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hey readers and friends...

please do be patient yea... updates will be coming soon! VERY SOON! promise! =)

oh man...!

23 May 08
Friday
4 am

by 1pm, 23 May 08, there will be a midterm exam on E-Commerce...

And I'm still blogging here!...GOSH!
not feeling confident...
and feeling unprepared at the same time~ =(

E-Commerce is JUST not my thing lar~ business man!!!
How is it related to multimedia?!
okay...
it may not totally related to multimedia...
but is just so freaking DRY!!! DRY!!! DRY....!!!!

but i at least tried to sit in front of the notes and study them...
Haih... why lar like tat =(


~Life is just unfair sometimes~
just hope I'll do fine in the midterm =(

Things i've to remember.....and do...

My beloved church...

- Youth Rally major promo video. Have to publish on 14 June.
- Have to start thinking of a video promo to publicize this year's Youth Camp.
- Have to learn how to be a good vice-chairman in youth and start working with those departments under me...
- Have to continue to learn how to be a good cell leader.


......

College...

- HAVE TO STUDY FOR E-COMMERCE!!!! mid-term this Fri!! ROAR!!!
- Have to edit many many photos for photography assignment which due this Sat.
- Have to start working on the final assignment for photography which will consume LOTS of time...


.......................


Life College Student Council...
*errr...actually this should be confidential....ops! but got a lot of things lar!*

ROAR!!!!
everyone come ROAR with me!!!
come on Jon Chu, i know you will =P

Have you ever wonder...

Have you ever wonder....

how are your friends think of you?

whether your friends dislike you?

whether your friends hate you?

is there any problems with your own character?

whether are you welcome?

whether are your friends treating you as a real friend?



.....

have you ever wonder....

August Rush

August Rush
Release: 2007 November


Just watched this movie yesterday and I've to say this is one-of-the best movie i ever watched. Tho its not like those exciting fighting kind of show that i usually like to watch. But seriously,... this movie's storyline is awesome! *thumbs up* =)
thank you Su Yen for introducing me this movie, no regrets watching it...

Is not just about those typical BGR love story, but also love for the child and people that loves music... that actually found out that music can actually find back their love ones...

[a very very rough summary of the story]
A drama with fairy tale elements, where an orphaned musical prodigy uses his gift as a clue to finding his birth parents.



HAHAHA!!!! so how rough do you think this summary is? =P

Those who love music MUST WATCH this...
Those who like love stories MUST WATCH this...
Those who don't like music nor love stories also MUST WATCH this!

Must read this...

got this from a friend's blog, Phoebe...

Three Answers Most Dreaded By Men

Can women really make up their minds? Not in a thousand years I suppose.

Whatever

Men: What to have for dinner?
Women: Whatever..
Men: Why not we have steamboat?
Women: Don't want la, eat steamboat later got pimples in my face
Men: Alright, why not we have Si Chuan cuisine
Women: Yesterday eat Si Chuan, today eat again?
Men: Hmm..... then I suggest we have seafood
Women: Seafood no good la, later I got diarrho ea
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women : Whatever..


Anything

Men: So what should we do now?
Women: Anything
Men: How about watching a movie? Long time we havn't watch a movie
Women: Watching movie no good la, waste time only
Men: How about we go bowling, do some exercises?
Women: Exercise on such hot day? You not feel tired meh?
Men: Then find a café and have a drink
Women: Drinking coffee will affect my sleep
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: Anything


You decide

Men: Then we just go home lo
Women: You decide
Men: Let's take a bus
Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. Don't want la
Men: Ok we will take taxi then
Women: Not worth it la... for such a short distance
Men: Alright, then we walk lo. Take a slow walk
Women: How to walk with empty stomach?
Men: Then what you suggest?
Women: You decide
Men: Let's have dinner first
Women: Whatever...
Men: Eat what?
Women: Anything

What going on?...

Frankly speaking, this week I've been forgetting things that im suppose to do. And I'm seriously!

Okay!

Firstly...
Tuesday, i was suppose to follow my youth pastor, Richard, to do discipleship with my 3 cell members (Joshua, Gene Lih, and David) in the evening around 5. It totally slip off my mind until my youth pastor sms me and tell me what time he is coming to fetch me. And i went like "AH CRAP!!!" when i received that sms... and i ended didn't make it because i have many things to be completed.

p/s: Sorry Richard that i couldn't make on Tuesday. Will try to make it next week.



Secondly...
Wednesday, theres is College Student Council meeting as usual at 10:30. And as you can guess, it slipped off my mind also...until Jonathan, the president of the Student Council, reminded me the night before... and you can guess again... i went "OH CRAPPP!!!!!" yea... so i asked Jonathan to give me a lift to college and he told me he'll come at 10 plus.
but somehow, duno how, God knows... i went and set the alarm clock at 10am. And that morning i snoozed the alarm clock twice...which means 10am it rang, i snooze it...10:10am rang agan, then i snoozed it again... around 10:15, Jonathan called and said he is coming now... and i went crazy like a mad feller getting ready. And i made Jonathan waited for me =(
AND we were late for council meeting just because of me "stupidity"...
Haih...

p/s: Jonathan (the president), so sorry again.... i'll be punctual next time ='(



Thirdly...
Wednesday also, Dance class that suppose to be at 3pm. And i totally forgot about it until Su Yen mentioned about it in MSN when we were chatting the day before it (Tuesday).

p/s: Shua, I'm sorry if you're reading this and knowing that i actually forgot about the dance practice that i promise you to come. Please do remind me next time =(



Forthly...
Thursday, I am suppose to have early morning breakfast with my youth pastor, Richard, and ALSO AGAIN!!! it slipped off my mind until he smsed me the night before (Wednesday night) to let me know what time is he coming to fetch me... and as usual again, i went "CRAP!!! im forgetting so many things!!!"

p/s: Richard, I'll try to remember it next time...



Fifthly....
Paul: I have enough of this!!!
Paul: Whats wrong with me?!??!?!! Anyone can tell me????!!!

I don't know whether is this the side effect of having high fever (that actually went up to 103C) for a week...


p/s: I apologize to everyone who are related and was affected by my "temporally-lost-memmory" =(

p/s: Thank you for everyone that reminded me! Appreciate it =)

Enjoy... Appreciate... & Thank you God!

365 Student Ministry - Full Gospel Tabernacle, Youth Ministry.
Want to thank God for giving the opportunity to serve in my church youth ministry in many areas and I've been enjoying myself serving God in this church and in this ministry!






P.H. = Production House Department
I've to say it has been a great joy being the Head of this department in my youth ministry tho there are stressful times and sleepless nights but am always happy to see what was produced at the end of the day =D and I must say appreciate serving in this department!

Video Editing
Thank God for giving me the talent and allowing me discover my interest in editing video which also helps to lead me to my education and future...
God does plan everything out for me ( and for everyone => )






Life College Student Council
i think everyone in the council is nice, cool, nice to mix with...have great friendships...
nothing much to say about this but enjoy being in this council =)







My drum set
i think this is 1 of my biggest thing in my life which i've been praying for about 1 half years.
Spend total of rm4,000 for this big baby drum set... hehe...
All i can say is that I'm really blessed by God for this
tho i had to use my own bank money first...
but...
i actually got this with a good offer because it was suppose to be rm6,000
as it was a display set
and guess what...
i don't think this model is producing anymore, so called limited edition? hehe =P

Drum set info:
Gretsch, Catalina Birch.
(click here for more info about Gretsch drums)
is a good brand... can guarantee you that! its comparable with Yamaha...




Drum class!
I really have to say thank you for my mummy for being willingly to pay for my drum fees every single month as its not cheap...
for those who learn piano, its about the same price. and its true...
and of course have to thank God for providing the finance for my family to allow me to continue my drum classes =)
It has been tough going through all those grades but I've to say I'd improve a lot from it =)
*heading straight to Grade 8!!!*





Nikon D200 DSLR
This is like the second biggest thing in my life... 'cos it requires lots of money also~ haha!
Well, but this time i didn't pay for it... my dad did 'cos he wanted it all this while =)
or maybe God paid for it? must be.... hehehe
Photography rocks! and its fun...and its cool...and its enjoyable...
anything you can think of! =D
as you can know I'm addicted to it =P






my sister =)
I don't know why, but I'm thanking God for giving me an elder sister...
tho we usually quarrel but hey, we're like good friends now as we grew up..
or maybe as i'm growing up? hehehe =P
she's a sister that will buy me things once in a while which depends on her mood...
she's a sister that will fetch me back home... if its on the way...
she's a sister will wake me up if my mom ask her to...
she's a sister will bring me out for lunch or dinner and pay for it which also depends on her mood...
1 thing seriously good about her is that she'll always ask me what I want for my birthday every year... without fail =)
Thank you Che! and love you!

and...
she's a sister that i always say to her: "che... you're getting fatter lar!" =P







Troy, my sister's husband
He was once my cell leader...
but duno somehow, God knows why and how he became my bro-in-law.
I was wondering last time when he came and visit me is because of me or my sister....hmph~~
but without doubt, Troy is definitely a good cell leader that brought me up to be a cell leader, a good servant of God... He teaches me many things... discipled me...
And he was the one that thought me how to edit videos at the first place...
see how wonderful is God's plan =)
Thank you Troy for everything!!!
you're not just a bro-in-law to me, but also a brother to me =)
He is also my body builder partner =P but he is so much crazier than i do
just saw him last Sat, his arms are freaking huge like nobody's business... haha!







THANK GOD MY SIS FOUND A LIFE PARTNER!!!!
hahaha!!!
i was so afraid nobody wants her or God didn't plan anyone for her =P
HAHAHAA!!!
but frankly speaking, I'm happy for her =)

and lastly,
wana Thank God for this family!
and for my parents...
and i don't think with just words can describe how great my parents are =)
Love you daddy mummy!



-the end-

to be continue...

my life...

is life really that unfair??

College~ college has been quite hectic and its kinda killing. Currently having only 3 subjects but 2 of them which are Photography and 3D Modeling are 100% coursework. I've to admit i got addicted to photography and i enjoyed it a lot tho there are assignments to pass up every week.. did many crazy stuffs with my friends... you can see the pictures below... =)

*you can start imagining how crazy we are =) hehe...*

*believe it...*

*we were really lying on the road! hahaha!*

*our photography group =) cool eh?*


*i like this picture =D*

*wana know who those two are in the picture? hehe =P*

*i find this kinda cute =)*

*isn't this cool? hehe...*

*one of my best light-trail shots =)*

Church~ in the midst of transitioning of being the vice-chairman of the youth ministry. It sounds nice right? but i was thinking... its just the title... what it counts is the heart of the person that is serving...

Work~ am currently teaching drums as a part-time job to earn some side-money. Having 2 students at the moment. but i need more students!!! anyone interested?? =)

Drums~ as usual, still serving as a drummer in church... now im currently in Grade 5 and planing to take the exam either this year or next year =) hope so... hehe


kay lar...thats all for now...tho is kinda short but at least i updated my blog =P
ciao!

oh btw...
life is unfair...
if you agree, shout it out
...
if you don't,keep quiet =P

just another day...

in college...

2day seems like Monday...maybe bcos ytd was holiday (deepavali) ...

ytd was in church from 8-1 for a seminar, den a worship prac till 330...
after tat wow!!! head off to Asia Jaya LRT station to fetch Chevonne n Eu Jin to 1Utama. Ghail(if i din spell wrongly) and En Ai were suppose to come too... mana tahu En Ai got CG in the evening and duno wat happen to Ghail. Ended up me, chevonne, eu jin, abel, andrew ee, n elizabeth watched STARDUST!!!! is STARDUST!!!
i can say tat show is not bad lar....funny, romantic, fantasy... haha!

guess wat! i got lost after i drop chevonne back home! i was lost in KL for like more than 45mins.... frankly speaking, i was kinda scared... cos there are no sign boards says PJ... KL sign boards are super duper ultra dump man! but at the end i still manage to find my way back to MidValley... haha!!! but it was quite fun....BUT i was in the car alone!!! shuld've took eu jin along if me...but if i bring him along n fetch him back after tat i know ill reach back home quite late which my parents wont b tat happy.. SO SORRY EU JIN!!! =( nx time ill bringyou along kay! promise!

life still continues...

oh yes!!! just finished my last assignment n presentation ytd (Friday)... ok..not last assignment... got another major 1 which is 100%/100% coursework n is due oni 2 weeks from now...so tat 1 can do day by day... hehehe =)

my presentation ytd was quite impropt2.... i last minit hav tis idea of acting as my moral teacher teaching lessons when Jonathan(college mate) is presenting his presentation...
btw Jonathan, i did listen to ur presentation kay..its very interesting =) im serious! or not i wont hav such an idea to present my presentation... hehe...
alrite..my presentation is to present a poem... presented a poem writen by Emily Dickinson...

okay...ill type out how i present my presentation here...since im feeling bored now..hehe =P
ill try my best to type exactly wat i said on tat day..



*er hem....!*

Me: Good Afternoon class!!! My name is Mr. Paul. Pls do not call me 'sir' cause you all are not in school anymore...you all are in college...

*every1 laughed*

Me: so...do any1 know why are we here 2day??

"PRESENTATION!!!", everyone answered.

Me: wrong!... we're here 2day for English forAcademic Studies I.

Me: Long long time ago....when dinosours are stil around...

*every1 laughed*
*i started laughing also* =P

Me: there a woman call Emily Dickinson who wrote a very.....meaningful poem called.... "There is Another Sky"

Me:
(adjusting my mood...)

"There is another sky,

Ever serene and fair,

And there is another sunshine,

Though it be darkness there;

Never mind faded forests, Austin,

Never mind silent fields—

Here is a little forest,

Whose leaf is ever green;

Here is a brighter garden,

Where not a frost has been;

In its unfading flowers

I hear the bright bee hum:

Prithee, my brother,

Into my garden come!"

(btw, i did powerpoint slides for tis....all the pictures tat are suitable for those sentences...very nice 1 =D )

Me: basicly wat i think bout tis poem is tat when Emily Dickinson was writing tis poem, she put herself in her own world n imgaine a new world that we wanted it to be. and at the end she shared it wif her brother...


-The End-


tats my presentation!!! ta-da!!! hehe...
yep!
interesting or not?? but seriously...i dono how many mark ill get for tis man~ hahaha! no confidence at all actually =P

well... tat day has pass...a new week....a new day...a new hour...a new minute is coming....
and life still continues...

today is 22 Oct =)

ah yes!!! im updating my blog...haha!

in college library now, waiting for class to start in 20 mins time. hehe
its like almost finishing the 3rd month in college already... semester finals is like 4 weeks from now...n guess what...notes are still full of dust on top.... dang! PAUL LEONG!!! STUDY!!!

life has been quite bz due to those assignments in the college....not easy... but partly cos i din touch the assign earlier and waiting till like last minit oni do...nvm! i learn my lesson...
life somtimes also has been no good...there are ups n downs...somtimes feeling lonely while doin assign alone...somthing watching tv alone... haih~ eh, not my fault feeling tis way kay...it just comes naturally...probably given by God =P

ytd me n joel once again won the 2 gals that were trained by Uncle Mike(ryan's dad)... eh! the 2 gals are good kay...tho they're young =P but ytd's match was a close match... we lost the 1st match, i think its 21/15? but we totally trash them at the 2nd match...the 3rd match was very close too.... but we still won! =P 21/19... actually we got the last point cos 1 of the gal made a mistake right after the serving... i was like "phiew"... haha!
joel! we must train harder...!!!

kay lar...shall stop here for now...
ciao!!!

hi bloggie

ok...mua fault again that.... its such a long time since i last update my bloggie =(
well...life so busy at times....hehehe

college already started like 1 half months ago...its kinda fun tho... many nice and frenly frens... namely like Liz and Christina...n many many...(i've to put both their name cos later they say im not their fren..haha!).
college can say its a totally a diff world from secondary high sch or 'homesch'....
exams its like 1 half months from now n im totally slacking man... so lazy to touch my notes which is placed on my table every single day.
btw, the notes are thick kay~ no joke...

guess ill write till here for the moment...gtg 1st..ciao!!!

im back!!!

just got back from Kuching, Sarawak on Monday...

frankly speaking... no regrets ah!
shouldn't hav listen to my mom...

mom: u go there so many days later got ntg to do ah....

so ended up coming back on Monday...haih...
miss my primary sch frens....

my frens organize a small reunion party for me at my form teacher's hse...
i called it small cos theres around oni 15 of us....and why?? bcos they lost contact with most of them!!! and sadly to say...some of them cant make it =(
but well~ i still enjoyed myself =) i think tat goes the same to my frens too...

i still dun hav the photos yet....when i get them il post it up =)

tis time i came back wif an extra mother! hehe...
yep... called my form teacher "kai-ma"(canto), "kan-ma"(manderin) "god-mother"(eng)
hahaha!!!
well.... actually all tis while i already take her as my mom....
she actually brought me n the whole class from primary 1 til 6... duno y...but a lot of ppl was kind of surprise after i told them... i thought all form teachers teach from pri 1 till 6 mah rite?? haha!
den last i used to go to her hse for tuition...
n guess wat!!!

1 day 1 teacher saw a baby photo(not baby lar...quite big...around primary 1...) on my form teacher's table...n tat teacher thought it was me...cos the photo looks like me...tat time i'm around primary 4 or 5 i think... so the teacher asked my form teacher....

teacher: wah~ why u like ur student until put his photo on ur desk ah?
form teacher: noh lar! this is my son...

hahaha!
so yep!...tho she used to scold n canned me last time... but i think she's a great teacher =)
as also like a mother to me.... hehe

o ya! i haven say yet....actually i din c my primary frens for like almost 5 years...
some of them literally change till i cant recognize lar~ haha!!! but every1 told me i changed a lot... ok~ i admit... cos i look back at my photo during pri sch...look like SMALL BOI oni lar!... haha!!! now stil growing =p


ok...tats all for now....
photos coming soon...

day by day...

thought can enjoy holiday after finishing my homeschool books...
guess i cant... last 3 days hav been getting frus over the video that im editing.. cant find the best quality to export... but at least 2day i found it, after so many days of testing n "brainstorming" calculating all the pixels, video size...bla bla bla... haha! bcos of this is lost a lot of brain cells ok =P haha!!!

oh ya! as i was saying im actually in the midst of editing a new 365 student ministry video for Parents Day that is happening in August... i kenot say is the best video i've ever done cos i've haven finish, but is the biggest video i've ever done...n this time trying out many new tricks of doin it...very challenging... =)

went to apply for college last Thurs...
after everything done...

me: do i have to wait for any response or letter to say whether m i accepted?
guy: erm...giv me a min, lemme check wif the principal...
me: owh~ okay

the guy came back...

guy: actually u're already accepted...
me: oh! okay!....

smiling off... =P

hahaha!!!
thanks GOD!

okay...i think i better continue wif my editing... shall update my blog more often =)
ciao

"talk to the hand"

*breath in....breath out....breath in....breath out....*

I'M FREAKING PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!

beloved mummy just called back and said the office told her i'm missing out 1 credit....
missing out 1 credit means the transcript kenot come out lar! i need total of 16...but now i oni got 15!!!! i was like....."i knew i had a bad feeling about tis transcript thing..."
ROAR!!!!!

c lar~~~ darn wei....so now most probably i've to do extra 10 books to fill up the 1 credit...and duno whether will i b in time for College....

1st June 2007

ok...guess wat?! half a yr of 2007 is gone....GONE!!! i mean...GONE?! you know wat is gone means or not???!!!

i know im kind of free at home now... came to a point to think once again..

"what's life all about?"

*jang jang jang jang!!!*(sound effect)

ya...what's life all about?

tmy, what's life all about to?
ryan, how bout you?
jamie, what do you think?
che(kit)?
pearly?
su?
sai mui(nat), what would you say?
mui(sasa)??
sara and careen? what's life all about?
how bout you bel??
oh ya... honey(joel!)... u ler?

sorry...just random thought of names..hee... no offense ya =P
for me sometimes i get so reali into somthing until reali forgot what's life all about... and God just hav to slow us down to let us re-think again...what's life all about...
the question may sounds easy to answer right...right?? RIGHT???!!!!
i oso think so... but after i went into deeper thoughts about it...i find its not easy... is life just all about eduction...work...eat..sleep... well, who knows...cos i think everybody is different =)

2day is Sasa's(mui) birthday... 6 days ago was mine...
eh! everyday say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" lar... yor~ =P hahaha!
ya...just turn 17...starting to feel old d actually...haha...
for some ppl 17 are still in the mid of form5...me? goin college d... somtimes i ask God... y push me until so fast... tho i wan to get to college fast... haha!
college is another "new life" man~

n here's another question tat jumps in...

"why God wants to put me in this type of situation right now?"

many of you may scold me for posting so many questions in my blog....
Paul: sorry lar! Paul Leong is a person that love to think a lot... so his blog sure got a lot of questions to test ppl mah... hee =D


OH YA!!!
I PASSED!!!! mua UNDANG!!!!
believe me...it took me at least 3 mins to actually think should i take the test in eng or bm...
cos you know...the lecture was in bm... the books is in bm...i study/read those things in the books are in bm, oh btw....actually i din study until 12am the nite b4... HAHAHA!!! and when i got there in the morning acting like darn cool there reading the book~ but actually no confidence to pass =P
so ya...i took me quite a while to think u know.... you would go like..."yor~ paul leong! y u so dumb 1!".... yalar...i m lar! =P but at the end i chose eng instead of bm... as i was doin, i duno wat is happening to me...i was just smiling smiling there while i was doin, but at the same time in my mind go like, "OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!"... haha!
actually b4 i went in to take the test, i was tempted to test God lar...i told Him if he help me pass, i'll do anything He ask me to... hahaha!!!!
cut the long story short...
*cut cut cut*
i passed with 44/50!


kay lar...i think thats all for now .... hehe =)
ciaos~

mr. Paul Leong =)

hhmmppph.... okay! i've to put an effort to update my blog!!! im not being discipline...not good...

maybe i shall update my life for a moment =)

Current life...
every Monday till Friday wake up earli in the morning... drag myself out of the bed... n go to church for TungLing... well frankly speaking, i did enjoy all my time in TL =)
kay... after TL... rush back home... study (homeschool books) till evening... take a short nap... maybe around 1 hr? den wake up...eat dinner...da da da...
at nite!!! back to study!!!! owh yes! isnt it great...
btw, TL has exams oso...so u can imagine i've b studying thru midnitesssssss.....
guess wat?! there a pimple coming out from my cheek already! but who cares lar...haha =P

TungLing Graduation!!!!
25th May 2007
7:45pm
@
Wisma Eagles

i wont b graduating wif a distinction or a double distinction cos i actually learned a good lesson from it for making a big mistake which God woke me up.... but still... i'll be graduating happily cos i think i've learn many things from tis 3 months of TL =)
what God did to me? wont touch much on tis cos is kind of long story but leads to tis question...

"do you come TungLing to get a or double distinction.... or learn God's Word/learn new things n to apply in your life?"

many of you may think...."ayar~ of course i know how to answer the question lar...."
well...of course i oso know how to answer the question lar...but many times things just does not lead to wat we think it will be... as we'll b distracted by other things to lead us to the wrong direction...

okay! here is an invitation to all my friendssss!!!!
i apologize that if i didn't invite you all personally... my bad...
but ya! you all are invited to my graduation

now i shall tell you all what i've to do or what im goin to do for the next 2 months after my TungLing ends...
life still goes on kay....life nvr stop...it wont stop.... if it stops...means you die lar! hahaha! okay, im being lame =P
i dont know wat happened to me...since after i attended TL, i've been being so lame... i think is all bcos of mrs.TMY(my wife in TL) =P

things i've to do:
1. homeschool books (if i haven finish)
2. "cell leader" (which i still haven really put my head it and think how am i goin to lead the cell)
3. Production House/Creative Arts (which i not quite functioning now)
4. 365 video for Parents Day (which is kind of a big project)
5. Youth Camp preparation (which i felt guilty for not doin much now)
6. LEARN DRIVING!!!!! (MUST!!!!)

well....6 things may be little...but it can drive me quite crazily actually...haha!!!
i actually respect ppl like Grace, Meng Hong, Min Ser, Kenneth....esp Grace...can really see them work their brain out man!... and why am i complaining here....i think i hav no right to complain... cos they hav so much more things to do than i do...
i think is time for me to grow... kenot complain like a lil boi anymore =(

so ya...
basicly college will b starting in the beginning of August...hopefully
n thats where my "new life" will start =)


* TL is goin to end in 4 more days!!!!
* im finishing my homeschool book!!!!!
WORK HARD!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!!

i duno y...but 2day my head was running thru tis song the whole day...

"When I fall in love it will be forever
Or Ill never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love is ended before its begun
And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart it will be completely
Or Ill never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you."

future life??

many things in life always don't end up as what we expected...

normally we plan plan plan...

but many times it fails...

many things in life we don't want it to happen...

but it still happen at the end...

life?

life...

erm....ya...


LIFE!!!!



life...is...

difficult?...
complicated?...
tough?...
challenging?...
fun?...