blog will b full of questions....HAHA!!!
a friend of mine(girl) asked me this, "will it be possible that i'll end up falling in love wif my pet brother?"
actually her friend asked her that....den she came n ask me....
so, ermm....
actually there are many answers for it....
as for me, i think at the 1st place when both person wan to b pet bro n sis....is bcuz both of them feel the bro or sis love there....that way i think the chance of falling in love wif your pet bro or sis will be very low...
example of me n my mui(sasa) or my kache(kit), i can tell the chances of me falling in love wif 1 of them is super super low...i can say is exactly no chance for me to fall in love wif 1 of them.... HAHA!!!
so that's my opinion....
wat's yours???
think...think... =p
so my blog will b full of questions....HAHA!!!
a friend of mine(girl) asked me this, "will it be possible that i'll end up falling in love wif my pet brother?"
actually her friend asked her that....den she came n ask me....
so, ermm....
actually there are many answers for it....
as for me, i think at the 1st place when both person wan to b pet bro n sis....is bcuz both of them feel the bro or sis love there....that way i think the chance of falling in love wif your pet bro or sis will be very low...
example of me n my mui(sasa) or my kache(kit), i can tell the chances of me falling in love wif 1 of them is super super low...i can say is exactly no chance for me to fall in love wif 1 of them.... HAHA!!!
so that's my opinion....
wat's yours???
think...think... =p
my baby!!!
Circle??
Yellow circle??
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isn't it beautiful?? =P
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relationship or friendship? the story ends like this...
okie...see, different ppl answered differently...
is not a test or wat lar....chill =P
so yea, the story ends like this...
at the end, Guy A and the girl got together as a happy couple...
it took time for Guy B to understand Guy A, as bcuz they grew up together, being best,close friends and are like real brothers....
but at some time, Guy B actually likes another girl more than the girl that is with Guy A.
so as wat Grace said in her blog...feelings go and come...
but for wat i think is tat, whether the feelings will go it depends on our choice whether we want or not... for come, ermmm... i think is natural =p
so now...*thinking*
i know you all got a lot of opinions =p
is not a test or wat lar....chill =P
so yea, the story ends like this...
at the end, Guy A and the girl got together as a happy couple...
it took time for Guy B to understand Guy A, as bcuz they grew up together, being best,close friends and are like real brothers....
but at some time, Guy B actually likes another girl more than the girl that is with Guy A.
so as wat Grace said in her blog...feelings go and come...
but for wat i think is tat, whether the feelings will go it depends on our choice whether we want or not... for come, ermmm... i think is natural =p
so now...*thinking*
i know you all got a lot of opinions =p
