today is 22 Oct =)

ah yes!!! im updating my blog...haha!

in college library now, waiting for class to start in 20 mins time. hehe
its like almost finishing the 3rd month in college already... semester finals is like 4 weeks from now...n guess what...notes are still full of dust on top.... dang! PAUL LEONG!!! STUDY!!!

life has been quite bz due to those assignments in the college....not easy... but partly cos i din touch the assign earlier and waiting till like last minit oni do...nvm! i learn my lesson...
life somtimes also has been no good...there are ups n downs...somtimes feeling lonely while doin assign alone...somthing watching tv alone... haih~ eh, not my fault feeling tis way kay...it just comes naturally...probably given by God =P

ytd me n joel once again won the 2 gals that were trained by Uncle Mike(ryan's dad)... eh! the 2 gals are good kay...tho they're young =P but ytd's match was a close match... we lost the 1st match, i think its 21/15? but we totally trash them at the 2nd match...the 3rd match was very close too.... but we still won! =P 21/19... actually we got the last point cos 1 of the gal made a mistake right after the serving... i was like "phiew"... haha!
joel! we must train harder...!!!

kay lar...shall stop here for now...
ciao!!!

hi bloggie

ok...mua fault again that.... its such a long time since i last update my bloggie =(
well...life so busy at times....hehehe

college already started like 1 half months ago...its kinda fun tho... many nice and frenly frens... namely like Liz and Christina...n many many...(i've to put both their name cos later they say im not their fren..haha!).
college can say its a totally a diff world from secondary high sch or 'homesch'....
exams its like 1 half months from now n im totally slacking man... so lazy to touch my notes which is placed on my table every single day.
btw, the notes are thick kay~ no joke...

guess ill write till here for the moment...gtg 1st..ciao!!!

im back!!!

just got back from Kuching, Sarawak on Monday...

frankly speaking... no regrets ah!
shouldn't hav listen to my mom...

mom: u go there so many days later got ntg to do ah....

so ended up coming back on Monday...haih...
miss my primary sch frens....

my frens organize a small reunion party for me at my form teacher's hse...
i called it small cos theres around oni 15 of us....and why?? bcos they lost contact with most of them!!! and sadly to say...some of them cant make it =(
but well~ i still enjoyed myself =) i think tat goes the same to my frens too...

i still dun hav the photos yet....when i get them il post it up =)

tis time i came back wif an extra mother! hehe...
yep... called my form teacher "kai-ma"(canto), "kan-ma"(manderin) "god-mother"(eng)
hahaha!!!
well.... actually all tis while i already take her as my mom....
she actually brought me n the whole class from primary 1 til 6... duno y...but a lot of ppl was kind of surprise after i told them... i thought all form teachers teach from pri 1 till 6 mah rite?? haha!
den last i used to go to her hse for tuition...
n guess wat!!!

1 day 1 teacher saw a baby photo(not baby lar...quite big...around primary 1...) on my form teacher's table...n tat teacher thought it was me...cos the photo looks like me...tat time i'm around primary 4 or 5 i think... so the teacher asked my form teacher....

teacher: wah~ why u like ur student until put his photo on ur desk ah?
form teacher: noh lar! this is my son...

hahaha!
so yep!...tho she used to scold n canned me last time... but i think she's a great teacher =)
as also like a mother to me.... hehe

o ya! i haven say yet....actually i din c my primary frens for like almost 5 years...
some of them literally change till i cant recognize lar~ haha!!! but every1 told me i changed a lot... ok~ i admit... cos i look back at my photo during pri sch...look like SMALL BOI oni lar!... haha!!! now stil growing =p


ok...tats all for now....
photos coming soon...

day by day...

thought can enjoy holiday after finishing my homeschool books...
guess i cant... last 3 days hav been getting frus over the video that im editing.. cant find the best quality to export... but at least 2day i found it, after so many days of testing n "brainstorming" calculating all the pixels, video size...bla bla bla... haha! bcos of this is lost a lot of brain cells ok =P haha!!!

oh ya! as i was saying im actually in the midst of editing a new 365 student ministry video for Parents Day that is happening in August... i kenot say is the best video i've ever done cos i've haven finish, but is the biggest video i've ever done...n this time trying out many new tricks of doin it...very challenging... =)

went to apply for college last Thurs...
after everything done...

me: do i have to wait for any response or letter to say whether m i accepted?
guy: erm...giv me a min, lemme check wif the principal...
me: owh~ okay

the guy came back...

guy: actually u're already accepted...
me: oh! okay!....

smiling off... =P

hahaha!!!
thanks GOD!

okay...i think i better continue wif my editing... shall update my blog more often =)
ciao

"talk to the hand"

*breath in....breath out....breath in....breath out....*

I'M FREAKING PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!

beloved mummy just called back and said the office told her i'm missing out 1 credit....
missing out 1 credit means the transcript kenot come out lar! i need total of 16...but now i oni got 15!!!! i was like....."i knew i had a bad feeling about tis transcript thing..."
ROAR!!!!!

c lar~~~ darn wei....so now most probably i've to do extra 10 books to fill up the 1 credit...and duno whether will i b in time for College....

1st June 2007

ok...guess wat?! half a yr of 2007 is gone....GONE!!! i mean...GONE?! you know wat is gone means or not???!!!

i know im kind of free at home now... came to a point to think once again..
"what's life all about?"
*jang jang jang jang!!!*(sound effect)


ya...what's life all about?


tmy, what's life all about to?
ryan, how bout you?
jamie, what do you think?
che(kit)?
pearly?
su?
sai mui(nat), what would you say?
mui(sasa)??
sara and careen? what's life all about?
how bout you bel??
oh ya... honey(joel!)... u ler?

sorry...just random thought of names..hee... no offense ya =P
for me sometimes i get so reali into somthing until reali forgot what's life all about... and God just hav to slow us down to let us re-think again...what's life all about...
the question may sounds easy to answer right...right?? RIGHT???!!!!
i oso think so... but after i went into deeper thoughts about it...i find its not easy... is life just all about eduction...work...eat..sleep... well, who knows...cos i think everybody is different =)

2day is Sasa's(mui) birthday... 6 days ago was mine...
eh! everyday say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" lar... yor~ =P hahaha!
ya...just turn 17...starting to feel old d actually...haha...
for some ppl 17 are still in the mid of form5...me? goin college d... somtimes i ask God... y push me until so fast... tho i wan to get to college fast... haha!
college is another "new life" man~

n here's another question tat jumps in...
"why God wants to put me in this type of situation right now?"



many of you may scold me for posting so many questions in my blog....
Paul: sorry lar! Paul Leong is a person that love to think a lot... so his blog sure got a lot of questions to test ppl mah... hee =D


OH YA!!!
I PASSED!!!! mua UNDANG!!!!
believe me...it took me at least 3 mins to actually think should i take the test in eng or bm...
cos you know...the lecture was in bm... the books is in bm...i study/read those things in the books are in bm, oh btw....actually i din study until 12am the nite b4... HAHAHA!!! and when i got there in the morning acting like darn cool there reading the book~ but actually no confidence to pass =P
so ya...i took me quite a while to think u know.... you would go like..."yor~ paul leong! y u so dumb 1!".... yalar...i m lar! =P but at the end i chose eng instead of bm... as i was doin, i duno wat is happening to me...i was just smiling smiling there while i was doin, but at the same time in my mind go like, "OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!"... haha!
actually b4 i went in to take the test, i was tempted to test God lar...i told Him if he help me pass, i'll do anything He ask me to... hahaha!!!!
cut the long story short...
*cut cut cut*
i passed with 44/50!


kay lar...i think thats all for now .... hehe =)
ciaos~

mr. Paul Leong =)

hhmmppph.... okay! i've to put an effort to update my blog!!! im not being discipline...not good...

maybe i shall update my life for a moment =)

Current life...
every Monday till Friday wake up earli in the morning... drag myself out of the bed... n go to church for TungLing... well frankly speaking, i did enjoy all my time in TL =)
kay... after TL... rush back home... study (homeschool books) till evening... take a short nap... maybe around 1 hr? den wake up...eat dinner...da da da...
at nite!!! back to study!!!! owh yes! isnt it great...
btw, TL has exams oso...so u can imagine i've b studying thru midnitesssssss.....
guess wat?! there a pimple coming out from my cheek already! but who cares lar...haha =P


TungLing Graduation!!!!
25th May 2007
7:45pm
@
Wisma Eagles

i wont b graduating wif a distinction or a double distinction cos i actually learned a good lesson from it for making a big mistake which God woke me up.... but still... i'll be graduating happily cos i think i've learn many things from tis 3 months of TL =)
what God did to me? wont touch much on tis cos is kind of long story but leads to tis question...

"do you come TungLing to get a or double distinction.... or learn God's Word/learn new things n to apply in your life?"

many of you may think...."ayar~ of course i know how to answer the question lar...."
well...of course i oso know how to answer the question lar...but many times things just does not lead to wat we think it will be... as we'll b distracted by other things to lead us to the wrong direction...

okay! here is an invitation to all my friendssss!!!!
i apologize that if i didn't invite you all personally... my bad...
but ya! you all are invited to my graduation

now i shall tell you all what i've to do or what im goin to do for the next 2 months after my TungLing ends...
life still goes on kay....life nvr stop...it wont stop.... if it stops...means you die lar! hahaha! okay, im being lame =P
i dont know wat happened to me...since after i attended TL, i've been being so lame... i think is all bcos of mrs.TMY(my wife in TL) =P

things i've to do:
1. homeschool books (if i haven finish)
2. "cell leader" (which i still haven really put my head it and think how am i goin to lead the cell)
3. Production House/Creative Arts (which i not quite functioning now)
4. 365 video for Parents Day (which is kind of a big project)
5. Youth Camp preparation (which i felt guilty for not doin much now)
6. LEARN DRIVING!!!!! (MUST!!!!)

well....6 things may be little...but it can drive me quite crazily actually...haha!!!
i actually respect ppl like Grace, Meng Hong, Min Ser, Kenneth....esp Grace...can really see them work their brain out man!... and why am i complaining here....i think i hav no right to complain... cos they hav so much more things to do than i do...
i think is time for me to grow... kenot complain like a lil boi anymore =(

so ya...
basicly college will b starting in the beginning of August...hopefully
n thats where my "new life" will start =)



* TL is goin to end in 4 more days!!!!
* im finishing my homeschool book!!!!!
WORK HARD!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!!

i duno y...but 2day my head was running thru tis song the whole day...

"When I fall in love it will be forever
Or Ill never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love is ended before its begun
And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart it will be completely
Or Ill never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you."

future life??

many things in life always don't end up as what we expected...
normally we plan plan plan...
but many times it fails...
many things in life we don't want it to happen...
but it still happen at the end...

life?

life...

erm....ya...


LIFE!!!!



life...is...

difficult?...
complicated?...
tough?...
challenging?...
fun?...



love?... like?...

whats the difference
between
loving a person?
and
liking a person?


whats the difference
with a person saying...
"i love you"?
and
"i like you"?


tung ling =)

guess wat..!!!
i decided to blog back =)

ok~ for those who knows... i'm attending the Tung Ling Seminary Bible School...
2day was my 1st exam...
well, i did quite well n scored quite high...

but...

is that the whole purpose of joining tungling? scoring high marks to get distinction or double distinction??


2day i learned something...
after i knew i scored quite high for my paper.... i was very happy... seriously...

after for moment...
i just started to think of what is the purpose for me to join tungling...

...

scoring high marks may prove to me or other ppl that i've studied hard... understand everything... spend a lot of effort into it...

but the point is here...
those things that i've learn... can i~ actually apply it into myself or not...
i think thats what is tungling all about...
2day's exam is basicly all about Christian Character Development...


Graduation Night =)

"Graduation Night"

every1 will sure go thru this... actually i din expect myself to graduate at such an age...cos i din even wan to plan to graduate from high sch at such an age... but well, darling mummy wans me to finish up~ hav to listen lor.... but im actually quite proud of myself being 1 of the youngest to graduate in sch(homeschool center)... and im the oni homeschooler that know/say rainbow has 8 colours....HAHA!!! its crap lar~

so, to say bout that night.... everything was like, "harlo?? wat the hack is goin on?!?!?!!!!!"
partly cos i wasnt organizing or not it wont b like tat.... hahaha~ seriously lar! im not joking... cos it was all their 1st time organizing such an event n expect somthing great to happen...
1st~
sound system not good...
2nd~
everything is so messy, every1 dun even know wat to do
3rd~
things weren't organized/planned properly
4th~
the video presentations weren't done well... cos tat person has no expereince, i oni teach him for 2 hrs...wat do u expect man~

but 1 thing i can say is tat they had tried their best to get things done... mayb my standard is too high~ too bad lar! im a high "C"...which im a perfectionist~
eh wait wait~ at least the dance...drama were quite ok~ great job gals and guys =P

ok~ i know im complaining too much! im sorry....im sorry~~~~



lets talk bout happy things on that night!
ya~ was so happy tat my friends could make it tat day, tho is not all of them... but is fully understandable for those who can come....
tat night i was actually reali tired cos was playing drums in the morning
but my friends and family made me happy =D
but ...
at the same time for some of them tat cant come...
....
its ok its ok =)



my family =')


Conversation, me and che: (before leaving for the graduation)
che: boi~ i wear like tat ok or not...
me: can wurt....can lar can lar... dun hav to dress until so nice 1 lar
che: bcos its ur graduation, i wear skirt ah... even my graduation i oso nvr wear ah~

wah~~~ i was so touched man!!! hahahaha...!!!

THANKS FOR COMING!!!! *sob sob*



oh ya~ joshy! reali thank you for coming tho u cant c me walk up cos u've to leave half way....
but its ok... im already happy enough tat u came =)

sara!!! i oso forgotten tat i told u bout my graduation...
but u remembered...when garrett reminded u~ haha! anyway, thanks!

ka che~ i felt like hugging u on tat night saying to u "ive graduated"
tho is not official yet... hehe =P
know u reali wanted to come...but its ok again~ its ok

and lastly, JAMIE! =P
thanks for card =) its totally understandable that u cant come on that night
well~ IT's OK~!!! hahaha!!!

wanted to thank you to all my friends again!!! muakss =D

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Conversation: me and a friend(on Monday morning, day after the graduation)
myfriend: damn it! it so crap... last night graduate, 2day have to wake up n study.
me: YA WEI!!! but is like since after the graduation...im like so wanting to finish my books faster...hahaha!!!!
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Walt Disney? just for kids??

okay, just finish watching the High School Musical.
And i actually watched it twice... and i almost cried twice...
YES LAR!!!! it was an almost!!!! eh~ i din know Walt Disney will come out such a drama touching story lar...seriously~ as a person like me that like to make videos...i think this video is reali great... the quality of the video, audio....actings...singings...dancings...AND STORY LINE!!!
i mean~ it sure take quite a super long period of time to get this video done.... and i think the story line was FAN.....TA.....ssss...TIC~
and i've to admit the gal,...


Gabriella(which is Vanessa Anne Hudgens)...she's "hot"~~~
is she hot??? come on! the guyssssss~~~~ answer wei! dun lie ok....HAHA!

i mean....she's the type of gal tat when a guy sees her...and she smiles at him...then the guy will faint~ ah yea, that type! haha! =D


but ya~ maybe u all are wondering why would i watch this movie...
well, cos i heard from a few freds tat kept saying its nice...its so nice~~~
and Su told me tat in her sch, this movie is soooo famous....n all the guys oso think tat Gabriella is hot....nah~ see! come on....
so now i understand y ppl are crazy over this movie...
cos its reali reali nice... =)

is there a "why" or "reason" to like a person?

just finished watch Initial D(anime).
got caught up by a conversation between a guy and a girl.

conversation:
Guy: You're a girl lots of guys will want to date you if you speak out. Why me?
Girl: Why you? Hrm... i also don't know... i think it must be because i like you!
the guy got shock~

actually recently a good/close friend of mine did ask me this kind of similar question.

is there a "why" or "reason" to like a person?
sorry, but the answer wont be posting here =P
think for yourself lar =)

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SPM SPM SPm spm spm spm......

yep! spm is starting!!! very near...very near...
all the best to all spm-er =)

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tag...

i guess i've to do this...or not later sara scold me =P


3 Hobbies:

a) computer(surf net, play game, etc etc)
b) sleeping...
c) practising drums (ya! its a hobby!)

3 Things On My "To-Do" List:
a) finish level 11 by March 2007
b) study hard ( have to! and trying to!)
c) and goin to sleep later =P

3 Unique Traits: hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
a) good drum teacher? (mayb)
b) i love to edit videos
c) ...

3 Favourite Drinks:
a) Mocha
b) Honeydew Milk
c) -

3 Passions:
a) for God
b) for my
drums.. (ok i know~ in my brain oni got drums =P)
c) and for my friends =)

3 Awesome Movies:
a) Gladiator
b) Lord of the Ring I, II, III
c) Superman =P

3 Good Bands:
a) Delirious
b) New Song (its a new christian band)
c) Linkin Park

3 Things I Am Anal About:
a) college entry
b) ...
c) ...

3 Random Men:
a) min ser
b) ps. hong seng
c) ryan (is he qualified as a man =P)

3 Bad Habits:
a) eat in front of the tv?
b) nvr get myself away from the computer
c) put my leg up while eating on the dining table

3 Painful Experiences:
well...its kind of private =P

3 Treasured Memories:
a) sweet memories that are over
b) time spend wif my freds =)
c) ...

3 Goals Before 30:
a) to be MARRIED (totally agree wif sara)
b) achieve a high standard of drum skills
c) to be successful in what i plan to do. (yep! actually i copied sara's 1 =P)

3 Biggest Fears:
a) hurt someone?
b) get scolded
c) dark? somtimes...like alone at home that time...

3 Favourite Desserts:
a) valina ice-cream
b) cheese cake (secrete recipe =) )
c) Ice Mocha

3 Persons I Tag:
not taggin any1 =)

paul wif garrett =)

paul got a miss call from garrett...
paul called him back..

(on the phone):
paul: yes?? apa hal?
garrett: ntg d...was thinking whether need to bring the driver's installation...
paul: o...no nid lar...
garrett: yalar...
paul: where r u now??
garrett: on the way...on the way...

basicly garrett is goin over to paul's hse to ask paul to format his computer.


*ding dong*
paul: eh! HI GARRETT!!!!
garrett: elllloooo...
paul: eh wait, where u park ur car ah??
garrett: errrr.....the 1 nx to the pondok?
paul: kenot kenot...tat 1 got owner 1... the guard din ask for ur driving liscence and give u a visitor pass??
garrett: hmmm...errr.....no~~
paul: eh! kenot lar...hav to get from the guard lar..or not they'll lock up ur tire 1 ah, den u've to pay 50buks to unlock it
garrett: reali ah?? *imagine garrett's face saying tat*
paul: yalar! come... we drive to the guard hse together...

in front of the guard hse...
paul: giv me ur driving liscence...
garrett: ayak~ wheres my driving liscence....

*find find find *

garrett: ah, here....
*paul shouts at the guard*
paul: bang bang!!! saya nak visitor pass...
bang: kenapa?
paul: saya nak park dalam visitor parking lar...
bang: kamu owner tak boleh lar...
*so duh lar!!! of course i know lar!!!! si bodoh*
paul: bukan...itu kerata kawan saya...dia nak datang rumah saya...tadi dia masuk awak tidak tanya untuk driving liscence-nya...
bang: awak tidak boleh cakap saya tidak tanya dia....dia mesti tanya awak untuk visitor pass...
*man!!! im so darn pissed off wif tat darn 2pid dong bodoh guard... like as if im the guard!*
paul: yalar....sekarang saya nak ambil daripada awak lar...
bang: muka kamu dua macam sama lar... mana tahu kamu adik-beradik...
paul: bukan lar! awak pun boleh tengok kereta itu tak ada sticker...
bang: nanti....
*slowly go n take the visitor pass....*
garrett: ayor...so 2pid 1
paul: yalar~ elaine quarrel wif them a lot of times d...
garrett: the way they talk kenot lar....
paul: YALAR!!! haihz....


*paul and garrett came back into the house...*
paul's mom: why so long 1??
paul: ayor! tell u ah! tat guaredd terrible lar....
Garrett: yalar....
*as garrett continue to explain to paul's mom wat happened*
HAHAHHA!!!!

* in paul's room*
paul: ok come...faster fix ur computer.... so wat are the things that you want....before i format ur comp
garrett: this.....this....this....this....
paul: wah!!! so big!!!! 20 GB!!!!
garrett: wah...i din know it was tis big...
paul: nvm lar.... ill just copy over to harddisk lar...
*garrett saw it takes how long to copy over*
garrettt: wah!!! 180mins!!
paul: wow~ ayar....hav to wait lar...or not how? u dun wan to ur things ah?
garrett: yalor yalor...wait lar
paul: lemme check wat u got inside....
*click click click*
paul: eh~ u got "Lost"
garrett: ya...i haven watch 1...
paul: watch now lar...
garrett: ah okok.... since got ntg to do

* so paul and garrett watched Lost season 3 as they are waiting for the copying to finish*
*watch watch watch*
*finished the Episode 00, 01,02*
garrett: wah~ still haven finish...
paul: haihz.... wah! 2am+ d! u no nid go home d lar...
garrett: yalor..mayb ill just sleep over lar...

*continue to watch Episode 03*
garrett: i think by the time we finish watching this episode the copying haven finish..
paul: hahaha~ mayb... how ask ur files so big...

*episode 03 finished...no more d....tats the latest episode*
paul: ayar...still got little bit more...

....


....


....



....


garrett: ok! finish!
paul: ok! come...lets screw ur harddisk now!
* paul teaching garrett as he is doin the formating*
paul: c....simple and easy rite??? nx time u can do it by urself d...
garrett: yalar! so easy!...
paul: hahaha!!!

*4am+*
paul: ok...new windows installed...now hav to copy back all ur things..
garrett: ya...
paul: come..let go to sleep lar... just let the copying run... 7am wake up help u finish up everything...
*5:20am*


*7am*
paul: wah! haven finish copying...
garrett: yalar..gila 1...


*9am*
garrett: ok lar! finished!!!! go home d...
paul: ya...i wan to sleep...

HAHA!!!

so garrett happily carrying his CPU back home...
as paul went to sleep and woke up at 3 pm to eat his lunch...
and...
go back to sleep ....
woke up at 5 =P

rainbow got 8 colours?

my "BIG" day is coming soon...
which is my graduation from my "homeschool" programme....
grrr....yea! im so desperate to get out from that programme!!!

why is the title of tis post "rainbow got 8 colours?"
for those who know...ryan started this statement that in paul's mind, rainbow has 8 colours... and its bcos im a homeschooler... thats y i think rainbow has 8 colours...
actually in my homeschool books...they had nvr tought rainbow got how many colours...
but some1 from SU better than me!!! RAINBOW HAS 10 COLOURS!!!! haha...
so yalar!!! all this while that statement has been sticking to me... i think it'll stick to me "forever"

but thats not the reason why i want to get out of this homeschool programme so desperate lar...
somhow i find this homeschool programme kind of stupid in the sense... but is oso good in ways that i dun hav to go tuition...
and BTW~ study HSP(homeschool programme) oso got stress 1 okie!

Graduation Day on 26 Nov, Sunday 4pm-6pm.

ambition?? chapter 2?

Abel: glad to know you take drumming THAT seriously.

to tell the truth... last time i've never take drumming serious...
last time just like learn for fun, play for fun, hit for fun...

but maybe time make a difference or maybe when a person is growing,....mind thinking changes....
im not too sure when i had this thought of having this kind of ambition...
but im willing to spend my time and effort to get it done =)
everyday at home, i practice just oni my drum bass oso take around 2 hrs? ya... so far no 1 complain =P 'cos i put lots of pillows inside... its no easy to spend 2 hrs just kicking the bass drum or few hrs on the drumset practicing the same thing... but i dun think anything will come wifout hard work...

thanks for every1's support =)
big thanks to u all!
well...lets just wish i will succeed =P

ambition??

Conversation: (paul and Kheng Yee)
Chewie: ya, u can do what adobe thing and stuff
Chewie: what is adobe for actually?
Chewie: u say u do the video wif it
Chewie: oh the video was cool
paul - pure : adobe for few types of programmes...exampls, photoshop and Premier Pro(which im using to edit videos)
paul - pure : adobe is more on graphic and multimedia
paul - pure : ya...tat probably explains everything =)
Chewie: i c. so, ur ambition is to be a "multi"media teacher? LOL u talented!
paul - pure : nop
paul - pure : my ambition is actually no being a multimedia teacher or video editor
paul - pure : is somthing tat my parents dun know also


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so what my ambition...my ambition is quite hard to success n have to spend lots of time, effort, money, money,...money....money... etc etc...
haha~!
ya, it seems like my ambition is to be a Video Editor...it was once my ambition... but for now its not anymore...

so whats my ambition? even my parents dunno.... 'cos if i tell my parents i dun think they will agree with me lor...
so my ambition is to be a professional drummer and a successful drum teacher...
don't ask me why... 'cos i oso duno..i just like it =)

few things i dun think my parents will agree wif me:
1.) drum accessaries/parts are darn expensive and they are afraid that ill stop playing/learning drums half way...
2.) is not easy to be a professional drummer... is not like u learn for 2-3 yrs, finish all Grade 8, finish diploma and you'll b pro... but the fact is not....it will take around 10 yrs? or mayb more? and my parents think i'll give up half way... 'cos reali hav to spend lots of time n effort....
3.) is hard to earn for living.... actually i agree on this, 'cos if i teach in music schools...i oni get like 50% and hav to dpends on how many students i got... unless i hav my own music school den i can keep 100% lar =P that is a "if"
4.) for now, i can't effort to get somthing tat i need now... ='( it will cost BIG money man!!!

dun hav to say all tis 4 reasons.... just the 1st reason is enough... HAHaha!!!

well, im still goin to study multimedia lar... or not how to earn for living nx time?! but multimedia is not cheap oso ok!!!!!
i shall think what to do wif my ambition ='(

sunday...

as 2day Ps.HongSeng shared the word on "Friendship".
i just felt really bless with the friends around me =)
and i really appreciate it a lot...

Ryan - tho he always buli me as a homeschoolar... but we're like brothers, mayb.... 'cos i treat him as one =) well... he knows my everything...a person that i can trust and always keep me in prayer...

Kit - my ka che =) whenever im frustrated or sad or just not in the mood...she always cheer me up...talk sense into me(tis doesn't mean my brain doesn't make sense).

Sasa - my mui~ well.... tis gal ah??? she can just make me laugh non-stop wif cute n happening stories...haha! and another person that ill share my personal feelings n toughts wif... but she'll oni listen...

Bel - my cell leader of mine =P ya, he knows most of my stuffs too...but not all... 'cos somtimes there are somthing u can't reveal to cell leader...HAHA! always giv me good advices on handling stuffs...

Joel - my honey!!! well, is nice mixing wif him =) can really go crazy wif him...

Clara - a person that i can share happiness wif...but somtimes sadness too...

Pillow - AH!!! low low low....my good friend of mine =) i've nvr got sad b4 being wif her...serious! mayb will lar... and somtimes she also do help me when i'm having dificulties... "somtimes..."

Jamie - jam jam... =P a perasan gal that u can make u laugh ur head off...

Nat - sai mui~ always teman-ing me when im bored at work or anytime =)

Joshua - Joshy!!! tho not reali close to him...but being wif him, just felt comfortable and nice to talk to...

Garrett - AH!!! i miss tis dude!

Sara - ah tis gal! she always comes on9 on the right time that i can blast all my frustration n sadness to her... den she try to cheer me up... well, not i always choose to her to blast to...'cos no 1 was around that time mah... =P

Grace - Grace che che... helped me up a few times on spiritual problem... always ask her questions and she'll try her best to answer...

Joey - =) all i can say he is definitely a nice fred to b wif...



i reali reali appreciate all my freds that i had...dun care whether close fred, normal freds....or watever...i'm happy to hav u all as my fred...
btw, if ur name is not stated up there....doesn't mean i dun take u as my fred....

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