Graduation Night =)

"Graduation Night"

every1 will sure go thru this... actually i din expect myself to graduate at such an age...cos i din even wan to plan to graduate from high sch at such an age... but well, darling mummy wans me to finish up~ hav to listen lor.... but im actually quite proud of myself being 1 of the youngest to graduate in sch(homeschool center)... and im the oni homeschooler that know/say rainbow has 8 colours....HAHA!!! its crap lar~

so, to say bout that night.... everything was like, "harlo?? wat the hack is goin on?!?!?!!!!!"
partly cos i wasnt organizing or not it wont b like tat.... hahaha~ seriously lar! im not joking... cos it was all their 1st time organizing such an event n expect somthing great to happen...
1st~
sound system not good...
2nd~
everything is so messy, every1 dun even know wat to do
3rd~
things weren't organized/planned properly
4th~
the video presentations weren't done well... cos tat person has no expereince, i oni teach him for 2 hrs...wat do u expect man~

but 1 thing i can say is tat they had tried their best to get things done... mayb my standard is too high~ too bad lar! im a high "C"...which im a perfectionist~
eh wait wait~ at least the dance...drama were quite ok~ great job gals and guys =P

ok~ i know im complaining too much! im sorry....im sorry~~~~



lets talk bout happy things on that night!
ya~ was so happy tat my friends could make it tat day, tho is not all of them... but is fully understandable for those who can come....
tat night i was actually reali tired cos was playing drums in the morning
but my friends and family made me happy =D
but ...
at the same time for some of them tat cant come...
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its ok its ok =)



my family =')


Conversation, me and che: (before leaving for the graduation)
che: boi~ i wear like tat ok or not...
me: can wurt....can lar can lar... dun hav to dress until so nice 1 lar
che: bcos its ur graduation, i wear skirt ah... even my graduation i oso nvr wear ah~

wah~~~ i was so touched man!!! hahahaha...!!!

THANKS FOR COMING!!!! *sob sob*



oh ya~ joshy! reali thank you for coming tho u cant c me walk up cos u've to leave half way....
but its ok... im already happy enough tat u came =)

sara!!! i oso forgotten tat i told u bout my graduation...
but u remembered...when garrett reminded u~ haha! anyway, thanks!

ka che~ i felt like hugging u on tat night saying to u "ive graduated"
tho is not official yet... hehe =P
know u reali wanted to come...but its ok again~ its ok

and lastly, JAMIE! =P
thanks for card =) its totally understandable that u cant come on that night
well~ IT's OK~!!! hahaha!!!

wanted to thank you to all my friends again!!! muakss =D

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Conversation: me and a friend(on Monday morning, day after the graduation)
myfriend: damn it! it so crap... last night graduate, 2day have to wake up n study.
me: YA WEI!!! but is like since after the graduation...im like so wanting to finish my books faster...hahaha!!!!
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Walt Disney? just for kids??

okay, just finish watching the High School Musical.
And i actually watched it twice... and i almost cried twice...
YES LAR!!!! it was an almost!!!! eh~ i din know Walt Disney will come out such a drama touching story lar...seriously~ as a person like me that like to make videos...i think this video is reali great... the quality of the video, audio....actings...singings...dancings...AND STORY LINE!!!
i mean~ it sure take quite a super long period of time to get this video done.... and i think the story line was FAN.....TA.....ssss...TIC~
and i've to admit the gal,...


Gabriella(which is Vanessa Anne Hudgens)...she's "hot"~~~
is she hot??? come on! the guyssssss~~~~ answer wei! dun lie ok....HAHA!

i mean....she's the type of gal tat when a guy sees her...and she smiles at him...then the guy will faint~ ah yea, that type! haha! =D


but ya~ maybe u all are wondering why would i watch this movie...
well, cos i heard from a few freds tat kept saying its nice...its so nice~~~
and Su told me tat in her sch, this movie is soooo famous....n all the guys oso think tat Gabriella is hot....nah~ see! come on....
so now i understand y ppl are crazy over this movie...
cos its reali reali nice... =)

is there a "why" or "reason" to like a person?

just finished watch Initial D(anime).
got caught up by a conversation between a guy and a girl.

conversation:
Guy: You're a girl lots of guys will want to date you if you speak out. Why me?
Girl: Why you? Hrm... i also don't know... i think it must be because i like you!
the guy got shock~

actually recently a good/close friend of mine did ask me this kind of similar question.

is there a "why" or "reason" to like a person?
sorry, but the answer wont be posting here =P
think for yourself lar =)

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SPM SPM SPm spm spm spm......

yep! spm is starting!!! very near...very near...
all the best to all spm-er =)

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tag...

i guess i've to do this...or not later sara scold me =P


3 Hobbies:
a) computer(surf net, play game, etc etc)
b) sleeping...
c) practising drums (ya! its a hobby!)

3 Things On My "To-Do" List:
a) finish level 11 by March 2007
b) study hard ( have to! and trying to!)
c) and goin to sleep later =P

3 Unique Traits: hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
a) good drum teacher? (mayb)
b) i love to edit videos
c) ...

3 Favourite Drinks:
a) Mocha
b) Honeydew Milk
c) -

3 Passions:
a) for God
b) for my drums.. (ok i know~ in my brain oni got drums =P)
c) and for my friends =)

3 Awesome Movies:
a) Gladiator
b) Lord of the Ring I, II, III
c) Superman =P

3 Good Bands:
a) Delirious
b) New Song (its a new christian band)
c) Linkin Park

3 Things I Am Anal About:
a) college entry
b) ...
c) ...

3 Random Men:
a) min ser
b) ps. hong seng
c) ryan (is he qualified as a man =P)

3 Bad Habits:
a) eat in front of the tv?
b) nvr get myself away from the computer
c) put my leg up while eating on the dining table

3 Painful Experiences:
well...its kind of private =P

3 Treasured Memories:
a) sweet memories that are over
b) time spend wif my freds =)
c) ...

3 Goals Before 30:
a) to be MARRIED (totally agree wif sara)
b) achieve a high standard of drum skills
c) to be successful in what i plan to do. (yep! actually i copied sara's 1 =P)

3 Biggest Fears:
a) hurt someone?
b) get scolded
c) dark? somtimes...like alone at home that time...

3 Favourite Desserts:
a) valina ice-cream
b) cheese cake (secrete recipe =) )
c) Ice Mocha

3 Persons I Tag:
not taggin any1 =)

paul wif garrett =)

paul got a miss call from garrett...
paul called him back..

(on the phone):
paul: yes?? apa hal?
garrett: ntg d...was thinking whether need to bring the driver's installation...
paul: o...no nid lar...
garrett: yalar...
paul: where r u now??
garrett: on the way...on the way...

basicly garrett is goin over to paul's hse to ask paul to format his computer.


*ding dong*
paul: eh! HI GARRETT!!!!
garrett: elllloooo...
paul: eh wait, where u park ur car ah??
garrett: errrr.....the 1 nx to the pondok?
paul: kenot kenot...tat 1 got owner 1... the guard din ask for ur driving liscence and give u a visitor pass??
garrett: hmmm...errr.....no~~
paul: eh! kenot lar...hav to get from the guard lar..or not they'll lock up ur tire 1 ah, den u've to pay 50buks to unlock it
garrett: reali ah?? *imagine garrett's face saying tat*
paul: yalar! come... we drive to the guard hse together...

in front of the guard hse...
paul: giv me ur driving liscence...
garrett: ayak~ wheres my driving liscence....

*find find find *

garrett: ah, here....
*paul shouts at the guard*
paul: bang bang!!! saya nak visitor pass...
bang: kenapa?
paul: saya nak park dalam visitor parking lar...
bang: kamu owner tak boleh lar...
*so duh lar!!! of course i know lar!!!! si bodoh*
paul: bukan...itu kerata kawan saya...dia nak datang rumah saya...tadi dia masuk awak tidak tanya untuk driving liscence-nya...
bang: awak tidak boleh cakap saya tidak tanya dia....dia mesti tanya awak untuk visitor pass...
*man!!! im so darn pissed off wif tat darn 2pid dong bodoh guard... like as if im the guard!*
paul: yalar....sekarang saya nak ambil daripada awak lar...
bang: muka kamu dua macam sama lar... mana tahu kamu adik-beradik...
paul: bukan lar! awak pun boleh tengok kereta itu tak ada sticker...
bang: nanti....
*slowly go n take the visitor pass....*
garrett: ayor...so 2pid 1
paul: yalar~ elaine quarrel wif them a lot of times d...
garrett: the way they talk kenot lar....
paul: YALAR!!! haihz....


*paul and garrett came back into the house...*
paul's mom: why so long 1??
paul: ayor! tell u ah! tat guaredd terrible lar....
Garrett: yalar....
*as garrett continue to explain to paul's mom wat happened*
HAHAHHA!!!!

* in paul's room*
paul: ok come...faster fix ur computer.... so wat are the things that you want....before i format ur comp
garrett: this.....this....this....this....
paul: wah!!! so big!!!! 20 GB!!!!
garrett: wah...i din know it was tis big...
paul: nvm lar.... ill just copy over to harddisk lar...
*garrett saw it takes how long to copy over*
garrettt: wah!!! 180mins!!
paul: wow~ ayar....hav to wait lar...or not how? u dun wan to ur things ah?
garrett: yalor yalor...wait lar
paul: lemme check wat u got inside....
*click click click*
paul: eh~ u got "Lost"
garrett: ya...i haven watch 1...
paul: watch now lar...
garrett: ah okok.... since got ntg to do

* so paul and garrett watched Lost season 3 as they are waiting for the copying to finish*
*watch watch watch*
*finished the Episode 00, 01,02*
garrett: wah~ still haven finish...
paul: haihz.... wah! 2am+ d! u no nid go home d lar...
garrett: yalor..mayb ill just sleep over lar...

*continue to watch Episode 03*
garrett: i think by the time we finish watching this episode the copying haven finish..
paul: hahaha~ mayb... how ask ur files so big...

*episode 03 finished...no more d....tats the latest episode*
paul: ayar...still got little bit more...

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garrett: ok! finish!
paul: ok! come...lets screw ur harddisk now!
* paul teaching garrett as he is doin the formating*
paul: c....simple and easy rite??? nx time u can do it by urself d...
garrett: yalar! so easy!...
paul: hahaha!!!

*4am+*
paul: ok...new windows installed...now hav to copy back all ur things..
garrett: ya...
paul: come..let go to sleep lar... just let the copying run... 7am wake up help u finish up everything...
*5:20am*


*7am*
paul: wah! haven finish copying...
garrett: yalar..gila 1...


*9am*
garrett: ok lar! finished!!!! go home d...
paul: ya...i wan to sleep...

HAHA!!!

so garrett happily carrying his CPU back home...
as paul went to sleep and woke up at 3 pm to eat his lunch...
and...
go back to sleep ....
woke up at 5 =P

rainbow got 8 colours?

my "BIG" day is coming soon...
which is my graduation from my "homeschool" programme....
grrr....yea! im so desperate to get out from that programme!!!

why is the title of tis post "rainbow got 8 colours?"
for those who know...ryan started this statement that in paul's mind, rainbow has 8 colours... and its bcos im a homeschooler... thats y i think rainbow has 8 colours...
actually in my homeschool books...they had nvr tought rainbow got how many colours...
but some1 from SU better than me!!! RAINBOW HAS 10 COLOURS!!!! haha...
so yalar!!! all this while that statement has been sticking to me... i think it'll stick to me "forever"

but thats not the reason why i want to get out of this homeschool programme so desperate lar...
somhow i find this homeschool programme kind of stupid in the sense... but is oso good in ways that i dun hav to go tuition...
and BTW~ study HSP(homeschool programme) oso got stress 1 okie!

Graduation Day on 26 Nov, Sunday 4pm-6pm.

ambition?? chapter 2?

Abel: glad to know you take drumming THAT seriously.

to tell the truth... last time i've never take drumming serious...
last time just like learn for fun, play for fun, hit for fun...

but maybe time make a difference or maybe when a person is growing,....mind thinking changes....
im not too sure when i had this thought of having this kind of ambition...
but im willing to spend my time and effort to get it done =)
everyday at home, i practice just oni my drum bass oso take around 2 hrs? ya... so far no 1 complain =P 'cos i put lots of pillows inside... its no easy to spend 2 hrs just kicking the bass drum or few hrs on the drumset practicing the same thing... but i dun think anything will come wifout hard work...

thanks for every1's support =)
big thanks to u all!
well...lets just wish i will succeed =P

ambition??

Conversation: (paul and Kheng Yee)
Chewie: ya, u can do what adobe thing and stuff
Chewie: what is adobe for actually?
Chewie: u say u do the video wif it
Chewie: oh the video was cool
paul - pure : adobe for few types of programmes...exampls, photoshop and Premier Pro(which im using to edit videos)
paul - pure : adobe is more on graphic and multimedia
paul - pure : ya...tat probably explains everything =)
Chewie: i c. so, ur ambition is to be a "multi"media teacher? LOL u talented!
paul - pure : nop
paul - pure : my ambition is actually no being a multimedia teacher or video editor
paul - pure : is somthing tat my parents dun know also


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so what my ambition...my ambition is quite hard to success n have to spend lots of time, effort, money, money,...money....money... etc etc...
haha~!
ya, it seems like my ambition is to be a Video Editor...it was once my ambition... but for now its not anymore...

so whats my ambition? even my parents dunno.... 'cos if i tell my parents i dun think they will agree with me lor...
so my ambition is to be a professional drummer and a successful drum teacher...
don't ask me why... 'cos i oso duno..i just like it =)

few things i dun think my parents will agree wif me:
1.) drum accessaries/parts are darn expensive and they are afraid that ill stop playing/learning drums half way...
2.) is not easy to be a professional drummer... is not like u learn for 2-3 yrs, finish all Grade 8, finish diploma and you'll b pro... but the fact is not....it will take around 10 yrs? or mayb more? and my parents think i'll give up half way... 'cos reali hav to spend lots of time n effort....
3.) is hard to earn for living.... actually i agree on this, 'cos if i teach in music schools...i oni get like 50% and hav to dpends on how many students i got... unless i hav my own music school den i can keep 100% lar =P that is a "if"
4.) for now, i can't effort to get somthing tat i need now... ='( it will cost BIG money man!!!

dun hav to say all tis 4 reasons.... just the 1st reason is enough... HAHaha!!!

well, im still goin to study multimedia lar... or not how to earn for living nx time?! but multimedia is not cheap oso ok!!!!!
i shall think what to do wif my ambition ='(

sunday...

as 2day Ps.HongSeng shared the word on "Friendship".
i just felt really bless with the friends around me =)
and i really appreciate it a lot...

Ryan - tho he always buli me as a homeschoolar... but we're like brothers, mayb.... 'cos i treat him as one =) well... he knows my everything...a person that i can trust and always keep me in prayer...

Kit - my ka che =) whenever im frustrated or sad or just not in the mood...she always cheer me up...talk sense into me(tis doesn't mean my brain doesn't make sense).

Sasa - my mui~ well.... tis gal ah??? she can just make me laugh non-stop wif cute n happening stories...haha! and another person that ill share my personal feelings n toughts wif... but she'll oni listen...

Bel - my cell leader of mine =P ya, he knows most of my stuffs too...but not all... 'cos somtimes there are somthing u can't reveal to cell leader...HAHA! always giv me good advices on handling stuffs...

Joel - my honey!!! well, is nice mixing wif him =) can really go crazy wif him...

Clara - a person that i can share happiness wif...but somtimes sadness too...

Pillow - AH!!! low low low....my good friend of mine =) i've nvr got sad b4 being wif her...serious! mayb will lar... and somtimes she also do help me when i'm having dificulties... "somtimes..."

Jamie - jam jam... =P a perasan gal that u can make u laugh ur head off...

Nat - sai mui~ always teman-ing me when im bored at work or anytime =)

Joshua - Joshy!!! tho not reali close to him...but being wif him, just felt comfortable and nice to talk to...

Garrett - AH!!! i miss tis dude!

Sara - ah tis gal! she always comes on9 on the right time that i can blast all my frustration n sadness to her... den she try to cheer me up... well, not i always choose to her to blast to...'cos no 1 was around that time mah... =P

Grace - Grace che che... helped me up a few times on spiritual problem... always ask her questions and she'll try her best to answer...

Joey - =) all i can say he is definitely a nice fred to b wif...



i reali reali appreciate all my freds that i had...dun care whether close fred, normal freds....or watever...i'm happy to hav u all as my fred...
btw, if ur name is not stated up there....doesn't mean i dun take u as my fred....

what happened to summit gsc?!??!!

okay, 2day me n ryan went to summit... and we planned to watch "Miami". btw, Miami is a 18SG movie...
so guess wat...when i buy ticket...the convo goes like this:

me: Miami, 3:10jam...dua ticket...
guy: Miami ya?
me: ya...
guy: awak middle age keh? above 18?
me: ya ya...

haha...so the guy gave me the tickets lar...
but when me n ryan was on the way in...when i pass the tickets to the guy...he asked for IC!!!
so im not 2pid to show mine rite! 16 and 18 is like 2 yrs gap...so i asked ryan to take out his lar...cuz 17 and 18 is close mah... so he took out n show... the guy say kenot...
KENOT!!!! so we requested to change movie lor...

guess wat movie we changed to....

HAHAHA!!!!
its a show that is totally full of hot gals....
i told ryan...that show shuldnt rate as "U" lar...is definitely bad for small kids...i know im still small! HAHAHA!!!

okay...the show is DOA - Death or Alive...
is quite nice ok....nice in the sense NOT how the gals dress lar....
i mean those fighting scenes n all....
but i've to admit all the gals inside that movie are attractive =P
ya...abel has been tricky on me on9 just now when i told him about it.... HAHAHA!!!

so yea...Summit is no longer a place where u can watch a movie tat is 18SG when u're not 18 and above yet...

tats all bout it...ciao!!!

man! its like can't live wifout drugs...

ya! seems like im taking drugs d....

the drums is just in front of me...
i can touch...
i can hug...
i can smell...
i can rub...
i can sit...
i can wipe...
i can carry...
i can kiss...
...............................it (drum)...............



BUT!!!!!
I.............I!!!!!..............i...............

can't play...
can't feel...
can't hit...
can't whack...
can't step...
can't roll...
can't .......
can't............can't......can't.....

can't PRACTICE it!!!!!
*sob sob*


just1 day.... JUST 1 DAY wifout hitting or playing....or practicing with it...
im like dying!!! DYING!!!! U KNOW!!!!
HAIHzzz!!!!


my mom: "why do u want to choose such a noisy instrument..."
me: "eh! is like as if i wan to choose this noisy instrument..."


so say the truth...all along i never fall in love with drums....tho i play for services and all...
but since after i got my drumset...im like so over...so desperate....so.....soo.....soooooooooo

soooooooo.....so what ah?? hrmm...i can't think of that word.... ermmmm.....
ah YES!!!

so IN LOVE with it!!!! especially my snare (eh bel! don't think wrongly yea, u oso like my snare...so it's the same point...those who don't understand...u don't have to understand or ask =P)
i oso love the other parts lar =)


AH!!!! OOOO MY DARLING!!!!!!sssssss...............

grrr....."ROARRR!!!!!!!!!!"

GUESS WAT!!!!!

the management called me and he say "kamu main drum kah?? sangat bisisng lar...ada orang complain lar..."
so wat can i say....i said "ooo okay, saya cuba tak main lar..."
den the management replied, "ya, jangan main...nanti ada orang complain lagi."


*sobsob*
"saya dah tidak ada mood main drums anymore" ='(

take your time to read...

[Pinky Day] =)


One Day, Paul and Ryan were walking together after 365 meeting....


they were actually looking for their mui-s... but searching for quite some time, they still can't find thier mui-s... and they were tired, so they sat down as they continue to look around...










5 mins.... 10 mins... 30mins... Ryan can't stand it... he went to Paul n cried... (tho the picture was showing them smiling but they were actually crying =P ) so Paul faster sayang Ryan.... .... ....




Ryan cried for a long long long time..... and he suddenly stopped cyring.... cuz his mui (Su Ann) came to look for him.... at that time, Paul's good friend which is Pearly was Su Ann... so everybody were happy except for Paul, cuz he still cannot find his mui...




so Paul never give up, as he continue to look for his mui tho he is very very tired.... and FINALLY!!!! Paul's mui(Melissa) showed up in front of him....he was so happy until he almost cried... (Paul was very tired, thats y his eyes can hardly open in the picture =P)




and Paul is happy that he has Melissa as his mui... =)

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[Muakzzz!!!]



this is a Snare....a snare drum.... for those who dunno what izit =P
well, somehow some ppl dun like my snare sound... say like...too loud? too sharp that pierce until the ear or hurt the ear?...

but i dun care lar!!! cuz i still love my snare!!!! =)


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[ROAR!!!!!]



for also those who dunno what is this..... this is a drum bass pedal... a pedal...

repeat after me..... pedal....

pedal....

a drum bass pedal is not easy to learn... yea i know....can step, got sound then ok d mah rite??
but NO!!! just a single pedal got different ways of technique of using it, different ways of steping it, different ways of pressing it.... etc etc etc.... i oso dun understand why like that...

so well, a pedal can actually make me impatience n angry...
YES!!! cuz im trying to learn a technique/way to stepping it to make the "double bass" sound more solid and power.... if u dunno wat is double bass, den its ok or maybe you can ask Abel =P
why it make me impatience and angry?? common sense lar....cuz i cant do it...
yesterday i spend 2 and a half hrs.... just to practice tat technique on the pedal... but i still cant get it right. then at the end i threw my drum stick on the floor....

sooooo......
2day i continue.... practice tat same technique to get it right lar....spend like over 2 hrs....
MAN!!!! i still cant get it!!!! but i found out another way/technique.... it sounds almost the same.... but im still no happy.... ='(

HAIHzzz!!!!
2molow i shall continue again.... ..... ....

pet bro and sis falling in love wif each other???

well...since my blog's name is "LiFe"....
so my blog will b full of questions....HAHA!!!

a friend of mine(girl) asked me this, "will it be possible that i'll end up falling in love wif my pet brother?"
actually her friend asked her that....den she came n ask me....


so, ermm....
actually there are many answers for it....
as for me, i think at the 1st place when both person wan to b pet bro n sis....is bcuz both of them feel the bro or sis love there....that way i think the chance of falling in love wif your pet bro or sis will be very low...
example of me n my mui(sasa) or my kache(kit), i can tell the chances of me falling in love wif 1 of them is super super low...i can say is exactly no chance for me to fall in love wif 1 of them.... HAHA!!!

so that's my opinion....
wat's yours???

think...think... =p

my baby!!!

Circle??
Yellow circle??

Red Circle??
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red circle in a blue box??


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wow...so beautiful~~

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a carpet full with boxes and circle??...

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YES!!! is a carpet!!!
isn't it beautiful?? =P
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relationship or friendship? the story ends like this...

okie...see, different ppl answered differently...
is not a test or wat lar....chill =P

so yea, the story ends like this...

at the end, Guy A and the girl got together as a happy couple...
it took time for Guy B to understand Guy A, as bcuz they grew up together, being best,close friends and are like real brothers....
but at some time, Guy B actually likes another girl more than the girl that is with Guy A.

so as wat Grace said in her blog...feelings go and come...
but for wat i think is tat, whether the feelings will go it depends on our choice whether we want or not... for come, ermmm... i think is natural =p


so now...*thinking*
i know you all got a lot of opinions =p

relationship or friendship??

okie, i know i didn't blog for a period of time d =P
just finished watching a show last 2 weeks. half of the show is love story... so ill roughly write it out...

Guy A and Guy B are "heng dai", which means like real brothers.

1 day Guy B told Guy A that he just met a girl and he liked her so much. so by common sense Guy B went to "kau" that girl lar....but he kept failing everytime single time he tried... and this girl kept trying to expain to Guy B that both of them will only b friends, not more than that...
but somehow this Guy B quite dumb lar....or maybe he got no brains, he just chouldn't understand what the girl is saying....
so as the dumb Guy B was still trying to "kau" that girl... and this girl can't stand it anymore.
the girl went to look for Guy A cause she knows both of them are reali close friends, like brothers. so she was thinking he could explain it to Guy B for her...
but after Guy A explained it to Guy B.... Guy B still thinks that the girl will like him.

to cut the long story short, Guy B still haven't give up...
but after a period of time, Guy A and the girl found out that actually both of them liked each other... then some incident happen that make them confess to each other lar...
so both of them got together sercret, still thinking of a way to explain to Guy B.

but before Guy A and the girl had a chance to explain to Guy B, Guy B ownself found out they were going out together secretly...
so don't have to say, Guy B felt so betray by his best, close friend that treated him like a brother and he was darn angry lar... who won't get angry in this type of situation...
Guy A still took the courage to explain to Guy B...

i won't be writing out the ending of this story.
so here are the questions:

1.) What will you do if you're Guy B and Guy A explain to you?

2.) What will you do if you're Guy A and realized you like/love the same girl as your "heng dai"?

3.) What will you do if you're the girl and realized you actually like/love Guy A instead of Guy B?

4.) If I were to ask you to choose either relationship or friendship, which one will you choose?

thinking?? =P

"love?" believe it or not...

this is what a chinese drama series said...
is your choice to believe it or not lar...
but i do believe *bluk* =P

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"when you truly love a person,...
you'll wait...
it doesnt matter how long you have to wait for that person.

when you truly love a person,...
you don't have to look at the person everyday."


when you truly love a person,...
having them in your heart is enough.
that's why you don't have to look at the person everyday...
and also...
that's why it doesn't matter how long you have to wait for that person...
because you already had that person in your heart =)

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great responsibility....

spiderman version:

great power comes with great responsibility...

paul's version:

great talent comes with great responsibility =P

the day that was looking forward to....

*sob sob* parents day....
its over...
but yet happy =)

well, to say.... overall im truely happy wif it tho there are some things happen that weren't good..
once i step into the church...i told myself... "THIS IS THE DAY!!!!" hahaha!
it didnt rain! Thank God! ...but it was hot! and my whole body was black... so common sense lar if i stand under the sun wif the whole body black in color....
ok...the service started!!! but i was still standing outside greeting ppl... haha!!
after that i went up to the PA balcony, and when i look down to the stage....MAN!!! it was beautiful wif different striking colors shirts that the musicians and singers wore! the feeling is just like in...."heaven" hahaha!!! cuz i think another word for it is called "rainbow" color =)
so after the worhsip, was followed by the new 365 promo video that was produced by Paul Leong which is me =P
after that was the Children Church song presentation....it was nice!!! but sad thing was.... y the guitar string was snap at the time?!?!?! even tho im not the person playing, but i just dun feel good!
nyway, it was followed by the mime pesented by the Youth Adult... i think they were reali great...very meaningful...
AND!!!!....
lastly....as the main presentation of the parents' day....
the drama by 365...
"You Raise Me Up, Buckets Of Love"
wow!! it was totallly touching... and loving...
i bet more than half the ppl in that hall enjoyed that drama....tat second...
n i can garenty at least half of the ppl in that hall was touched by the drama...
Meng Hong, Serene, Su Ann and Kyle did a reali great job in the drama...sacrificing their time and effort for the practice. They are reali good actors and actroses! Me and Abel totally din choose the wrong ppl to act in tat drama...
for Abel as the main script producer and me as the assistent...we were reali satisfy wif it... r u Abel?
eh eh!!! and not to forget!!! how "cool guy"...RHYS LEE!! man! he gav me a total shock when he came for the 1st practice...i think he is...a reali good actor... cuz he is just soooo cool man!
"yo yo yo! look whos here....small boi, wash dirty buckets....so sad..."

have to say...i think this drama is 1 of my biggest project i've over done so successfully.... not to say the parents day...just the drama itself...the feeling of being satisfy was just great!

so the drama was continued by a song presentation by the 365...
the whole 365 youths standing on stage... singing the song "You Raise Me Up" proudly...
=)

then...bang! all the presentations are over!!!
tat reali moment!!!! i just feel totally free!!! free man!!!
hahaha!!! but reali enjoy....n so happy everything went just smoothly...

GOOD JOB to all youths in 365!!!!
we all made tis event a SUCCESFUL one!

Parents' Day, Buckets Of Love

PARENTS' DAY!!!!

"Buckets Of Love"

Abel: What is Parents' Day all about??

well, it's quet simple...

is a group of people that come together and invite their parents to church and to show their love & appreciation to them. =)

Natelie: We will have a short time of worship,...

presentations by the Children's Church, the Young Adults,

and...

lastly the 365 Student Ministry(youths).

Abel: All parents are invited

to have free breakfast in front of the church

before the service starts.

Natelie: Lots of cute kids from

the Children's Church will be

presenting a song item called "We Will Serve the Lord".

Abel: Afther that...

the Youth Adults will be presenting a mime.

Natelie: and...

the main presentation of this event is the drama

that is presented by the 365. =)

Abel: This is a

touching and loving drama that is wrote by Paul and myself.

Our purpose of writing this script

is to touch people's heart on the day itself and make people emo.

Natelie: As i said it just now

that this is the main presentation of the Parents' Day.

So that's why the drama is called "Buckets Of Love"

Abel: Allow me and Natelie

to roughly tell you all who are involve in this drama. =)

Natelie: Wong Meng Hong...

as the father with a soft and kind hearted.

Abel: Serene Gan...

as the mother that loves her children a lot

and...

with a patient heart.

Natlie: Chien Su-Ann...

as the daughter of Meng Hong and Serene....

Abel: and...

the main character of this drama...

Kyle Ong!

as the son with a hot temper

and always been impatient...

Natelie: Hey! and not to forget...

the "cool" dude who makes the drama a succesful one...

Rhys Lee!!!

as a "cool" dude who always dare people to do things =P

Natelie: okay...

that all for the drama.

The Young Adults will be presenting a mime that will also be touchin...

It will be really great! =)

Abel: and lastly!!...

the whole youths from the 365

will be going on stage to present a song that is called

"You Raise Me Up"

to...

their parents...

................

erhrm...

"YOU RAISE ME UP!!!!! so i can stand on MOUNTAINS!!!!....

YOU RAISE ME UP!!! to walk on stormy seas...

I am STRONG....when i am on your SHOulder...

you raise me up... to more than i can be....

.... ...

you raise me up....

to more than...

i can...be..."

Natalie: Wasn't that demo great

that was sang by Abel?

for your information...

Abel will be bringing his partner, Joshua...

along to lead this song with the youths on stage =)

and it will be fantastic!

Abel: yep!

and of course...

there will be short devotions given by

Grace Eu...

Kenneth Wong...

and lastly, our youth pastor...

Richard Evan!

Natalie & Abel: Doesnt it sounds interesting???

Abel:So do join us! This coming Sunday morning...

from 10 to 12

and we'll have a great time together!

Natalie: COME! and be Inspired! =)

PARENTS' DAY!!!!
"Buckets Of Love"

30th July 2006

which is...2 days from now!!!

parents day...

grrr....sick at tis moment is just not the right time...but getting well d =)

jaclyn came on9 just now and came to me n shouted... "grrr!!! im so stress..."

hahaha.....yep, she's stress cuz she sort of fully incharge of the PA for Parents Day. So i told her is a good chance to gain experience and learn new things...

2day i told 2 person how to not let stress take over us...
so i told both of them to enjoy stress, which means enjoy what are they stress in.....
which means enjoy what are they doing that make them stress.... =)

actually thats wat i learn during tis period of time while preparing for the Parents Day event.
1 of the person is Jaclyn...yep... and the other 1 is Sara...HAHAHA!!! but probably both of them just cant handle stress... =P

YES!!! PARENTS DAY!!!! is just 5 days away from now...is less than a week...i just cant wait for it to get over....HAHA!!! can get to show all the parents the fake family that i form for the video;drama.. =) which is MengHong(father), Serene(mother), Kyle(naughty boy), SuAnn(good gal)....hahaha!!! i think abel is excited oso cuz he is the main script producer for this drama =P

i dunno what to update...

YES!!! Parents Day is just 2 weeks from now...come on!! little bit more!!! HAHAHA!!! [yes i can't wait for parents day to get over]
many things happen lar...

on Sunday had the Parents Day's drama and the song audition.
- drama went prety good, ps.Hock Huat was quet satisfy with it
- 2 person cried during the drama audition...means me n abel's plan of making ppl emo work!!!! YEH!!!! im expecting more than 2 person will be touch by the drama... =) thx to Abel the script producer.
- ps.Hock Huat scrapped the song tat was connected to the drama... im in total shock when i heard that ='( cuz Clara spend so much effort and time in it by listening to that song for like mayb more than 20 times(definitely more than that) just to get her harmony key right... and we arranged the practice on Sat morning to practice just for that song(that time we are all so tired, especially Abel)
- was reali totally sad and disappointed that my drama song was scrapped...but sumore i've to respect ps.Hock Huat b'cuz he manage to join the MIME presentation and the drama together....and i think it was a prety good idea. =)


- actually decided not to go badminton 'cuz got 365 promo video to edit...dateline was like 2day...
i went home at 4.. i went to nap a while...then when i woke up, i just had this feeling that i have to go for badminton. so yes! at the end i still went for badminton... After badminton i came back and straight away start to edit the 365 video...


- i edit the video non-stop from 10 pm until 5am... then im like better go and sleep for a while 'cuz later mummy wake up in the morning and c me on the computer she'll scream at me...so planned to wake up at 9am to continue witht the video(which is oni 4 hrs sleep) but i dunno somhow either my alarm didnt ring or i ter-press it....and ended up i woke up at 11+ by grace calling me how was the 365 video goin....im like*still blur*....."everything is fine,....grace, wat time izit now?"... Grace: " 11+?"...Me: "o, okie....bubye..." After a few sencond, i just stood up and like...OMG!!! its 11+!!!! then i faster got my ass in front of the computer and finished up the video...phiew!

Tuesday,
talk with my mui(sasa) on the phone for a while...too seriously say that was the 1st conversation i had with her thru house phone...HAHA!!! and she voice actually sounds so sweet thru the phone... =) so nice talking with her on the phone =P but too bad, after a while she has to sleep d...*sobsob*


PARENTS DAY!!!! countdown... ... ...
12 days... ... ...

family & friendships

YEH!!! the one in the middle is Garrett!!! 1 of my best buddy!!! and we oso share the same interest as Abel... drums!!!! but still the same thing i can say...3 of us are different type of drummer =) nyway, i knew Garrett when i start serving in YF as a drummer...cuz Garrett is so called my sernior...hehe =) hey rett! reali appreciate ur help for building me up! thx! i reali miss garrett!!!! I MISS U!!! i still got a lot of druming skills to learn from u!!! hehehe....dun get me wrong ah...i miss u not bcuz i wan to learn drum skills from u... =P Garrett is a reali cool guy...i reali admire him somhow! somhow lar!!!! hahaha!...among he abel and joshua...he is the less "gila" hahaha...btw, ill talk about joshua the nx round i do tis family and friendship...=) continue... so garrett! hope u're doin well in ur form6...dun look at chicks ah! study! haha!!!



okay!!! here comes the pranker, Abel!
yeap, i know Abel for not long actually...reali start to know him b4 last yr's youth camp... we get toegthe well is partly both of us are drummers....but both of us are definitely different type of drummer. hahaha! if its confusing...then forget it =P
so somhow! he bcame my cell leader....somhow ok!!!
hahahaha!!! but is actually fun to hav a cell leader around my age...actually he is older than me 2 yrs...but its ok lar...we still mix along well...
eh! im not saying troy vry old lar...but actually he is lar... hahaha!!! n troy is goin to b my bro-in-law....CAN U BELIEVE THAT!!! if u dun, u oso hav to.... HAHA!!!
Abel is not oni my cell leader...but we're working together to build and organize the Sports Outreach...
somhow!!! both of us always hav mis-understanding or mis-communication....somhow lar!!! dnuo y...is just like tat...and dun ask me why...hahahaha!!!



oh! ryan!!!
actually i realli miss u ryan!!! can't get to catch up wif u much cuz u're too bz wif ur SPM preparation...understand that...but its ok...after ur SPM we make sure we get back in touch ok?
okie...Ryan Teoh! he is not my mui or my ka che...cuz he's not a "gal"...hahaa! but i think he's my "heng dai"... thre is 1 thing....just 1 thing to get both of us so close in juz a short period of time...tat 1 thing is just so powerful man...but is secret...HEHE =) u know to know wat is tat 1 thing??? slowly guest lar...is oni secret btween me n ryan...to say the truth, i remember last yr end...we used to talk on the phone like almost everynite like none-stop until his mom has to ask him to stop...HAHA!!! and Troy was teasing me saying he is my girlfriend...hahaha!!! both of us went thru many difficulties together... is like wat we've nvr seen b4(means we've went thru many difficulties until u kenot imagine)... yea! thats our spiritual...i'll nvr forget my best, good, close and spiritually supportive friend, Ryan Teoh! =) appreciate it a lot, Ryan!



Yep! this is Jamie Koo....is not a surprise tat u cant recognize her..cuz she had make up in the photo... =) Jamie is not my ka che or my mui...or wat so ever...she is a good friend of mine...
im glad i get to know her cuz she's been a great encourager and a good testimony to others...
btw, she's oso a good listener...so yea! im promoting like "a counseler"...so u nid any counseling... u can go to her..HAHA!!! she won't mind, if she had time =P i oni get to know her when we were working together on promo video for the Youth Rally 2005 drama(it was my 1st time doin promo video)...jamie was 1 of the main character...so get to talk to her a bit white doin arrangements wif her...
so yea! thanks Jamie for being such a good friend to me! =)



quet a number of ppl know that this is my "mui mui".
yalar! its Melissa...fake mui...but the most "sek" one is this one...
why ah? i duno...cuz she's my mui?
to come to say...compare her wif Kit Yi..she is way shorter... but its ok...she looks cute tis way... =) but she's always blur, so any1 buli her.... will know wat happen lar
(chill chill =P)
i knew her, i think 1 yr...
but oni get to talk to her half a yr ago, means begining of 2006...
we got close at around April i think...not reali sure...
but 1 thing i know is that i reali love her as a "mui" and i reali take as my real younger sister.
duno y...cuz last time i use to ask my mom to hav another baby gal...so yalar! since my mom say me n my sister is enough...so i wont a small sister....
but i din take Melissa as my mui cuz of that.
cuz is just the feeling...ayar! for some ppl will understand...
some ppl dun understand then too bad lar =D
we weren't this close at first when we decided to be brother and sister...so i took up the challenge to get to understand her more...n take the 1st step to talk to her...cuz she is juz like, u open ur mouth 1st oni she'll talk to u...or not she won't... hahaha!
so slowly we just became tis close...and i just treated her Baskin Robin ice-cream on Sunday...
suppose to be Hangendaze, sry mui...



this is my "ka che", Kit Yi. fake one lar of course...but i treat her reali like my real sis...so dun buli her! yea...she's shorter than me...but to say..she's quet tall for a gal...average lar... actually i notice her voice sounds cuter thru the phone...hahaha!!! =D dun ask me y...lolx!!! i know "ka che" for i think a year. yep! but we just get reali close in a short time...mayb we hav the same personality... hehe =) *high 5* usually when im sad i'll then just nice she's on9 then wil blast everything to her...then she goes like..."dun sad lar...guai guai...ka che sek sek..." hehehe =)
that works on me ok...so dun look down on words that a person speaks...




isnt this picture look cool?? hehe =P

nyway....
this is my sister, Janice.
YES! she's short! hahaa =D
we've grown up together since im born(duh!)
last time we used to quarrel more than we comunicate...
somehow is like tat lar...i duno why...so dun ask me...
but time pass...things change...personality oso change...
and now,... we get to talk more than we quarrel =)
actually we din quarrel for like at least 2 months. hehe...

she goin to get married nx year...
i always say go lar go lar...but actually i will realli miss her,
if she moves to melaka after she's married...
*sob sob* ='(




that's all for now lar... the nx round i post more about "family & friendship"
btw, family & friendship are very important...appreciate them now... =)

true love...

Story 1

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. 
They loved each other a lot..... 

 Girl:"slow down a little.. I'm scared.." 
 Boy: "No, it's so fun.." 
 Girl: "please..it's so scary.." 
 Boy: "Then say that you love me.." 
 Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?" 
 Boy: "Give me a big hug.." 

The girl gave him a big hug. 

 Girl: "Now can you slow down?" 
 Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable 
  and it's bothering me while i ride." 
The next day, there was a story in thenewspaper. A motorcycle had crashed 
into a building because its brake were broken. There were two people on the 
motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived...The guy knew that 
the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew 
that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead, he was told the last time that 
she loved him,got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, 
and die himself... Once in a while, Right in the middle of an ordinary life, 
Love gives us a fairy tale... 

Message "Life consists not in holding good
cards but in playing those you hold well"

Story 2

Nurse: "It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly 
gentleman, in his 80's, presented to have sutures(stitches) removed from 
his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment 
at 9:00 am. I(nurse) took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing 
it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. 
I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another 
patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, 
so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove 
his sutures and redress his wound. 
While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. 
Asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning somewhere else, 
as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go 
to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to 
her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a
victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I 
asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no 
longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. 
I was surprised, and asked him. "And you are still going every morning, even 
though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and 
said. "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is." 
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and 
thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life." 

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been,will be, and will not be.
Good friends are like stars...You don't always see them, but you always know
they're there